now is forever

@Serotoninluv ok i understand. it’s just that i got so used to how we talk here that i was a little confused right now. sometimes forget how long it takes to understand a situation.

@corndjorn yes they are all wrong. fundamentally. that’s why we are all here, to change ourselves. i can’t be elaborate when you closed the door from inside.

@corndjorn knock knock! who’s there? oh, an attachment...

@corndjorn no darling i just mentioned that your ass is attached to a chair if i read correctly.

@corndjorn so your ass is not attached to a chair? and your room not attached to your door? and your hand not attached to the computer? and what about the rest?

@corndjorn what did i say?

@corndjorn who said that?

@corndjorn did it not knock yet at your door?

@Serotoninluv did you have clown for breakfast? you are so funny today. you know we are what we eat!!!

tfak guggelik gnarz?

@Enlightened the scarcity approach is not helping anyone. it can get you to a more aware state of mind but ultimately you just get auto aggressive as you are eating the aggression that is done to others additionally to what is done to them. you make yourself and maybe others unhappy btw. you make them happy as they might feel the same and feel relieved that you take all the guilt on you, so they can hate or love you instead of really doing something. but there are possibilities to find the simple life without hate for eating food others don’t have and would also eat if they could without thinking about you. it is a self delusion anybody of those people you do that for think: oh nice he is doing hunger strike for us - at least as long as you don’t do it openly. you could also support people by eating their food instead of something else for example. but what you hate is not the food it is that you have to coap with that problem as you can’t look away - and you are hurting yourself for not being able to take more responsibility and try to take responsibility like that instead. what you overlook is that it’s all the effect of an attempt to change something, it doesn’t really matter what the reasons are.

@Emerald maybe you could make a video about rejecting guys in a more effective way, if you haven’t already - maybe then the cold approach would make some sense. @Orcoda you look like a nice guy - if you are as nice as you look it won’t hurt starting with cold approach. after one or two rejections it will maybe already annoy you to start with the same sentence. but realize don’t do it for the outcome do it for the fun. and don’t do it with girls like emerald and me because you’ll either get an annoyed smile or an eyebrow frown. and also would be good to not try it with girls who look like they’ll wanna hit you. (except if you are explicitly into that)

@Emerald yes you are right - most girls are too polite...

@Emerald maybe it’s some sort of push into the cold water approach...just saying

@Serotoninluv well it seems like a commercial that’s a counterreaction to blue - and want’s to enforce orange. but in a sense it is not even hiding that it is mysticism so i’m not sure if it is not going further than orange. as logic is not something that is far away from mysticism because mysticism itself has its own inherent logic. i’m not convinced if it’s really orange. it even points towards the unlabeling.

@Shir you need to definitely be very clear about it! it’s not that anyone can read your mood if you don’t make your standpoint clear. why can’t you tell him that you don’t want, when he is so into you it’s not for his sake! you are feeling bad because a part of you is feeling good for getting this compliment. and you feel bad because you know how it feels like when in unrequited love. but you are not doing yourself or him a favour - by not being straight forward even harshly clear about it, you invite him keeping the illusion up and in a sense you are really doing it by not acting the way your gut tells you. you need to shut him out as it appears. (it seems like he has your mobile number, so you then block that number, if he doesn’t react to a second no) if you are unlucky it might even turn out that he doesn’t believe it - and still goes on - that’s when you need to break off any contact , leaving the online space you met him. don’t get swayed by wishi washi, instead making it as clear as possible. i hope his ego can handle it, can yours?

the best one i ever got, was in a club - me dancing to the internal universal rhythm of my love for getting lost in music and movement - a guy approaching me, i’m stopping to dance and he: “hey...phonenumber” what? are you serious? if you are not able in getting involved into what she is doing, or involve her into what you are involved in - just leave her be. if she’s down or troubled or annoyed a compliment might be the right approach. but having a flirtatious random conversation is already inspiring and a compliment on its own. and the cutest one, i got recently in a club was a guy who, after a really fun conversation complimented me about my ears, just mentioning them in a by phrase not really to me but to the guy standing next to him.

this is such an inspiring post! so here is what are the thoughts i get from being here in this forum and having the experience from years ago in my teens and also by realizing how some people i know and some people here are using psychedelics in a responsible manner. even trying to standardize rituals out of their experiences. well the thing is, of course we want to experiment on them and we want to find out things about ourselves, and things about the deeper truth’s in life, about spirituality and it’s substance and that’s all fine - but looking really closely a lot of psychoactive substances that are used for spiritual reasons are used in a special kind of setting, some kind of ritual that has a direction and despite the substance itself the deeper meaning of asking and answering a question about contents or non contents of being. so of course it’s shallow to just look at the picture without interpreting it in a way and adapting the insights to one’s life. that’s getting out lesser than 50% of the raw material (that’s such a nice insight) in that sense even if the substance is catapulting us straight into the other world, without looking at the moon there is no way to land on it. the moon in that sense is the subconscious mirror that shows that what is hidden. but it also says to be careful as when we come back it might be that we start howling to the moon because we miss it so much. realizing that psychedelics if used as medicin do have to be used as medicin with a patient information leaflet - do i need to say more? in the end if the situation really was induced by the substance or just reinforced by it we don’t know, but what we can say is: better not mess with circadian rhythms too much. much love ?

so concerning the life curriculum content wise, it might look like i‘ve entered the light grey area and circling around 7.how to develope selfawareness. would be no wonder as that’s what this has been about all the time through viveka shakti btw. the removal of viveka (shakti) for a while. that’s the power of unlearning. i wonder if there is a shakti for this, too...

@Jordan94 well if you don’t listen to the said, of course it won’t work it’s like putting your toes into the sea when the advice was: go swimming.

@RichardY what is it else? but liquid mercury at room temperature sounded like horoscope/prediction

@RichardY why does this read itself like a horoscope

@ajasatya because he believes in the law of unattraction. i‘m just playing to his rules.

@Eric Tarpall why should stone melt under heat? stone is not glass while glass is stone. you even eat from baked stone plates with a melted sugar/glass glaze that was baked in an oven. that’s basically it or did you think you’re plate melted into being?

@Michael569 oh, thanks! i don’t often meet people who completely understood that problem so it’s already like a mantra. sorry @Joseph Maynor - jumped to conclusions! there is so much yummy stuff with calcium. brokkoli ? for example or poppy seeds and almonds - you could even eat them all together...