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Hello soulmates ! Has anyone tried puer tea?If so can you tell what it feels like? How does drinking that influence your mood? I personally tried puer tea in coffee shop but didn’t feel anything. It would be really cool to hear from you guys!

I apologize if there is a threat like that. I couldn't find it though. Out of curiosity how often you guys do psychedelics ? What kind of ? and why ?

@pluto @ajasatya@Nahm@outlandishI'm wondering if there is people who smoke DMT(for example)every day in the morning so they can feel good the rest of the day. What do you think guys?

@ajasatya Well I guess you never know if a shaman is good or bad . How did you choose one? Thank you!

25 years man !!haha that’s cool!what do you like the best?

@ajasatya you are in Brasil. That’s cool! I’m planning to go to Peru or Brasil to try Ayahuasca. Did you have any experience in Peru?

@FredFred shrooms?

@Javfly33 what kind of have you done?

@Nahm are you tripping all day? Haha

@ajasatya twice a month?Oo Isn’t it a lot ?:)you make it by yourself?

@Leo Gura That's what I thought when the trip was over.

Hello soulmates! How are you doing?! It's been more than a half year since my first mushroom trip and I decided to do it again. Though this time I woke up early in the morning and drove far from my city into the forest. It was really sunny morning . I had some fruits ,water ,a pen , a notebook ,a little blanket to sit down on and of course some mushrooms in my backpack:) I walked far into the forest and ran upon a bench . I sat down and ate 5g dry mushrooms with some tangerines . After I've done it my first thought was "Ohh no. Why have I done it again? I don't want that. " (even thought my first experience with mushrooms was amazing) I got a little nervous . " Well It's too late to panic . Just surrender to the experience. " I told myself and walked further into the forest to find a good spot to lay down. After 20 minutes of walking in the forest I started feeling a little dizzy. It was a hint to choose a spot ASAP . I put my blanket under a tree ,laid down ,closed my eyes. Not a good start For some reason a beginning of the experience was terrifying . I closed my eyes and there was a feeling of somebody being present.I would describe this as white figures moving around and kind of observing me. At that moment I knew that they clearly see who I really was . They could see the core of my being . The core of my thoughts. It was really unpleasant feeling . I was trying to let go of that feeling but they could see that I was only TRYING mentally and not really letting go( idk how to describe that). And you know what ? They laughed at me letting me know that I couldn't keep lying anymore . And they I said "fuck you" and they disappeared which was really weird. I think it was a hell. Then I opened my eyes and saw trees getting darker and darker even though it was a sunny day.Green leaves became dark green almost black. Everything around was becoming darker and darker. I closed my eyes again and saw complete darkness with weird white lines moving around.It was terrifying . Somehow I could understand that I saw my ego and thoughts that were creating that ego. If that makes sense. My whole being become that tiny disgusting thought. I was that thought. I was showed how terrible my ego was and all thoughts I was thinking. I couldn't keep my eyes closed seeing that shit. I tried to open my eyes which was a bad idea because everything around was dark and unpleasant . I thought to myself "Oh my God there is like 3 hours of the trip left. I said to myself that I don't want try mushrooms anymore closing my eyes and surrendering to the experience . Then it got more intense I was falling down which felt like a hell. I saw fires , flames . I was sacred and started praying to God explaining that I tried mushrooms just because I wanted to see him and feel him to heal myself and keep spreading love. Turning into a good trip. I don't think I can describe what happens next . It's really hard to put it into words . My bad trip (which was really not that long. I would say 10-15 minutes) was turning into a good trip. I traveled around beautiful places . I don't know what it was. Everything was changing . I was crying and laughing at the same time . It was the most amazing feeling I have ever experienced. All tensions and bad feeling was going out of my body through laugh and crying .There was a moment when I realized that mother nature comes to heal me. I felt connection to the Nature ,to people ,to everything. The funny thing happened when I opened my eyes and saw ants running around and doing their own thing. On mushrooms your vision and your hearing are strongly improved. I saw a little textures of ants playing with sunlight. I become an ant myself for a moment and could feel what it's like to be an ant. It was an amazing feeling! Whatever I look at was sooo beautiful .Every little detail was like Universe .I kept crying out of amazement. Then I closed my eyes again and went to different places again . One of those places was heaven (at least it felt like that). I saw souls there . Someone was singing . One girl(soul) was sitting on a tree branch playing with a fife. And the I saw a little and huge (at the same time) shiny white light . It was moving around me . At that moment I knew for sure that was God. I felt so amazing. The light was showing me around the heaven . I might have been just a game of my mind but I felt Jesus Christ. More than that he was falling down and crying. And I was him and felt that pain. Then I saw and felt many different experiences and events from the Bible. At that moment I was like "Wow! I can write my version of Bible right now" but I didn't haha. Well for some reason this trip was very religious. I can't recall all the feelings I felt and places I've been to, but mushrooms might have been a beginning of a religion. It happened to me on my first trip when I looked at my hands and was like "Wow. I'm God and I can create anything with these hands ." This time I felt the same. I started moving my hands around and painting different pictures in my mind. My imagination was on the top haha I wish it was always like that. The cool thing I like about mushrooms is that you have the feeling that you are a student and somebody (God, Universe,Mother Nature) is teaching you lessons. After the trip I couldn't stop saying "OMG. I saw God. OMG" I kept saying that out loud over and over . " I'm still figuring out what happened on that trip. To many lessons I can't grasp yet. Thank you guys for reading my trip report and much love for you

Hey guys. While I was having trip on mushrooms two days ago I promised myself to share this wisdom and love to the whole world so here I am. I'm not a native English speaker so I apologize for mistakes . ( I always feel like my English sounds like 5 year old child speaking ) First attempt - 2 grams Everything happened two days ago in my apartment. Firstly I didn't want go crazy and decided to try just 2 grams of Golden Teacher mushrooms since that was my first time . I eat them. After waiting for an hour nothing special was going on , just colors had become vivid and gotten kind of purple-greenish shade. After I turned the shamanic music on I noticed that shamanic faces and forms started appearing on a curtain , on a wall , wherever I was staring at there were these faces.The fact that they were appearing out of nothing amazed me. At that moment that was obvious to me that they were my ancestors and they had been all my life with me and never left me. I felt a strong connection with them on spiritual level.But the thing was that they were laughing at me lol. Second attempt - 5 grams And I was like hm ok ,why are you laughing ? I felt like I had a conversation with them and their response was "Stop create boundaries and let your ego go, your ego is the reason why we are laughing " . And I started to laugh along with them . After that the effect was slowing down . I decided to eat 5g more (!) . I did it and an hour later I laid down on my bed and stared at ceiling which was zooming out and the whole room was zoomed out as well and breathing in tune with me. There were fascinating patterns and forms arising on the ceiling , the walls and everywhere . I felt like ''Yeahh this is it . That's what I was expecting from mushrooms. There was a strong inner awareness that I was a disciple and mushrooms were teaching me something which I was not able to understand to but it was definitely something beautiful and indescribable. Tears flowed down my cheeks.I started to speak loud saying "Thank you , thank you ,thank you" . Shamanic music was still playing . I closed my eyes and ...ohh man.. I can't even describe that feeling . I saw .. no .. rather I felt that I was the music (sounds weird but it was such a strong clear feeling). I was the patterns that the music was creating . I found myself in kind of 3D world consisted of patterns,thoughts, dreams, music, and universe . These were all mixed together and I was all of them . I was breathing out the Universe accompanied by movements of my mouth and head. For some time I was just enjoining this beauty . Looove... My heart and soul were never ever filled with sooo much love. Just an unconditional love for everybody and everything: people, animals,birds, sky,moon,sunrise, whole Universe. ( Even now while I'm writing I've come to realize that the word "Universe" itself sounds so beautifully amazing. Mushrooms are still working ) I also felt much love and appreciation for Golden Teachers . They were like my gurus that would never let me down. (Times to times I would start crying and then suddenly stop . And then again cry over and over.. I felt a ton of appreciation for each circumstance that happened in my life. I even felt you guys. This was so cool to realize that there is a community where people genuinely sharing their spiritual experiences and wisdom. Flashbacks of childhood I had a lot of flashbacks of my childhood. It felt like I was moved into old movie of my childhood and seeing it from the perspective of a viewer . It felt so amazing .My grandfather was good at painting . And he would always paint something for me and brother when we were kids. I saw that and a felt so much love. I saw my great grandparents . They were telling me something but I would never understand what. I had realized that their bodies were dead but not souls. Souls never die. God and Universe Once again there was Universe whatever I was looking at (cracks,patterns, skin,everything). And yeah . There was such a vivid realization deep deep inside me that I am the Artist of my life and I could paint everything I want in my life . I had a paint brush in my hands and was waving my hands in the air. I I would look a my hands and see the whole universe in them . I was God . I could add any color I wish and make this planet brighter. I was on the most beatiful I'm a monkey Then I would fall down on the floor and would stare at a crack and Universe inside it forr like 10 minutes I found myself with my hand in my mouth . I was chewing my hand O_o . I was drooling and rolling on the floor . It was a very weird animal attitude . But so familiar . It felt good being an animal . It was monkey attitude I would say. If somebody had seen me I would have been immediately sent to a mental hospital . While I was having the trip I would repeatedly start laughing and then cry. In the end of the trip my reality and ego were coming back which was a little sad But at the same time I felt amazing and also exhausted emotionally . Honestly I was a piece of meat and could do nothing . Question : Has any of you guys ever felt so exhausted emotionally and psychologically after a trip? Is it normal? After having such an experience I think it is.It was painful ..fortunately I fell asleep soon . On the next day I had a little headache but mostly was in a great mood still filled with so much joy and bliss . My takeaway from the experience : First of all there was far more to take away from this experience and I feel it . Which makes me more aware about what consciousness is. There is too much to expand . I discovered some of my boundaries and fears that I was creating all the time . My breathing has become smoother and deeper. I can feel connection between me and Universe which is now in tuned with my breathing . That tension in my stomach had magically disappeared and now I . I got grounded to the present moment even more . I can feel this very moment. That infinity . My body movements have become more authentic . That a little noise that constantly is saying "What people think of you" started disappearing in the way that I quickly become aware of these kind of thoughts. Being strongly aware of it helps me to get back to the moment , to the breathing , to infinity . I have become aware of this unconditional love when I just want to give to this world and people not getting anything in return. Eye contact has become not that scary that it used to be. Before the trip I was reading a lot of self-help books especially books about creativity . Now I feel like I don't need those books anymore . Process of creation is being God. That's all I can say. So being creative in no matter you do (washing dishes , sweeping , painting , selling ) is what means to be God for me now. In the end I would say taking mushrooms was the best decision I've ever made . It has healed and changed me. For those who is going to try it first time just have respect and appreciation for mushrooms . It's not just a psychedelic for fun and party . It 's a food of goods . Gift of nature. And be ready to fly Of course it's better to start with small dose and get to know what it feels like . Don't be me. Thank you @Leo Gura for introducing to me what psychedelics are and you guys for sharing your love and wisdom. I would have never thought that I would say this but Love is all we need. And it's in our hand to share this love .

Yeaaahhh man. I can feel you .Eye contact has become deeper and not that scary that it used to be. Same with confidence. I feel like it’s coming from being totally in the present moment. Also feeling an unconditional love gives me that confidence as well.As long as you are giving love to the world you are safe. It has been 3 days since I had experience and my mind is still processing what has happened. Yeah, I grasped that lesson about spontaneity which also means being totally in the present moment and letting things ti unfold spontaneously. This is great man. All lessons stuck deep deep inside me and that feels amazing doesn’t it?

@Leo Gura Are you willing to try at some point ? I'm very surprised that you haven't yet.

Yes, At some point of my trip I was immersing in the darkness . But it was not scary rather I was very curious to see what was going on there . What I've also noticed was whenever I desired to see something , mushrooms would be like "no no no you have to watch what we offer to you. " They were freaking alive And I had a constant conversation with them during the trip on the level of feelings. It felt amazing. And that's true that on mushrooms trip you are just a passenger on the back seat.

@Leo Gura Does a mushrooms trip have any similarity to DMT trip? Or these are absolutely different? Getting ready myself to try DMT .

Not being able to surrender to death in this life means not being able doing that having DMT experience ? Since it feels real as real life that we experience right now (not sure about it) I've never done it before and in would be valuable to know in details what that really feels like . I've read a lot of reports regarding this substance and watched Leo's videos but still got some questions . I would be appreciate if more experienced people share this information . Thank you!

Wow! That’s cool! Write a book describing your psychodelic experiences

@DrMobius THANK YOU so much buddy! Just read you trip report which left me amazed and fascinated . Your writing skills are really awesome! Just curious. Are you into field of writing or something? PS. I’m not a native English speaker so apologize for my mistakes in grammar. Still learning

@DrMobius Thanks for sharing. I’m going to read your trip report. As far as I know from reading people experiences there should be a point where you just have to let it go and surrender to the experience , however your ego might resist to that. And if it does it’s a most terrifying experience in life.

I've tried this technique twice. And the longest time I was able to do it was 5 minutes. After that I feel I'd say a strong resistance and it's really hard to keep op. I just give up . Did that happen to anybody here? Is it ok having that kind of resistance ? Should I start slowly and add let's say 2 minutes every day? Thank you!

I'm going to try mushrooms for the first time . There are a lot of types of mushrooms out there. Which one should I get? Thank you!

@Enlightenment wow!That's really impressive man! How long have you been meditating?

@Rinne what is sds?