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I've had a few awakenings here and then, mostly on psychedelics, but this Nothingness subject is the hardest for me to tackle, I just can't wrap my head around the intellectual idea, let alone the meta physical aspect of it, I read "God is Nothingness" but i think there is a lot of work for me to do yet, any help would be appreciated.

Oh wow, that needs some serious contemplation, I did have a non duality experience and I see where you're pointing to, but the Ox is good at hiding I guess Correct me if I'm wrong , but this is where Not Knowing can be a key.

Yeah I can imagine mate, I haven't had enough awakenings let alone deep ones.

Oh I always loved is analogy of shape shifting , for you to be a shape shifter, you need to be absolutely nothing , nice one

Behold the infinite creation of God in all things Link: https://www.sciencealert.com/for-the-first-time-scientists-have-discovered-fractal-patterns-in-a-quantum-material?fbclid=IwAR2U4bh5yJsQ42ULYR9APVnJmlKGH6ZFNARHU5TZ1pLEWLcc45dxnw7eZt4

Sounds like the Ox has been around your hood, congrats

Holy shit mate, Penis Envy is quite a strain, i took 4gs last week, it was some pretty intense stuff, felt like a 8g trip of golden teacher

1- You said in one of your blog videos that every single atom cannot move in the universe unless it's out of Love, You mentioned that every single pixel on this screen has to do something with Love, I can kinda see what you mean, but would be great it if you could elaborate a bit on this perhaps. 2- What do you think is the biggest reason why many enlightened people like Peter Ralston for example, don't talk a lot about it in their teachings?

My hands are shaking while I'm typing this... but I have been contemplating my existence for quite a while now, I just became conscious how alone I am in the universe, it's way way deeper than I thought, I'm talking to me while I'm writing this, but I still have feeling of love for all of my creation as God, yet there's a feeling of tragedy that I can't share this with something other than my creation but that's all there is, infinite void, I don't know what to feel about this? it makes me feel immortal, but also lonely. did God subdivided himself to infinite forms to use his infinite intelligence for infinite consciousness, does he give a shit about being alone? Ps: I had a glimpse of this aspect of awakening when I became conscious how we are essentially all one with reality, but there are levels of consciousness beyond what I've imagined.

@cypres Yes! i can see why this is true, in other words, the illusion of the self!

@SoonHei okay but that still makes me God not thinking about being one tight?

@Leo Gura ah I see what you did there, unity as an absolute... Things really go full circle!

Stay strong brother <3 wishing all the best to you!

The course helped me too.. when you find your purpose it almost feels like an awakening, congrats

This is a much-needed topic to where I live (Israel/Palestine) if only people were open-minded enough though...

The Namib Desert beetle has developed a unique technique to survive by obtaining water from early morning fog, which is also known as fog basking, It drinks the fog by the means of collecting it on its own bumpy back surface. Nature is mind-blowing indeed

I was raised in a religious environment and I was not satisfied with the answers I had and how I was being taught about God, I had to seek or the Truth elsewhere, stumbling on this site was a very good first step, my biggest challenge now is probably discipline and a few Ego backlashes every now and then.

@pluto oh man that life machine scene was deep! i also liked the episode "Total Rickall" it gives you the idea that you have no idea if your memories are true, you're imagining all of it, in the episode's case their memories were overridden

@Leo Gura Agree. @Zeke Osho spoke about the notion of balancing between the inner and the outer, this does ring truth , you can see how the East like in India they focus more on the inner while in the west they focus more on the outer , eventually they should realise that they are both one.

Oh damn, def can't wait to hear about this.. Does it have anything connected with this video: https://www.actualized.org/insights/total-omniscience-awakening

Maybe one miracle of life is that we are not freaking the fuck out of how mind blowing it all is

@Arhattobe Not sure if I agree with that, having over a 150 lucid dreams, most of them were so damn realistic that it snaps you back to thinking it's the real world when it isn't, smells , tastes, feelings can extremely realistic too.

It's true some insights can be forgotten, but i learned to write them down as soon as i have them, they will still make sense too!

I personally tried both and found being by myself to be much more superior, the shaman for me might have been a slight distraction, or maybe the method of smoking the substance isn't really for everyone, I haven't had a bad trip with the shaman so to speak, and I would definitely not discourage (or encourage) anyone to try it, but I couldn't get solid insights from the trip, unlike rectal administration where I had mind blowing mind fucks ? Perhaps the most dangerous thing about smoking 5 meo is how breath-takenly fast it slams you out of your self..