James123

İ did not mean the self or dream whatsoever, i mean from what we are already are.

@Sugarcoat enlightenment is simply being where you already are. That's it.

Can you understand that what i write?

Yeap. That's how god is in human form right now. All i am trying to say is, as a self we are a human beings, but what we are is that there is nothing there.

Question is not about suicide, please do not confuse with that. Live every moment as last. Only way to be in love.

İ mean, fundemantally self is just an illusion. What we really are is . Or just is . However, game and being human still continues.

Anyone, who ignores the still being a human either fooling themselves or just lying. Even if the person, who recognize what they really are, they are still a human, period. Even if, it is an illusion.

I think I will thank everyone for being with me, i will hug my loved ones. And after that just surrender for death. Maybe, i will give last shot to pychedelics to ride again 😂

No he transcended the death. 😂 😂 😂 And he will say there is no one here to transcend anything, it is an illusion. Lol.

@Javfly33 @Metaphysique @Davino what a peaceful and enlightened community we have here. What a beauty.

@Davino @Metaphysique i mean, how would you feel emotionally?

Iq has something to do with mind, spirituality is about heart.

Surrender, SURRENDER. FUCK EVERYTHING, LET GOOOOO!!!

What about yourself?

But I suffered a lot. I have lost my everything, my health, family, life, purpose of life, my patients, everything.

Pychedelics used to increase my consciousness level and now decreases it. Here is why: During the Pychedelic trip I do not think whatsoever, however when I come down I think to use it again or not to use it. I am attached to it, I do not think anything except pychedelics. After realization of what Enlightenment is, I recognize that whatever we think, therefore attached, that's cause suffering. Such as, I used to think what enlightenment is, which made me suffer due to want to become enlightened, however I do not think about enlightenment now, and it is not exist. Moreover, death. I used to keep thinking how to surrender about death, but now I do not think about death, and it doesn't even come to mind now, whatsoever. I am just attached the pychedelics, and if I surrender that the "I" will be completely free. Much love! Peace!

I agree. Whatever we think that's cause suffering. Imo, fundamentally comprehending and experiencing that feeling, emotion, sadness or happiness is just a thought process and which is literally illusion, it is possible to not to suffer. I used to suffer about thinking of enlightenment, but when I did let go of it, I do not think about enlightenment whatsoever now.

Why someone can't do that? I do not think whatsoever, except pychedelics. Therefore, I just suffer to use or not use pychedelics, that's it. If I let go of that, I do not think at all too. So, it is possible. Believe me. Whatever you think, that's your suffering.

When you do not think, you do not desire anything and it is possible, which is quite mind, which is end of suffering.

That's what i am attached to. But i am trying to drop it. 😆

God is "nothing".

Great brother!!! Much luck to you on your journey. You will love nothingness too, just higher the pychedelics amount little bit, but of course be careful. Keep us updated. Much love! Peace!!!

Did you realize what nothingness is in your trip? Of course, Mind is one big bucket. And everyone have similar experiences in this path, because direction goes to same destination. Path is same and just tradition is different. Moreover, have you ever heard Irina tweedie? She has a book that is called daughter of fire. It is an amazing book. I read all of it and than consume 7 gr dried shrooms. Love melted me, I understand the book completely within hours. Lol. It is amazing to read and after that experience. What a beautiful ride.

High dosage of pychedelics, meditation and contemplating.

Great!!! Just a tip, whatever puts you in path of Love, choose that path, tradition. But do not depend on Any People. Be careful. Much love!