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@VeganAwake hehhe yeah! The chain of events that led to your birth could be a few sips of wine love that video too

"You are throbbing, but the whole is throbbing through you – you are just an indicator, a heart. The universe throbs and beats through you. You are not, the universe is. And the universe is not a totality of objects, it is a subjectivity. It exists as a person. It is alive, conscious. It is not a mechanical arrangement, it is an organic unity." From Osho's book: "Hsin Hsin Ming The Zen Understanding of Mind and Consciousness" what do you think?

@Pookie I agree,did you watch the Netflix series about him ?

@dimitri hahahah I love that one.

@WaveInTheOcean i know what you mean, but beautiful non the less

@Username Hell yes, i found that my success rate increased 80% with 5meo when i tripped on an empty bowel.

@lostmedstudent I don't think anything can stop you, but why would you? we are hard-wired for survival, and feeling good and safe right?

One of my favorite episodes from Leo was "Life is a dream", in this episode Leo says something like "Reality is a dream, not only is it a dream, but it's every possible dream that could be dreamed". I tried rectal administration this time, I measured 25 mg using a measuring spoon, I ask the substance to show me "The Ox", and I hit it. Around 10 minutes my body starts to feel very heavy, , i'm good at calming my self but this was something else, a couple of minutes after I was in a state of incredible Bliss and awe, an incredible feeling of ecstasy, that was 100 times more euphoric than MDMA, I felt like someone woke me up from a dream which I've been lost in, and now I woke up from that dream to realize I was sleeping the whole time. I didn't want to get distracted by the euphoric feeling so around 17 minutes I started to contemplate, who am I? The answer I got was that I was a dream machine, a machine that can dream anything that could be dreamed, I also grasped implicitly what is Infinite Intelligence. I got very emotional and tears started dropping, I felt like I was incredibly lucky to be alive, but even more lucky that I could peek through this window, which millions don't even know exists, at this point, I started to lose the sense of me, it felt like a movie screen running with no audience, it's somewhat scary, but liberating, this movie screen is capable of dreaming up absolutely every possible dream because it cannot not do that... It's it was all consciousness, there was no "physical" world, it's a show running for infinity. This is where it shook me hard, my life is just one out of an infinite number of dreams, God dreams forever because he is infinite in nature.... because he is Infinite he also has the power to imagine everything. I also asked what will happen when we die, I understood that we don't die actually, because we were never born! Even though I grasped this concept a bit before, but this was a whole new level of understanding. I found that 5 Meo is an amazing tool for understanding things that are implicit in nature. My earliest insights on the magnitude of infinity were from this incredible website you might've heard of. "The Library of Babel" is a short story by Argentine author and librarian Jorge Luis Borges, conceiving of a universe in the form of a vast library containing all possible 410-page books of a certain format and character set" So yes, let's say that you could live forever, and you were given a task to sit on the computer your whole life. Your task is to type all the possible combinations of the English letters including spaces. at some point you will, of course, write Shakespeare or ever your own life, the things that you said, will say, or could have said are found in this library, the cure of cancer is found here too perhaps. In Reality, we are kinda living in the library of Babel and its books, swimming in the ocean of infinity. Of course, this is just the tip of the ice Berg when it comes to infinity as you are only confined to the English language and is limited to a couple of thousand characters, but give it a try, it's pretty cool. Also, check out the images section on the homepage, every image that can possibly be imagined is made from a certain set of colors and pixels. You can find a photo of you technically. Needless to say, infinity is a wild thing, after trying 5 Meo DMT and contemplating it, I could grasp a bit of what is pointed to when one realizes his Godly nature. Throughout the trip I was shouting: "Of course! Of course! it's infinite! How could it not be ?' " Please do share your stories of what would you describe infinity to be. The website of the Library of babel

@dimitri cool, the ultimate realization.

@Leo Gura yes i shall thanks, it's a very powerful tool, took me more than a few tries to get it right, good luck.

it felt like infinite consciousness, I never grasped what infinity means till that point.

OMG i loved his work RIP Buddy!

for some reason i'm reminded of ths episode:

Try to journal, or at least contemplate using a journal, it helped me unstuck my self, try to study your strength, rather than fix your weaknesses.

If I put for you a 100 billion dollars behind a wall made out of the fear of death , would you cross it ? Most won't

Damn , pretty nice trip and integration, love the drawing, thanks for sharing mate! Keep it up.

link: https://eu.performancelab.com/products/whole-food-multi

What do you think? there's a good multivitamin called Performance Lab that promises much better results that synthetic forms of vitamins. from there site: or is it preferred to just focus on the vitamins my body seems to lack and get the highest quality version for that?? thanks!

Drink some ginger, I had the toughest come up ever on mescaline, it also took me about 1 hour and 30 minutes to come up on it.

Mixing any psychedelic is a risk, so that's asking for trouble.

@Nahm Thank you, that is indeed what I meant, I was pointing to the facets of it I see your point:)

How do we know that we got all of them? Edit: I meant to say facets of the absolutes, my bad

@Nahm wow mate well said , you made something click for me there.

@ajasatya I had a few awakenings, but I'm still very early in the work

@Leo Gura I understand what you mean, ultimately it's one, but death for example is not an absolute, while other things like Love, Survival, Self etc are, but maybe my question is pointless...