James123

I am very sorry but I am done with expectations to you brother. Much love.

Any experience is not the absolutely true. Truth is absolutely true in any stage of consciousness or so called universe. Before so called birth, life, or after death, past, future or now, what makes it all connected? Answer is thoughtssness. İf one is not attached to thinking, all becomes one.

You just put the alarm on the time that you are suppose to wake up, and wake up. No drama for waking up early nor happiness for waking up late. No expectations nor hope in entire life, just concentrating on breath or doing dikhr every moment, without any expectations. Just the Being aware in the present moment. İf you have to stay home, stay home. İf you have to go to work just go to work. Again, No drama for going to work nor not happiness for not going to work. No expectations nor hope in entire life, just concentrating on breath or doing dikhr every moment, without any expectations. Just the Being aware in the present moment. Above, I explained how to be not on the control.

@TheGod Look these 2 threads. Answers for you lie in there.

I do. You can work but attached or constantly think about it. Actually, if you dedicated entire your life for the Truth, slow by slow you start to learn not to control anything, for me constant dikhr "La ilahe illallah" worked. All day long and anywhere I was constantly doing dikhr, and after all those suffering, mind suddenly shut down. Do not try to control the body, just do not let mind to control you. You are saying everything is energy, just to catch stagnation level of the mind. Key is letting go and constant dikhr. After that even body moves, the mind is quite. Therefore, You do not move 😊 And finally You have arrived. İf mind chatters don't end, you will never arrive. You assume that if you don't work, have no financial problems or be home always, mind doesn't chatter, right? 😊

Not enlightenment, not money, not peace, not joy, not God, not realization... It's just saying "I LOVE YOU" once, from the bottom of my heart.

Much love to you brother ❤️

Aren't they identical? 😂

Can you imagine letting go all the experiences under 5 meo influences? That would be harsh 😂

I think I understand your point, İf my understanding is true for your perspective; which is human body is limited and it's almost impossible to be the absolute. Only, you have to do a lot of work to overcome from that layers. However; Truth is You. Truth=Not Controlling. Ego=Controlling (even it is limited controlling) However, it is possible to completely let go and live as absolute.

Of course not, fuck me lol Much love to you. Best Regards,

When doctors told me that I have %30 chance to live for 2. Open heart surgery and I can die. I was like, lmfao 😂 After Enlightenment, Buddha said "welcome to crazy club" 😂 Enlightenment is burning alive or willing go to hell till not an ash or trace left from you. I am deeply sorry to say that but I have to tell the truth. Your 5 meo trips were just for nothing. Just for mental masturbation. Good luck to you brother ❤️ Much love ❤️

I am just trying to help brother. İf you don't like it or happy with your life, just leave it. İt's all good. 😊

What do you think this is? A mental masturbation? You literally die in this process and realize you are not the body nor mind. And merge with the moment or become the moment. İf the body becomes poor, rich, homeless etc. it will, but not You. You just flow like river and burn with Love. However, if you are attached to above you said, you will suffer till death of the body. Die before you die. (Rumi)

Therefore, being absolute / infinite doesn't need to control, because it's anything and everything. Therefore, just flows. Which is the present moment.

You saying yourself 😊 You are closed form, because try to control. When you do not control, You are the absolute. So, why you just give up? 😊 That's it.

The body has no control on anything whatsoever, and you have no control on the body whatsoever. İt has billions of molecules working at the same time, writing to me makes you "think" that "you" are in control? You did not choose your DNA, your gender, your family, country, religion, therefore your past etc... Therefore, you have to control for the future whatsoever. Detaching or letting go of all these things only way to Be in the moment.

For example; This arises within the moment, but the describing as the "problem" is an attachment. When you realize that the anger arises as you and is you, not that you are angry, then anger vanishes. There is no separation with "you" and "anger". When you are exactly in the moment, just the anger arises. Because, in the moment you can not attach with the anger. "you" come from past, however, anger is in the moment. Therefore, attachment.

Anger arises within the moment, however, if you are angry that's an attachment. Therefore, as I said without any attachment, Now.

That's what entire totality is. No where else. İn Now.

No. What is in front of you now? Right now? Without any judgement?

What is in front of you brother right now?

@Snt_lk God-ness or Godliness is actually living by moment to moment. İt actually can't. Because, "story" is attached with the past and "remain" attached with the future. Consciousness is actually just right now, without past or future.

The so called infinite, now, source, nothing or direct experience can not be known. It is completely not knowing, thoughtlessness, actionless. Because, even in the beginning life or universe is action itself. Therefore, enlightenment is completely backwards of Life. Actually, no one can can explain what so called direct experience, infinite, being, source, nothing or present moment is, however. I will do my best. As an example, concept of "so called before birth or deep sleep". Not the thinking of before birth or deep sleep, however, before birth or deep sleep (İn that moment), there is no experience or non experiencing, belief, think, God, nothing, infinite, existence or non existence etc... That's what It is, out of any charts. Moreover, as a self if you believe that god is within you or you can experience it, that mean is god is already you, therefore, needing a an experience already makes the separation, and that proves god experience or realization is already duality. Therefore , you can not experience what You really are, only you can Be. Actually Consciousness is experiencing body, mind, god, nothing, universe , etc... Therefore ,The reason of Life or separation is not the enlightenment. Because, if it was enlightenment, life or separation should never happened. The reason of Life is the Love. Because , only way to experience love is when one directly become conscious of what he/she really is and still in the duality at the same time. Which mean is knowing that everything is you and What You are is Being (which can not be experienced or known). Therefore, experiencing become a only gift, most precious. You are experiencing yourself. Moreover, only way to connect with everything, lies in right this very moment. Therefore, any experience creates love, which makes the all connection, with duality and Now. Love is accepting anything and everything the way that they are. Therefore not forcing or acting, just simply Being. Because of that, it doesn't belong to any beliefs or ideology or any ethnic group or any personal experience (even experiencing God or infinite, or nothing). Eating an apple and experiencing god is love, therefore identical. Because of that when people experience or realize god, infinite, nothing or etc... they think they are special or superior, therefore, religion is corrupt. 😊 Because, it still lies within the belief system of the one, therefore separation. When there is no belief, there is completely not knowing or Being. Because, any knowledge belongs to the self/religion calls it evil, devil or Satan. And if you ask why it's love, I have no idea. I just completely fullfil with it, be one with it, merges with the moment with it. I can not think any of it. A belief or thought has no space in it. Just completely feeling it. I guess I want to give myself a best gift 😊 😂 ❤️ If you believe in that this knowledge belongs to "me", I recommend that do not believe to me, yourself or anyone. Just completely let go firstly the self, anything, everything, anyone and everyone. Much love to all of you ❤️ ❤️ ❤️