now is forever

which are we pinning?

@Strikr and you? if he wouldn’t have been in germany? or if you would have been in germany? there have also been french fascists. like italians etc. so how easy is it to see only the „good“ résistance side and identify with that? is that scary?

yeah really no joke - some of us can’t close their eyes. if you want to you are welcome to open yours as well.

i didn’t find a movie about german neo nazis, in english. but maybe be aware, that from a german middle non conservative perspective, all right nationalists are neo nazis in a way, pretty scary, a lot of them don’t show it like this guy. in germany they even have image and style consultants sometimes you can’t even see it on the first sight. though they do look less scary now, it’s pretty difficult to love them. on this website you can find a video about how they dress like today, and about a nazi style consultant, veeeery scary. it’s in german though. http://m.spiegel.de/video/spiegel-tv-ueber-nazi-mode-video-99018867.html

very scary, for me, cat videos: it’s a little easier to love them though. and maybe a good recommendation instead of porn.

the second villain was born in 1930 he is from italy, his father died during bombardment, he grew up alone, he killed the first person with the age of 19. he was a leader of the cosa nostra „the leader of the leaders“ his name was salvatore riina, he died in 2017.

what about this one - i don’t know what they really are singing. maybe it’s a joke, maybe not.

@Shin that was kind of scary, too. so the first villain without identity is indeed hitler. scary mh - you never know what a child might turn out into.

@Shin buh, no one there.

@Shin come on - that’s the most scary stuff for you? if i look into the mirror?

@Strikr if it’s muted it’s funny, kind of. goosbumps.

this is from 1995:

or this one?

@Hellspeed ?

i doubt that everything is exactly as it should be, i doubt that. how can anybody think that way who maybe has experienced dachau or buchenwald or hiroshima or was abused, raped sold, tortured, genocided. the country i live in is historically linked to many of these deeds and the history of this country is a ghost inside of me as well as the history of the people who fought against it. but so are all other countries involved in the history of racism and war and killing - excuse me if that sounds moralizing - but you can not understand what love is if you don’t accept that you are a parttaker of every suffering. i doubt that it should be that children mine for rare earth by burning our electronic trash without gas masks. we are the villains. i hope you can love me for that because i can’t.

@mandyjw it sounds like there is a lot of neglected space to use where you are living at. is there no one to bring some life into old industry?

The evidence of absence is the lack of a brain and a nervous system. there is no evidence of absence, a tree doesn’t have a nervous system, it is the nervous system. and if you are not conscious of what makes your brain work - then you can’t be conscious of the sentience of how you communicate with yourself all the time.

Sphynx Dancing on acid And feeling like a feather drifting wherever the wind fancies I tower over the mountains and head for Babylon I lose myself in time, I feel like the Sphynx And I walk over the plains and feel the soft grass caress the bottom of my feet There are some women off in the distance, I'd like to dance with them They take me by my hand and we dance the farandole I come from Bethlehem, and you- from the North But it doesn't matter because we are brothers and sisters We are one with the universe Like the stars burning in my heart. (Sphynx) Blaise and Alcazar are like brothers in the kindly eyes of the Sphynx. With their lynx eyes they dance under the stars, they smell the soul-flowers and enjoy their suffering. Sphynx, show yourself ! Take me, guide me on my path. It will take us one thousand and one lightyears away and we will live on forever in time, we will be Sphynxes. the farandol https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blaise_Pascal https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alcázar_of_Seville https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Virgin_of_the_Navigators

confession: i am a serial thread killer and some people i know, think i like to have the last word, but it’s completely unintentional - i could talk hours and hours with people who like to have last words. it‘s a pretty nasty habit because i don’t know if it’s a good or bad one. i know i can’t be part of a conversation if my mind always jumps to conclusions. it’s like i want to say something without really saying something because i just say the answer is 42. and i don’t even notice i‘ve done that until it’s already out. is that annoying? i guess for a lot of people it is super annoying. this is actually a point where i can see my ego trying to shapeshift.

@Serotoninluv yes, like starting a book at the last chapter. not understanding it’s a sequel prior to the prequel and overlooking the book is an anthology.