James123

İ really don't give a fuck anymore. İ let go. No more purpose, nor question. Just freedom and being. That's all.

Even if there is no light, I don't even care anymore. This is the end of ego, fuck it, fuck the mind, fuck the controlling.

So, Why do you say there is already no you. You are just bs. Peace!!!

Bs. If I slap your face very hard, I would like to see your reaction.

Drop all the knowledge you have including sentences above and my sentences as everyone. That's enlightenment, therefore identical for everyone. No knowledge or experience can enter there. Peace!!!

No. Enlightenment is end. When there is no more you or infinity, it is impossible to go deeper. 😂 😂 Why do you guys come up with stuff which are just full of knowledge of others? Do not question, waste time, and only do walk the path.

You need to be completely death and dissolve, disappear as/with entire universe. When that happens, believe me you will know as knowing your name now 😂

Accumulation=The left attachment after the catching the ox.

Nice input. When you realize what you really are death is just a joke, but so called life is still continues. Therefore, for now death is easy but life fucking terrifies me. Which is the tending the ox, stage 5th.

No. You will go back where you come from.

Lol. There is nobody and no body.

Eat all the lemon. And fasten your seatbelt.

When you consume them eat a lemon.

Great brother. İ just completed my morning Prayer. Good luck to you, try always what method is best for you.

Shrooms caused it. MDD, anxiety and PTSD.

Pychedelics are short term positive and long term negative in my experience.

They fucked my nervous system.

Eat 8 gr dried shrooms with lemon take. You will go before big bang.

Hello everyone. My son's situation is getting better. However, after what happened that little happy guy inside of me has died. I don't talk much anymore, if i talk, i just talk about the truth, i start to pray 5 times a day, i almost surrender every second like there is no future second (because my life slip underneath of my feed, after all those happening), therefore every moment is last moment, i become like 80 years old person whom is waiting for actual death. Could you please share your ideas wtf is going on with me? İ recognize what enlightenment is, i know that fundamentally i am literally nothing, however as a self, i am a human being. But i really don't know wtf is going on now, i have lost my all feelings towards to the universe, including my own death. Moreover, i literally know and embody that nothing is under my control. Because, when i try to control something, the pain is too heavy for me.

@creativepursuit definitely brother. Thank you very much!!! Much love and Peace!

Hey brother, definitely that's what i am trying to do. But, living every moment as like that is very very hard believe me. Very hard. İ am doing / surrendering my best. But, it is so tough. My chest fucking Borns for weeks.

Hey brother, that k you very much for your kind words, suggestions and beautiful wishes. As you said, I will do my best. Unfortunately, it is impossible to control reality, everything is out of control. Therefore, surrendering is must. Thank you again. I appreciate 🙏 🙏 🙏

You are most welcome brother! Great!!!

The entire UNIVERSE.