Elena2

Hey, I hope you are doing well:) I strongly feel, that my life purpose is to heal people. I am currently studying medicine, and well, its not most of the time not the main goal of a physician to heal people. Their symptoms yes, but not the cause. I read a lot about energy healing, emotional healing, nutrition, the healing of belief and so on. To be honest I pretty puzzled. It seems to me like every technique has another theory about what brings health and what doesn't. There are a lots of studies in the book the holographic universe, which really blow my mind. The only link <I could make between these healing practices is the placebo effect/the power of belief/ consciousness. . I would like to hear your ideas and experiences. What do you think causes Illness/disease? What is healing? How do you heal yourself or sb. else? I am always happy about book recommendations as well:)

@Leo Gura What would be some deeper teachings?

Yes. From time to time I need someone to remind me on this fact. Its quiet funny, how the mind and its logic works. I have to laugh when I notice its paradoxality. @eputkonen Thank you for your detailed answer! I was thinking that after enlightenment, relationships and comunication whould be different. Because you have noticed that other people actually don´t exist in the way you(r mind) thought and they aren´t different or seperated from you. I think a mistake I make is that I still hang up on logic an reasoning. Like I need to convince my mind to drop all the believes it has before I can see everything clearly. But in fact the mind isn´t hiding anything right? I totally agree. At the beginning I tried to talk to people about this, but I stopped it because there was so much resistance and fear. Of course there are some people who are open, but they still start to go to sleep after the conversation. @pluto Thank you for your beautiful discription, of how life feels to you.

@Dogsbestfriend Thank you:) I am going to read it!

I`m actually just a silent reader and absorber of this forum. But I couldn`t find any tread about life after enlightenment. Yes of course there will be no more suffering, infinety and so on. I wouldn´t consider my self as enlightend but I had some experiences of no self. I am sure that I don´t know who or what I am, I don´t know what "experiences" are or what anything, what we call "everyday life" actually is. I see that mostly everything I know or would have considerd as reality are actually just concepts and ideas (Of whom? who has those ideas in the first place? and who is believing them?) At the moment I experience my life like a movie, as kind of a third person phenomena what´s quiet puzzling. There are times when my mind takes over. (Takes over what? or Whom?) and I become identified with it but it gets rarer and rarer. My Question is how do you experience your life after enlightenment, or some similar phenomena (how ever you like to call it). What do you see in other people (interacting and talking feels very strange to me)? How did your behavior change? Your perception? I am happy about every answer. I just feel like am going to become crazy, because there are so few people understanding this.