songfeather

Thank you very much foe your suggestions! Reminds me what Rupert Spira says about that fear. I will do my best to keep this in mind the next time this feeling arises.

hi guys, im new here and I've been furiously researching this for only a few months, however, I had a acid trip 4 years ago which brought me all these things which I now know as an enlightenment experience. For two weeks after it happened i went around telling my lived ones, I am god!! We are all god inside!. I thought maybe I had gone crazy and so therefore I let it go from my mind, yet it always remained in some fashion. Through most years of my life I've had pa ice attacks, in which for no reason, I would what I would call at the time, understanding reality. I was taught in y religion growing up that knowledge was wrong so o fought this. My ego fought these glimpses and my ego would have a full blown panic attack. These past few months have brought glimpses again, and now after all my research i u derstand what it is, but I still have an underlying fear of what another lucid (without led) enlightenment will cause. I wonder if other people, who before doing any learning on the subject, have had pa ice attacks from the deep knowing that came about. Also i wonder if now deeper glimpses and full blown knowing will have the same panic affect. Thank you