Pouya

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  1. @Wokeniqqa for me it seems like no words can say why. Maybe just to experience but still it will be beyond words.
  2. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Names_of_God_in_Islam Leo talked about it before... These names seem like Absolutes
  3. @David Hammond If you mean full enlightenment, yeah it's right guess but i think reletive growth is sudden. I think it as gradual.
  4. @Fountainbleu Yeah it's true that you start growing and see how sleep others are but don't let others stop you from growing concsiousness. Let others be unconcsious and work on yourself with humility. No one will understand how much you've grown even if you explain them about it. That's why there's a forum here! ? Maybe the time will come and you'll help them become free.
  5. @Inliytened1 I can't imagine what non dual teachers go through for properly teaching these. It's really hard. And yeah, the path of liberation is walked alone. Everyone gets to liberate themsleves (but with help of others )
  6. @Truth Addict maybe I'm happy for it sometimes It has a wierd vibe, a sweet-sour taste.
  7. @Truth Addict what layers do you refer to? Layers of emotions?
  8. If I am the cost how do I enter the heaven then?
  9. @Leo Gura Imagine academic universities slowly growing into spiritual monastaries
  10. @Aakash I always wondered about the 10th ox picture. Thanks
  11. @Fountainbleu One of the things I've learned is that never try to "spread the Truth" or "wake uncounscious people up" before you yourself are actually awakened. Otherwise the results are: Misunderstanding, judgement, name calling and being mocked, and even not understanding at all.
  12. @Shin @tedens What is emotional work? Like balancing them?
  13. @tedens I am emotional. Any realization experience makes me even more emotional.
  14. "its literally about living how you would normally do as if NONE of this even happened" wow @Aakash
  15. How can I do a lot of self inquiry and self honesty while always ompeting and comparing myself with others? I don't like to study. I don't want it but I need it. Competing and comparing is very motivating for studying and makes me study hard. Because when I actually give a shit about how my friends are doing better, i don't want to fall behind and I try to become better. Meanwhile the enlightenment work and the practices are the opposite. They make me detach. How can I do both? It seems like I cannot detach from myself and study hard to become successful at the same time. And I know that if i stop the enlightenment work and become successful, I'll eventually come back and start over with this, because success won't make me happy. A fulfilling happy life but being a faliure and losing my oppurtunities. Or being successful and being praised but a unfulfilling life with suffering.
  16. @ChoseyFrozey I've never done any pscychedelic and I had 2 ego deaths before. Long and concentrated pracitces like self inquiry, letting go, kriya yoga ect. Either way it's god damn amazing
  17. Also the thing is I see a lot of potential in me to grow spiritually. As soon as I do the practices and get traction with them I get great results. So a year would be very enough to grow a bit and have great realizations. Intuitively it seems like it will hurt my life in the future.
  18. It feels like a classic blue pill/red pill thing. And it doesn't seem like it has a middle way. Like doing hard drugs and working out for healthy body. Can one do both at the same time?
  19. @kev014 I hope you go for much much bigger realizations soon
  20. Does it suit self inquiry? I truly love instruments though. Specially spiritual and shamanic ones.