@ original poster, I stopped them cold Turkey. You can do that, don´t expect it to be easy tho.
´I could have a Problem if a Problem was a Problem for me, this less than perfect life is exactly what I Need´Adam out of the movie ´Crazywise´
I think there is alot of Research to be done on the corelationship between mental illness and enlightenment.
It lies in the eyes of the perciever whether or whether not one is mentally ill. It´s partly dependent on beliefs and cultural norms. That can lead to complications. If Leo was to sit in front of a psychiatrist... Good luck! My guess would be that he would pretty certainly be diagnosed with schizophrenia and psychosis.
To all of you who aré labeled as mentally ill I can just say:
Don´t take stuff so seriously, do whatever you want. Be brave.
Keyword: Spiritual emergency(e),
Books/Authors: Stanislav Grof, Catherine G Lucas, Sean Blackwell - Bipolar or waking up?