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So, jason bourne is real?

5-LeO-DMT Leo's videos are a form of learning and meditation.

Jesus is your mother.

You gave up your power by becoming needy. Solve your neediness first.

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Focus on precise execution. Don't execute anything that is unplanned. Make precise short-term plans every few hours. Remind yourself of precise execution often. Embrace boredom. I just reminded myself of precise execution and became aware that browsing this forum is a random unintended activity.

Monkey mind is human ego. Monkey magic is the tricks that human ego plays on itself. Psychedelics kill ego temporarily. Ego will return hours or days after ego death.

I envy you. God is whispering into your ears. Don't fight it. Embrace the change. Monkey magic will bring you close to your old monkey self eventually. God is giving you information. Be thankful for it. What do you mean by everything when you said you became aware of everything?

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, but... No they are not. I have met lots that are not beautiful. Their spirit might be beautiful and untouched, but when it comes to their physical appearance, some are hot and some are ugly. Sorry. Even women you consider ugly are art. Are you conscious enough to see it? It seems that postmodern artists create an art out of anything including a rock. There's beauty in dog shit, too. Leo Gura said women are attracted to non-neediness, not arrogance or a bad boy. The secret is to demonstrate a degree of interest, availability, and non-neediness simultaneously. I like both submissive and dominant women as long as they are physically hot and their personality is great. You get one thing wrong. While good personality doesn't add much to sexual attraction, bad personality can easily detract from attraction. I would not endure any long-term partner with bad personality. You are overestimating your physical attractiveness unless you are big and muscular or unless you have muscular ass. Girls instinctively care about genes, power, resource, and resourcefulness(potential to obtain more resource) which help to pass genes down many generations. Confidence or non-neediness is a natural consequence of resourcefulness and having environmental control. A man who has environmental control is dominant and confident. Imagine a big handsome muscular guy who is confident and non-needy. Humor and wit are also indicators of resourcefulness because they help men pass job interviews and get promotions. Women also value kindness in desirable guys because a powerful bully is going to hurt women and their children. Nice guys often mistake neediness and servility as kindness. You can temporarily fake non-neediness, but that's manipulation. In a nutshell, women want a good king with good genes. But, a bad king is still better than a good peasant.

English is not my first language. On average, I read about 6~10 pages an hour. I cannot read much unless I dedicate hours a day to reading. I cannot dedicate that much time to reading in the long term. In the long term, an hour a day is the maximum I can think of. My reading is not that fast in my first language, either. My listening comprehesion is similarly mediocre. How can I improve my reading speed? I don't think I have reached my personal upper limit of reading speed. I want to be able to read at least 20 pages an hour.

Shall I just choose one or two among a few highly rated books that were published recently?

That's disorienting. https://www.goodreads.com/shelf/show/speed-reading doesn't order books by rating, by the way.

This video shows that SAT measures wealth instead of hard work or intelligence because it's possible to pay a lot of money for best SAT preparation methods that put you ahead of others. I had a different thought. SAT is bullshit. College is bullshit. As I went through kindergarten, elementary school, middle school, high school, and 4-year university without missing a single day, I directly experienced the bullshit of the entire education system although kindergarten can be good as a day-care center with a little bit of education built-in for busy parents. There are cases when college and graduate school make sense, but it's not necessary or beneficial for many people. If I couldn't find an economic way to allow my future children to choose their own education methods, I would not make a family in the first place. Maybe, most people's idea of making a family is a bullshit, too. I'm not going to pour a huge chunk of my time and my money into bullshit.

Many people are taught to believe that being a member of the opposite sex is better. People at the top spread various kinds of misinformation to destroy community bonds so that people don't meet each other. It is easier to enslave isolated people. Gender is only one axis of division, and there are various axes of division such as race, age, religion, etc, etc, ... The fact that 66% of the population is lonely is not a random coincidence. Loneliness is engineered by people at the top. The solution for individuals is to overcome loneliness, anxiety, and depression and meet others. They don't want you to be strong. If you want more female contribution, unity helps. The devils at the top will try to make people mistake division as unity. That's probably why people unwittingly mean division when they talk about unity. I can understand why it's easy to divide people because division is fun while it lasts.

In this video, ben explains that a few thousand people at the top can implement plans for billions of people only if billions of people fail at their own plans. For example, if you fail to become an independent artist, the global elites will lock you down in an uninspiring full-time job. By an artist, I mean many things such as an inspired CEO, an architect, etc, ... That uninspiring full-time job might involve identifying jews that nazis can find and kill or implementing a surveillance software that will be used to control employees more tightly. You don't need to wage a revolution or a war to fight the global elites. If you win in your field of choice, the global elites cannot implement their plans through you. Self-actualization is not different from resisting the global control. Personally, I think succeeding in one's plans is far superior to revolution and war because Revolutions and wars always incur unintended adverse side effects and more hatred for decades. It is not going to fix things properly in the long term. Self-actualization has none of those adverse side effects. Self-actualization is good for one's life. You just need to focus on succeeding in your own plans. You just need to wage war on your inner world by dominating your resistance and your plans rather than the external world. Inner jihad is better than external jihad. Focus on inner jihad. Focus on dominating your resistance to self-actualization. Focus on internal and external success. If individuals win, we all win. If you win, politicians and corporate masters will have huge difficulty in implementing their plans through you because you will have better options than to hand yourself to them. On the other hand, if individuals don't win, wars and revolutions will not do much for individuals. Slavers can own slaves only if slaves have no better option than to be slaves.

Is it possible to be both human and non-human? If it is, I should be able to create a nuclear missile out of nothing.

Illusion is still created.

You somehow assume that men haven't been. Oppression doesn't stop at the boundary of gender or species. Oppression is universal. What I think is happening is self-censorship, victim mindset, depression and lack of responsibility. Speaking of responsibility, think of ways you contribute to oppression. When you take responsibility of your life, you are no longer a victim.

Anyway, I think that man's really lucky. He has no financial obligation. He is free. He bought himself freedom.

I like seeing helicopters and military jets in the sky. They look nice. They also make nice background noise.

How tamed is your monkey mind now? Any success? How is your mind right now?

In this video, TJ says the far left and the far right are working together to distract everyone else by making them fight each other while they are working to erect new dangerous technologies for controlling the population. He also says fascism will supercede left and right when far left and far right win. We already have preview of this kind of control through china's great firewall which censors a lot of things. He says there are 5 battlefronts. Mental They make you think you are a victim. You don't take responsibility for every aspect of your life. They make you feel depressed and anxious. It also manifests as self-censorship. It plays itself through apologies. Physical They make you a little obedient bitch. They make you a home body. They make you arrest yourself in your house, out of your own volition. People in self-imposed house arrest become obese. Men's testosterone level has halved over the past 5 decades. You can do everything in your house so that you don't have to move. You become physically weak. (When you are mentally and physically weak, you cannot fight back.) Relational The books on controlling the population say the first thing is to destroy the family and the community bonds so that people do not meet each other. There is a reason that 66% of the population is lonely. Loneliness is coordinated by them. When you are isolated relationally, you are enslaved easily. Material It occurs through consumerism, finance, business, and educational system. It makes you go through an educational system that turns you into an obedient worker who doesn't get in the way and doesn't question anybody for anything. It occurs by funneling resources to a pre-selected few. Free market is not actually free. There are pre-selected individuals who have to work under a cabal that has an agenda to only choose obedient workers and establish monopoly. Spiritual When you are mentally, physically, relationally, and financially weak, they have you under the grip. That is when they can defeat you spiritually. If they can make you forget that you are all powerful and you can do everything single thing you set your mind to, then they win. How can some infinite beings have more power than other infinite beings? They have more power only when some infinite beings give up power to other infinite beings. He says that we can become aware of and improve our weaknesses and our ignorance.

I'm not sure if that was good for you. Not all unintended consequences are good because you don't control them. As Leo said, when you piss into the wind(doing whatever the hell you want), the wind might carry your piss into another person's face. That might have bad consequences.

LOL. You're funny. You can do whatever the hell you want, including meditating with a full makeup on your face. Just remember that your actions can have unintended adverse consequences.