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But, waste products have to go somewhere. You cannot store infinite amount of waste products for ever.

What is this? A shit porn?

Going meta means seeing a higher level pattern. As you observe your relationship over time, you discover patterns in it. You can even discover how your relationship is structured. Structure of your relationship dictates contents of your relationship. After meeting a few bad boy friends, you will discover patterns and structures. Maybe, you are specifically attracted to attractive assholes, but you are not aware of it, yet. That can be a pattern. Or, the pattern can be that attractive assholes appear on the dating scene more often than good alpha guys because women do not let go of good alpha guys. I recommend setting aside 3~4 hours of time for watching the video. The gist of the video is to make structural changes to your life and your relationships.

It can be sustainable if you don't have a family to maintain and if you are internally motivated to do it. If you minimize other kinds of shit in your life and minimize maintenance, it may be sustainable. Some mathematicians were known to be internally motivated workaholics.

Hot women with mental issues are common traps for men, too. Or, were you specifically attracted to narcissism or bpd?

I understand where you come from. Regardless of sex, letting go of an attractive but defective product/person can be difficult at times. Practice letting go.

I know good alpha males who have good intentions for humanity. I don't believe that alpha males are assholes. I want you to date whom you are attracted to. It can be difficult to break up with an abusive but attractive man which is a common trap women fall into. Are you attracted to intellect?

And, you know how to get to unity? Do you have a clear vision of it?

What about letting go of my life and improving it simultaneously? I want to see how far I can go in my field. I want to see what is possible.

So, if I want to improve my life, I should improve the structure of my life rather than the contents of my life. Once structure improves, contents naturally improve. Here is my current life structure. My daily schedule When I should wake up and go to bed My morning routine ... Personal development rather than skill development Developing life purpose Letting go Balancing things out Strategy Slowing down ... ...

In inifnite universe, any belief can be true somewhere. It's silly to judge other people's beliefs. We value knowledge more than wisdom. Wisdom is how you utilize beliefs and knowledge. Judge people based on how they utilize beliefs and knowledge. World is full of people busy trying to change everybody's mind. We really need people who want to change people's hearts. We don't need to change beliefs, knowledge, or mind. We only need to care about what people are doing with the stuff in their mind. My conclusion If you watch Leo's videos, that's just knowledge. How you utilize the knowledge is more important than the knowledge itself. Utilizing your beliefs and your knowedge wisely is more important than what you know or believe in.

Anyway, I don't like mandatory conscription. If I was a president, I would rather hire reserve force and organize paramilitary forces. What most people don't realize is that reserve force can be hired instead of being conscripted. It's something you are going to pay for anyway. It's not free. Hiring reserve force is cheaper than hiring regular soldiers, so you can build bigger reserve force with the same amount of money. If the government doesn't pay for it directly, people are going to pay for it. The government pays for it anyway by loss of tax revenue. It's worth paying for properly. If a war is worth fighting for, people are going to organize voluntarily. If you have to conscript them, then you are probably doing it for your selfish purposes which other people don't feel are worth fighting for.

I found your video about karma. Nice video. But, you made a little funny mistake in this video. You said "your nigga" and corrected by saying "your negative karmic cycle". That was real funny.

Right. For a man to be an alpha asshole, he needs to have social status and looks and power. It's not just about looks. I know an alpha male who had three girl friends simultaneously. His girl friends knew each other.

I'm sure she does in some way. But, I think no one but God loves him unconditionally. There's something she loves about him. If she hates his personality, what else can she love about him? I guess it's his looks or sporadic moments of kindness that he displays. Women can fall for sporadic moments of kindness, but I bet it's his looks because he chose to be an asshole. I met guys like him.

Obviously, he's too hot to just dump. Otherwise, she wouldn't have endured an asshole.

Morality cannot be distilled into moral rules.

That is creepy. Do you mean I dissected the woman's intestines just to discover truths? That makes me a horrible paranoid killer. Let me translate this. "A woman kissed me. I liked her kisses, but I don't know why she kissed me. Not knowing why makes me paranoid. So, I am going to dissect her." This reminds me of sylar from heroes, a TV series. Sylar cuts open a woman's skull and analyzes her brain to absorb her superhuman regeneration ability so that he may not bleed to death.

Lust is a form of love. But, love can be cruel, too. I've been conscious of cruel aspects of love for a long time. If you have experienced cruel love for a long time, you sometimes want it to relent. Love is always freely available and plainly visible. But, for 99% of the time, love is bittersweet for me. Sometimes, I desire sweet love because God's love is no sweet. That desire sometimes manifests in my dreams. I'm uncomfortable with sweet love because I haven't been exposed to it a lot. Usually, this means I'm just screwing up my life and need to take better responsibility of my life. Perhaps, I just watched gore a while ago.

Personally, no country is worth my life. That said, if you want a tough defense, you want to fight in cities. Even a small city makes tanks much less useful. Each modern building is like a medieval castle. Street battles are expensive unless you are willing to nuke a small city with at least 10 nuclear warheads. During world war 2, stalingrad battle consumed more than a million people and broke the backbone of german army. Stalingrad was a small city. Imagine a war in new york. It will take at least 10 million enemy soldiers to subjugate SWAT and US army in new york. Also, don't rule out offence if the enemy is going to wage a total war no matter what.

UBI can cover babies.

You are already at a major turning point of your life.

Here's my model of medicare. Every tax payer is obligated to pay for the public medicare through tax. Private plans have the following purposes People add finishing touches to the public plan through private plans Private plans can explore experimental changes that the public plan can later assimilate. Without private plans, it's more difficult to learn and adapt to changes.