BornToBe

Hello soulmates ! Has anyone tried puer tea?If so can you tell what it feels like? How does drinking that influence your mood? I personally tried puer tea in coffee shop but didn’t feel anything. It would be really cool to hear from you guys!

@pluto @ajasatya@Nahm@outlandishI'm wondering if there is people who smoke DMT(for example)every day in the morning so they can feel good the rest of the day. What do you think guys?

@ajasatya Well I guess you never know if a shaman is good or bad . How did you choose one? Thank you!

25 years man !!haha that’s cool!what do you like the best?

@ajasatya you are in Brasil. That’s cool! I’m planning to go to Peru or Brasil to try Ayahuasca. Did you have any experience in Peru?

@FredFred shrooms?

@Javfly33 what kind of have you done?

@Nahm are you tripping all day? Haha

@ajasatya twice a month?Oo Isn’t it a lot ?:)you make it by yourself?

I apologize if there is a threat like that. I couldn't find it though. Out of curiosity how often you guys do psychedelics ? What kind of ? and why ?

@Leo Gura That's what I thought when the trip was over.

Hello soulmates! How are you doing?! It's been more than a half year since my first mushroom trip and I decided to do it again. Though this time I woke up early in the morning and drove far from my city into the forest. It was really sunny morning . I had some fruits ,water ,a pen , a notebook ,a little blanket to sit down on and of course some mushrooms in my backpack:) I walked far into the forest and ran upon a bench . I sat down and ate 5g dry mushrooms with some tangerines . After I've done it my first thought was "Ohh no. Why have I done it again? I don't want that. " (even thought my first experience with mushrooms was amazing) I got a little nervous . " Well It's too late to panic . Just surrender to the experience. " I told myself and walked further into the forest to find a good spot to lay down. After 20 minutes of walking in the forest I started feeling a little dizzy. It was a hint to choose a spot ASAP . I put my blanket under a tree ,laid down ,closed my eyes. Not a good start For some reason a beginning of the experience was terrifying . I closed my eyes and there was a feeling of somebody being present.I would describe this as white figures moving around and kind of observing me. At that moment I knew that they clearly see who I really was . They could see the core of my being . The core of my thoughts. It was really unpleasant feeling . I was trying to let go of that feeling but they could see that I was only TRYING mentally and not really letting go( idk how to describe that). And you know what ? They laughed at me letting me know that I couldn't keep lying anymore . And they I said "fuck you" and they disappeared which was really weird. I think it was a hell. Then I opened my eyes and saw trees getting darker and darker even though it was a sunny day.Green leaves became dark green almost black. Everything around was becoming darker and darker. I closed my eyes again and saw complete darkness with weird white lines moving around.It was terrifying . Somehow I could understand that I saw my ego and thoughts that were creating that ego. If that makes sense. My whole being become that tiny disgusting thought. I was that thought. I was showed how terrible my ego was and all thoughts I was thinking. I couldn't keep my eyes closed seeing that shit. I tried to open my eyes which was a bad idea because everything around was dark and unpleasant . I thought to myself "Oh my God there is like 3 hours of the trip left. I said to myself that I don't want try mushrooms anymore closing my eyes and surrendering to the experience . Then it got more intense I was falling down which felt like a hell. I saw fires , flames . I was sacred and started praying to God explaining that I tried mushrooms just because I wanted to see him and feel him to heal myself and keep spreading love. Turning into a good trip. I don't think I can describe what happens next . It's really hard to put it into words . My bad trip (which was really not that long. I would say 10-15 minutes) was turning into a good trip. I traveled around beautiful places . I don't know what it was. Everything was changing . I was crying and laughing at the same time . It was the most amazing feeling I have ever experienced. All tensions and bad feeling was going out of my body through laugh and crying .There was a moment when I realized that mother nature comes to heal me. I felt connection to the Nature ,to people ,to everything. The funny thing happened when I opened my eyes and saw ants running around and doing their own thing. On mushrooms your vision and your hearing are strongly improved. I saw a little textures of ants playing with sunlight. I become an ant myself for a moment and could feel what it's like to be an ant. It was an amazing feeling! Whatever I look at was sooo beautiful .Every little detail was like Universe .I kept crying out of amazement. Then I closed my eyes again and went to different places again . One of those places was heaven (at least it felt like that). I saw souls there . Someone was singing . One girl(soul) was sitting on a tree branch playing with a fife. And the I saw a little and huge (at the same time) shiny white light . It was moving around me . At that moment I knew for sure that was God. I felt so amazing. The light was showing me around the heaven . I might have been just a game of my mind but I felt Jesus Christ. More than that he was falling down and crying. And I was him and felt that pain. Then I saw and felt many different experiences and events from the Bible. At that moment I was like "Wow! I can write my version of Bible right now" but I didn't haha. Well for some reason this trip was very religious. I can't recall all the feelings I felt and places I've been to, but mushrooms might have been a beginning of a religion. It happened to me on my first trip when I looked at my hands and was like "Wow. I'm God and I can create anything with these hands ." This time I felt the same. I started moving my hands around and painting different pictures in my mind. My imagination was on the top haha I wish it was always like that. The cool thing I like about mushrooms is that you have the feeling that you are a student and somebody (God, Universe,Mother Nature) is teaching you lessons. After the trip I couldn't stop saying "OMG. I saw God. OMG" I kept saying that out loud over and over . " I'm still figuring out what happened on that trip. To many lessons I can't grasp yet. Thank you guys for reading my trip report and much love for you

Yeaaahhh man. I can feel you .Eye contact has become deeper and not that scary that it used to be. Same with confidence. I feel like it’s coming from being totally in the present moment. Also feeling an unconditional love gives me that confidence as well.As long as you are giving love to the world you are safe. It has been 3 days since I had experience and my mind is still processing what has happened. Yeah, I grasped that lesson about spontaneity which also means being totally in the present moment and letting things ti unfold spontaneously. This is great man. All lessons stuck deep deep inside me and that feels amazing doesn’t it?

@Leo Gura Are you willing to try at some point ? I'm very surprised that you haven't yet.

Yes, At some point of my trip I was immersing in the darkness . But it was not scary rather I was very curious to see what was going on there . What I've also noticed was whenever I desired to see something , mushrooms would be like "no no no you have to watch what we offer to you. " They were freaking alive And I had a constant conversation with them during the trip on the level of feelings. It felt amazing. And that's true that on mushrooms trip you are just a passenger on the back seat.