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I cannot stick to a proper plan, I keep delaying my executions, and making excuses for why yes and why not... What's the most known reason why we tend to have bad discipline, which distracts us from realsing the god head ?

@Shiva Good point, I need a stronger vision and plan @Anton_Pierre yeah, but there's a voice in my back that keeps saying "stop wasting time" @seeking_brilliance yeah, maybe the notion that "I'm God and I'm free to do whatever I want" is abused for me. lol @ajasatya That's powerful, indeed I think I need a stronger reason and vision to why have discipline in the first place @Leo Gura true... tits everywhere, in infinite forms....

Blunts, I see what you did there ?

@seeking_brilliance Thanks! does make sense!

What is meant with "it's not happening"?

I have it too, but not from parents only, but from a community of 800 people, for example, if I use my phone on Saturday (Shabat), they would (literally) think I've lost it.

I find some interesting theories in it. Biocentrism (theory of everything) from Greek: βίος, bios, “life”; and κέντρον, kentron, “center” — also known as the biocentric universe — is a theory proposed in 2007 by American scientist Robert Lanza, which sees biology as the central driving science in the universe, and an understanding of the other sciences as reliant on a deeper understanding of biology. Lanza believes that life and biology are central to being, reality, and the cosmos—consciousness creates the universe rather than the other way around. While physics is considered fundamental to the study of the universe, and chemistry fundamental to the study of life, Lanza claims that scientists will need to place biology before the other sciences to produce a "theory of everything". Source: http://www.robertlanzabiocentrism.com/ What stage of thinking is this in spiral dynamics do you think?

What does a weak trip on rectal administered 5 meo feel like? I tried last weak and I felt strong effects that made me extremely sleepy, I ended up having an awesome nap, but was disappointed.. This has been my 3rd try btw, but I'm getting better at it. ?

Good luck bro, life is amazing indeed and I'm extremely distracted by its beauty too, wish you all the best.

I had an extremely bad trip on 5-MeO once after trying to snort 30 mg, it was intense, and too much distractions (nose, throat drips) to focus on what's being shown to you

@whoareyou My first breakthrough was through snorting, but plugging was way more superior for me, the come up is more gentle, the trip is longer and no distractions of any substance dripping down your throat, it does need more than a few tries to get better at it, never tried smoking it though, but heard the come up is like being hit by a train going 500 miles per hour... I did hear many positive experiences with it though.

What are the range of prices for 100mg in your areas guys? mine is around 170$ which isn't cheap but i guess it's pretty rare anyway?

amazing have you tried psychedelics? and if so, did they help you?

If it's similar to a breakthrough on 5 meo dmt you'd say it's mdma * infinity you also experience infinite love, you might grasp infinity and get mind fucked a metaphysical orgasm

Which one is it?

Glorious,

@Shadowraix Right! @ajasatya Yes, my mind indeed tries to get a grip on a "concept" to hold on to whenever I contemplate on this subject.. @Highest Yesss I had that A-HA moment a few month ago and started laughing for sometime, I didn't realise I was God back then, but definitely infinite consciousness.. @Joseph Maynor I guess the ego is the concept and the Self is God?

@Highest so even nothingness is not a concept?

@How to be wise I see what you mean, direct experience is always what I look for

@How to be wise well in Leo's last video he said that there's a God head and there's God which is a part of the God head and we are a buble of the God Head, the infinite nothingness right?

@How to be wise the god head you mean?

@Leo Gura pure gold, hahaha

@Shin And the 5 MeO ?

Looks like The Ox was around the territory Good luck!

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