now is forever

i find it also very inspiring especially the entry of today. also liked a lot how you saved the wasp... i also always do that in summer trying to release all bugs into nature again - they love the light. today i came flying, so thanks ? well maybe i start flying tomorrow.

@rounder yes, but if you know the same hand is connected in the head area you can even visualize/imagine feel that field. it is lokal and not - i must imagine the ears, fingers and eyes in that situation. what do you think happens when you touch skin? i mean there is skin conductivity so something happens if we touch other reality - doesn’t it - but it’s not that there is the same information exchange like when we build a shortcircuit. but still we share a field. and ‚this is local and not. so the field reaches as far as our perception reaches. in oneness our perception reaches out from emotion to emotion - that’s my experience, as every sign of emotion of other is exactly your own - like a mirror. (well there are different onenesses) so it‘s still a change of location attention - and attention not centered but expanded.

that is if reality changes location/attention

maybe i forgot that - i don’t have much left to say it seams... but i still hang on and because i’m a chatter box i start to force myself on the conversations. writing one liners, being selfrighteous and a know it all. so maybe it’s self flaggelation day, too.

as a world eating mantis i made myself a nice snack today to cover up my sadness and that was pure devilry...as it was really fun. i hope the guy had humor. i mean i hope he has something clownish to him if he is in my belly, at least a little fun in the belly. kafka would be proud of me. but i also realized that i should not get triggered so much about what i belief - as beliefs are really something intimate - and maybe should/shoudledidud not be taken too seriously if they are not selfrighteous what somehow every belief is. that’s the inflection point of beliefs and that’s why this belief is no belief but a mystery what is a belief and so on and so forth. because there is no end to it said michel ende. his name showed him the way.

@tecladocasio well maybe, but maybe it’s just a metaphor... and you actually wanted to be eaten. or not. who knows.

@tecladocasio well that’s an interesting fantasy my friend. but it’s not mine you know!

@tecladocasio definitely if you say so i mean i ate the world.

@tecladocasio he didn’t accept himself. that’s why he deleted- because he realized. i hope that’s the cause - didn’t push him to delete. i’m accepting that there are people who can’t accept an all including religion, too. you try to bring the discussion to an inflection point god must die - godot god is dead ? hihi yes but who said he is not simultaneously alive...

when did he do that? spiral dynamics integrates all perspectives - it’s about accepting all religions and beliefs even his. or did you think that would not be included? and what if he would pray to the devil - would you accept that? are you maybe talking to yourself? i guess he would be open to proove him wrong...

it’s interesting how much and how little i managed to change - at least i don’t feel the urge to smoke anymore. that’s such a huge achievement already i’m really proud that i let the emotions manifest instead of pushing them away. it’s pain instead of stress and i just let it be.

today is truthday with a capital B - and it’s not exactly a good one as there was this situation again where the emptyness of a cup feels the emptiest because it should be the fullest today. but actually now i now all this water comes from the clouds in front of my eyes. Love, love is a verb Love is a doing word Fearless on my breath Gentle impulsion Shakes me, makes me lighter Fearless on my breath Teardrop on the fire Fearless on my breath Night, night of matter Black flowers blossom Fearless on my breath Black flowers blossom Fearless on my breath Teardrop on the fire Fearless on my Water is my eye Most faithful mirror Fearless on my breath Teardrop on the fire Of a confession Fearless on my breath Most faithful mirror Fearless on my breath Teardrop on the fire Fearless on my breath

if the mind is completely occupied with nothing, will it just eat everything that’s served? or maybe cook on it’s own?

@nado today is my truth day. ego got carried away. just put an questionmark behind all sentences - they accidentally got lost in another dimension?

@nado well as long as you don’t expect that to happen and force that onto others against their will - can everything reveal itself in revealing what that means in a direct consequence.

what’s your measurement for limitation?

@nado god only knows...

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@nado maybe you’re getting viral...

@Leo Gura you said god was not chaotic but then you used the image of fractals. it’s a little confusing. also some very old archaic gods and godesses are the impersonification of chaos - it’s almost impossible to understand anything about brahman if not going deeper into the topic of chaos/chaos theory. even though that’s a huge topic on its own. also it would be interesting to think about the different entities of god, does it have structures levels systematic phenomenons? even though it is the shapeless shape, the formless form, the pathless path the gateless gate? also missed my favourite word: eternity of being - maybe you can smuggle it in.

if i wanted to use any pua metric, then i’d use only this one. it’s interesting that there are more than one, isn’t it. well if we are talking about value systems...just thought i’d give you a recommendation. hilti imperial metric pua 56 if that’s of interest. and maybe you just check out libraries and bookstores and other literature events, if you like book addicts.

@MsNobody you could easily learn from male pic up - just use the same tricks on them (if it’s your taste...) it sounds like they would love it. i mean what better recommendations is there for girls as doing cold approach. actually once i had a good friend who did that without letting anything getting old that was on the table. it’s not really a problem if you want to meet a lot of guys. but if you want to meet an interesting one... mhhh, it seems more difficult, you can find interesting people only at interesting places i guess.

@Vercingetorix @Emerald i assume that approaching is a cultural thing - it struck me when i read some posts here from europeans and seeing the vids about how aggressively guys try to get attention in the us. i mean there is a whole industry built around it that tries to tell guys in the us cold approaches are the way. for girls obviously it’s kind of destroying some romance as it of course makes almost every approach of strangers cheap like a discount good. i had some really nice individualized warm approaches in my life, and i almost don’t get cold approaches anymore because the guys who are interested in me or would dare to, won’t do that sort of approaches here, it’s as simple as that. well of course clubs are different- but there you can often ignore them. i really have a problem with the view of girls waiting for it, though. no we don’t, we wait for the right guy maybe in general in our life - but that presupposes the guy who’s approaching us would be the right one. and we could only make out if it is the right one if we feel comfortable with the situation and the person. usually we find guys not on the streets. i never heard a story like: “can you believe it i waited for a guy to find me, on the streets and guess what some guy really came by and found me.” maybe that would be a true cinderella story of the lost and found street princess.

that’s not true - as metaphysics influence the whole of you, every day. philosophy is what people thought about being and what they derived from being. must the ego? i mean if it is a path the ego must take to understand the secrets of creation then at least it’s a path, one that constitutes of stars others dropped for us. but is it one we must take? then why do so many not?

@Joseph Maynor mhhh - i’ve never really learned them without being so how can i separate them? now i ‘m getting confused. i’ve been pantheist since a long time - for most people it’s also just a belief. but one that no one teaches or teached.