now is forever

turning around 180 degree plus - real yoga challenge! who, who - memekri don’t laugh next time

me me me mekri

@Serotoninluv what moths? can’t you see the owl? what is it?

@Leo Gura maybe you can heat it in advance? to get rid of toxins? or maybe you just lick on the toad?

@Rilles like: live la vie, lebe!

if @Winter definition is right, you can’t write live and lie in the same line. because the l can only be used once, see it gets less creepy. also there are some other language words hidden. like: vie (french life) lebe (german live) well in a sense that’s creepy but in another way.

mhhh - first i thought i like it then i thought mhhh - if you don’t care for your appearance anymore then why wearing a necklace? and then she said if people don’t talk about themselves but then she’s always addressing with you, you, you. and then i thought mhhh - is this maybe intentional? it’s a little arrogant, but i’m sure it comes from the heart the wish for neutrality. but aside this, she talks about some interesting insights - if it was a guy we would be less critical.

@mandyjw hahaha - yeah. i already messed him up. he was more perfectionistic before. but maybe it’s his marriage and the trip... who knows. probably my ego currupts that - i love making mess and being responsible for it, without cleaning up.

couldn’t resist. if i once have the opportunity... ?⛅️?☀️ just go with the flow - i meddled in.

well you also ripped some pages... i almost got jealous. so i thought i just drop out. but somehow i didn’t want to leave you alone. hope you are strong enough. wim hof could help.

@mandyjw you know you mess up his style with all the chaos tsuki likes his journal clean and accurate. he is slamming doors right now.

yes or make really good fair trade vegan chocolate! with almonds, or caramel and salt, or filled with coconut cream - so much to explore and better than before it stays a chocolate fabric though... i love the movie! family oriented and new hierarchical structures, that’s very important... if it’s all just about economics it can’t be about creativity anymore! hehe the old one is also really good! i often watch the classics, too. or read the book. well, i gave up on watching movies since a while now... it’s like eating chocolate to much. a lot are like fast food.

really, do you? is it eatable?

oh i love the video! it’s brokkoli ? pure love you know! absolutely mushrooms ?!!!

toxicity is multi factorial - every illness must be seen under different lights. sometimes toxicities condition each other. but the body can’t detox what it is not used to detox. heavy metals don’t exit directly as words and evaporate into gas. the same as toxicity through abuse can’t be washed out of the body by cilantro. but there are psychic cleaning processes that go hand in hand with detoxification processes. when i did a panchakarma i threw up by myself even though virachana was not part of the treatment - psychologically i also felt better. i have a theory that the body is more of a memory sponge than we think. somehow the release of toxins is related to psychological issues, it’s a little bit of a mystery.

it’s not a spell. it’s a prediction, but i‘m not psychic or am i? maybe we need to reenvoke the oracle and the phantom... the problem is i‘m a spell breaker- not a spell creator - it’s not always positive.

am i a piece of paper? and then you glue me together again? or do i have to do that myself? i don’t think the dust has settled yet completely.... you‘ll have some months. ?

do you think it’s settling too fast? maybe it just started to get whirled up... hope you have safety goggles ?

ah ok - nice, sounds good! it’s not an easy language if you teach it creatively and start with some basic explaining words you can connect everything and nothing around it and as you have signs, you can even include that a little bit. i‘m sure it’s fun just creating it. yeah the problem with all creative studies is that entrepreneurship often cuts to short. on the other hand i can see how stern economics make people - so i better just learn what’s relevant and try to create the rest yellow or turquoise from the scratch. if you are once stuck in an orange company model - you‘ll have problems changing that.

i had one - well maybe i need to do a new one it‘s not easy to plan one - sounds interesting, will you combine all of them to something new, or do them separately? what is your second language? maybe you don’t want to give out too many teasers though, maybe some things are also not ripe yet. german for example is really interesting, i have other words for nothing - but it’s not that pretty, as nothing includes more but we have „kein ding“ it’s slang it is by word the same but is used completely different than nothing. i had other words for many key words but i also carried some keywords you can’t find in english - so i can understand how bilinguality interacts with enlightenment to a degree. my sis did some word art for some time in three languages. sounds like a pretty interesting life purpose!

did you write a journal yet? i can only recommend it. there are no words to describe it - even in 3d, there are no words to share. it’s beyond language. it’s pure dada if you try.

so what happens in it? from your perspective? kundalini awakening? prana body? mu? all simultaneously? isn’t it still only a glimpse of the ox yet? yes - go into it with your life purpose, i hope you have seen the mu. it’s not easy to go into a life purpose with mu but you can always sell a cow on the marketplace.

i maybe don’t get it. you are somehow out of my radar. difficult to detect what exactly you mean with “it”. are we still talking about somebody else’s delusions?

mhhh - i don’t get you. maybe i take the glasses off? are we not talking about 5meo - did you try it? so how do you know. riding the ox backwards - does it mean the ox is walking backwards? i have another image of it.

yes clinging to the past or to past lifes is tricky - at one point we have to let go of everything, we can’t take anything with us except a memory, a shadow or a spark of light. clinging is no clinging if we can give the clinging up and still watch the stars. a past sunny day can’t give us warmth on a rainy day but the memory of it lets us remember that there is a sun behind the clouds - what would we do if the sun wouldn’t rise every day? i don’t know about 5meo but i guess it has a similar effect, it’s probably very bright light. you might need sunglasses ? for it. or maybe it’s like an eclipse- but how can we know. for those who haven’t tried it, it’s not part of our experience, only left for imagination.