now is forever

well yeah that was the third one, the first two are like that: the gravity is overestimated no one needs it really how you can obviously see in space and the sun cooks also just with water it shouldn’t put on airs yellow sow and actually i confused the second and third one with each other the third one is: and the himalaya the old fart i could get upset about it sow

fire + water = a lot of steam/clouds there is this fantastic german song from peter licht, i try to translate it’s lyrics essence: and the himalaya, the old fart, it cooks also just with water.

@kieranperez not sure, if you can cure it completely - but i suppose with supporting the liver it’s more a cure than a treatment, also there are several cleansing procedures in ayurveda that could maybe cure it until a certain degree - usually you have to redo the purogation process after some time. in this context the ashwaghanda and brahmi (nootropics/adaptogens) then are more of a treatment than a cure but can support the cure. there are some illnesses or body conditiones that can’t be cured completely but you can get close to it if you find the right methods. i know budget is a problem and you want something that works fast so maybe it’s not for now directly and you need to gather more information from people who have experienced these treatments. if you are interested in doing some of the panchakarma treatments at home i could help you with basic information - i guess cleansing your gut with warm oil doesn’t repel you after you might have considered to plug 5meo. i know it’s half baked as i‘m not an ajurvedic doctor nor was i treated for adhd. but it’s certainly an option i‘d keep in mind or try if there are no other options.

don’t confuse creativity in general with red - turquoise is also highly creative - creativity is part of every stage! yes in this context a hybrid is the combination of theory and practice. neither cat nor dog, drives on water and on land. it’s the synthesis between energy and matter. i‘m not sure exactly about how red plays out in creativity - or if i got it right, i just compared what you told me with how the creative process works. so maybe i can tell you that after some inquiry. couldn’t find the chart, though.

hahaha thats another book i only started - and didn’t finish yet. but i‘d say unconstrained in regards to red means creativity without higher aim - either only pragmatic or only theoretical. expanding creatively, unconstrained has a function in every creative process in the beginning of the process. when i bought the book i bought so many different books, hybrids are a good synthesis for the practical implementation that has to follow. a hybrid of spiral dynamics and shadow work is probably also very interesting. thanks for the tip guess i start to crossread the books though first.

@ValiantSalvatore if the question about the book was not about the ken wilber book but the shadow dance book, it’s about liberating the power and creativity of your dark side. it’s a book written by david richo. don’t know yet if it is recommendable. i bought it to simultaneously do shadow work and work on my creative potential, it contains some practical advices. i like hybrids.

started to read a book recently, it’s called shadow dance - don’t know yet if it is really good, but when i started reading it i was at a lake and in front of me was a group of people. two couples, one of the girls was extremely attractive (i got a little envious) and she was all lovy dovy with one of the guys they where presenting their new found love very obviously talking loudly, so i hardly could concentrate on my book. i even noticed how i got envious about their perfect relationship over the next half an hour and realized it was hard at the boarder of getting jellous. they really where so beautiful together. i really hated them at one point rubbing that under my nose, i just wanted to read. then the other couple left, only the lovy dovy couple remained, finally it was more quiet - and what happened? they started to have an argument quarreling resulting in her standing up and leaving the scene while he was walking five steps behind her. it‘s really difficult to understand what was who‘s projection in this situation - at least i know my shadow is that i secretly sometimes wish i could be another person, i could change my skin from time to time, because they seem to be someone i am not, the rest was projection - sometimes if the shadow shows in a real person, the shadows are dreams that seem to be dreams on the surface but are not so much of a dream if we look further. i guess a shadow is a representative of our own projections, but it is more, it is also a representative of our denials and about the denials of the shadow. there are light shadows, too, they overlap with the ones that are because the light is missing. in that sense, we all live in the shadow of the sun.

in ayurveda they treat adhd with brahmi (bacopa) and ashwaghanda, they are also recommending nasya for vata, to reduce vata. if you‘ll try ayurvedic treatments, be aware it will take some time and is multi factorial - so you‘ll have to experiment with it, could be that it doesn’t help... but could also surprise you big time. ayurveda and chinese medicine both concentrate on detoxification processes for adhd. as adhd is associated with some genetic mutations MTHTFR which influences the ability of detoxification, so in chinese medicine they apply liver protective liver cleansing medicine. maybe you could have a look into that as well. also maybe you could find out about acupressure points. don‘t have legitimate adhd so i can’t tell what really does work - but no one could tell me what does work for my condition as well, so i tell you where you could start searching. don‘t forget you are a holon so try to think wholisticly. bodymindly.

@CreamCat is there a reason why you meditate on a chair instead of a cushion on the floor? do you have knee problems? i‘d do some yoga for posture or for the back muscles instead of buying a chair like that - it’s just an object that will probably not bring you what you hope it will and then it’s just a dustcatcher instead of a dreamcatcher also might be that the meditation sessions in one position are too long.

two new bullet points for today, i want to look into deeper. akashik records (want to find out if it is what i think it is) self assessment (i see that this is definitely limited, as not all can be self assessed but i also see that it’s a problem if we rely to much on others) self assessment probably contains all forms of inquiry and meditation.

@Serotoninluv well yes, but absolute potential stretches limitless into the absolute - with a capital B. never mind. of course it’s all thought story until it is not.

@Serotoninluv i wonder how you manipulated this text into being... do you tipe with your nose sometimes? maybe then it would be nosed into being... maybe you just dictate it into being that’s a nice option, with cell phones they don’t have hands anymore.

@Serotoninluv it was not about vs. it was more about them being forces that dualistically interact if you think about them or not, they are present as an idea. what i tried to outline here was how isness either is or is manipulated, but decision already is manipulation, even not doing is manipulation of isness - it was about showing that absolute potential is always present, whatever point you are starting from. potential is only limited by decision, decision is made upon potential and potential is also either perfect imperfect or imperfect perfect. absolute potential is preconditioned.

@Truth Addict it’s very hard to break out of selfreliant systems.

why does it unmatter if spiritual subjects are not alive? see what i did there

@Serotoninluv is absolute perfection and absolute imperfection not relative to absolute potential? isness is absolute potential and is after potential has transformed to absolute potential. isness is the intersection between the forces of absolute perfection and absolute imperfection or it just is. there is the perfect imperfect and the imperfect perfect as a duality.

because life is a paradox. it’s another catch 22. being enlightened means to transform, not to survive. but in transformation the old remains as a part of the new, the true self remains, so the current form needs to look out for it’s true form, to let the old die and rebirth itself. the only way to stop rebirthing is stepping out of society - completely, but even then it can’t be helped life still needs a form. form is not random.

i miss her too. naked iceskating

@ikust zweistein probably would tease you now.

yes ?

watched the 3. part of understanding duality. if i was a cacado i‘d take my phone to the universe now and say: thank you, i love you, all of you ?

no, while i read it, i really imagined the book, the page and the turning of the page and the sound appeared as a sound inside of me. so you are talking not only about yourself because i am you and you are me. why is it a difference if you hear the sound coming from a book or coming from a person? it’s all resonance and the sound going on forever.

whoa - inside me, too.

don’t know about saturn but mars will be a flowerlover in the future definitely