now is forever

@mandyjw and another thing is that they probably could wear gas masks, but if you would offer them to them they would decline. i had this situation with workers and dust masks - they didn’t want to.

ok then count all the women cleaning ladies etc. probably no woman wants to work as a plumber because you couldn’t work in that environment for a day, not because of the material but because of how you get treated as a woman as well.

well i know that you are just discovering your lilith aspects. so i can understand how this might trigger you - the moment you discover the goddess, you will also discover how goddesses hold equilibrium or you won’t and then you’ll realize how lonely it is to play all alone... i know that already for some time so i also know why it is confusing. there is a phenomenon that victims repeat what they hated the most, the moment they get the power to do so. not all, but many.

in all jobs? i always thought that would only be in the high paid jobs. also the jobs where you have to say what payment you are aiming at i guess women start out with lesser salary , probably because of psychological reasons in many cases. also there are less women in higher positions then men. the big shit is happening with mothers though, a lot of them can’t keep their job for long after maternity leave.

@mandyjw did it occur to you that i might not talk about a person but a phenomenon? it does not even matter how it’s called - that’s what most people don’t get. they cling to a concept of what this is all about. they never got in their mind that it’s actually about the simplest things. they forgot how they felt when they where genderless as children, they forget all about it. because they think all in sex symbols and even provide themselves as such. the phenomenon of misunderstanding what equality is about.

but after all feminism is not about the vagina - it’s about equality. so weird how women not get this sometimes. i mean i’m used to guys not getting it. but it’s making me sad if women don’t get it. especially if i thought high of them. maybe it’s time to realize that women can be dicks as well.

what? hahahahahaha ??? that was the best you ever made!

how do you know, if the head is the north pole? no one ever checked if we measure the earth into the right direction... and anyways at least you can find pinguins there!

if i’m a feminist i’m a feminist who doesn’t care how my mumu is called. attention: it’s a dubble mu

who says i was talking about the real thing. you just don’t have imagination!

what is this thing with your banana shin?

why? well i reacted to the chain reaction...

no you didn’t - i actually wanted to post that on the day i posted about vishuddha. but it didn’t work out, somehow i couldn’t upload it. so it was planned to post about it anyways - but today it fits my mood. you just unintentionally landed on the stage. might be i am posting pictures of my vagina already.

vishuddha for me is very much connected to feminism. it is not so much the sort of feminism like in the eighties or nineties as it’s more a feminism going back to its roots, when women where not allowed to vote. recently i bought a book “we should all be feminists” (already done reading, as it’s a very slim one) it’s a written ted talk by chimamanda ngozi adichie. it’s this ted talk sometimes the laughter in the video is irritating - of course the speech is very funny, so is the book. but if you read the book as the only audience in the room, it gets much more real - because you realize how serious all of this is. this book is not only addressed to men.

@Zigzag Idiot and you might ask why i get triggered like that! the answer is because the world is already full of that shit. @Shin no delusions involved, just that i’m tired of it. maybe we can now start talking about melon wars. you could also say pussy wars or call it something else - the problem is - you will probably like it. and i don’t. and end of story.

i don’t really want to, but i liked it here. nothing can stay as it was, but it was different, that’s what i liked about it. if it will change that much i’ll probably loose interest. i’m just staying because i like to hang around with some people here, and there is still some value content. but the goal was becoming a sage or at least more spiritual, wasn’t it? i wonder how people get confused so much about what this is all about, and somehow it just makes me sad. before i go i will post a picture of my vagina.... maybe not.

oh god i‘m sure i will soon exit this realm of self projection, selfexhibition. it’s getting worse than facebook.

so i found this video from 2013 it’s especially interesting as he describes how the random number generator reacts to rituals. it’s not connected to the body through sensors. just a number generator.

the one thing about paranormal phenomena that struck me the most is the interconnectedness between conciousness group phenomena and probabilities and how they influence random number generators. read a book (halfways) by roger d. nelson and georg kindel. called the world ghost, not sure if available in english. but you can research roger d. nelson, he‘s quite interesting.

you say it there, rituals are like food - you can find junk and you can find healthy. even awakened people will have rituals, it’s just that they won’t have so many inflated rituals. on a more basic level, even brushing your teath or putting on clothes in the morning are rituals. what kind of food you eat is a ritual. an awakened person will have simple healthy thought through rituals on a high vibrational level. the question you need to ask is what does a ritual transport.

ah ok i forgot that akasha and aether are the same - i read that before but got confused. so, but he also says space is something different. (he‘s talking about flipping a dosha around he probably talks about the food)

i just found this video on space and akasha- so in a further sense it must also be about vishuddha. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3A0Co6wh4Ss unfortunately youtube doesn’t allow the embedding - it’s a video of sadhguru explaining aether and space. didn’t watch it completely, so i‘ll let myself surprise, too.

„everything“ that was another time. do you count it drawing lines at your wall? another time, and another time?

any deads? i mean any relevant ego deaths?

returning to the reflection on vishuddha, it’s interesting to notice that vishuddha is made of aether and space. there is no sound without both it’s probably one of the fundaments of every culture and also every genesis story. space is not really part of this dosha wheele, maybe becaus it is foundational. and in that sense primal to everything.