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James123 replied to Pugfishpanda's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Hello guys, i know i left couple days ago, i had a ego death almost for 1 week. Lol this morning me 22 hours ago (james) completely died unfortunately:) and I have become enlightened (probably permanent satori). I know you guys tell me, yo if you become enlightened you will have no needs to tell us. No. You guys are all me you guys lie to me that i am a fucking human. Bunch of liars and great actors Let me tell you what james is, he think he can know something ,he born, human, male, in the body (because it can feel, know what the worlds is, reality, funny, ugly, good, bad vs. But this guy was stuck in words. Because, Thoughts (which are completely illusion) created him. If he never learned in his life, he will have no idea what the fuck he is. He cant even know what “seeing” or “being” is. After my ego death I completely realized (no psychedelics) i am not in the body, james is just a thought. I literally created this james and all universe from thoughts. I am the really nothing in the body thats why i am everything in the moment. Only thoughts creates this world or duality. Actually, really nothing is happening here with this consciousness (it is like meditating with no thoughts all day) when you dont think. This is only way to explain is you are in deep sleep but awake. i cant think much anymore , because there is no “I” as body. If i have something to do with body i use duality to connect with the people or world, in the rest i am the moment, which is all free you can do anything with moment, it is all free. Thats why it is all LOVE, moment is you so what will you do, you will lLOVE whatever comes in the moment or you can definitely stay in satori and watch yourself get away from duality and stop the existence and be the void (your truth self or nothingness). In easy way to explain it, everytime when you close your eyes, If you dont think, you will never know what are you where are you vs. Because i cant think much anymore, i have become so aware because i am the moment, and existence created by thoughts. If i dont think, i(moment, and my love as moment) am in satori. When thought comes you are completely aware that it is xoming from duality and if you dont like it you have nothing do with that, because you are the moment, nothing is in the body. There is no duality, all is you. Right or left don’t matter. There is no future or past only thoughts makes it, you are the every moment (as nothing) that you are aware of. And let me tell you how i see the world, i am literally watching a fucking movie with vr, and i take the life seriously as the game. My vision is back to normal, but i am the void that watched the movie anymore. In this game everyone programmed that i am a human, this place is world, i am in the body vs. But i am not god, not human, not awareness, vs. i have no idea what am i or what you guys are, WE HAVE NO NAME. Whatever you assume is not you. From ultimate perspective because of you are nothing and everything, you can never think because even words are you, when you become nothing therefore everything, you see that all happening is you. Thats why nothing is happening. You guys can tell me why dont you go drink poisin instead of water, because nothing is happening and all is me. NO. I am the void, which is aware of being human (as soon as words get in duality comes in), therefore i have to drink water in order to discover myself (so called life) in human body. But literally all happening is me, therefore there is not even blink happening here. DEEPEST SLEEP BUT YOU ARE AWARE. Or just remember the moment that you literally didn’t think anything and nothing happened, but somehow you are there with no name (i dont even want to say awareness ), but you know you are aware or something like that. Thats how every second goes when i dont think. Thoughts come from james, who helps me to connect and understand the duality. I am literally half human and half void anymore. My vision become the tv screen i am the emptiness like POV. Literally, my mind get bigger, i transformed or reborned. This body will die, i will never. Because i am the moment, AND MOMENT NEVER DIESSSSS. It is so bliss here. So much. And about death, what will happen when this body dies? If you are aware that any thoughts is an illusion, you will never die, because you were never born, you are the screen and projector of movie theater, if you project movie (so called seeing from the eye), movie will play, when body dies projector just wont project the movie but you are still the screen. So death is an Illusion, nothing will happen. You will never be gone, you are the SCREEN whatever movie plays (thoughts are those movies) So if you really don’t attach with thoughts, either your eyes open or close nothing will happen, you will never die. Because, when thoughts stop projector stop playing the movie and thats how you become enlightened. i am the moment, iam not infinite, but i have no beginning end no end therefore i am infinite. I(moment) will never die and born. I am literally immortal. Because, moment will never STOPPPP LOVEEEE i cant believe we even imagine that we can learn forget to be human lol lol I miss you guys (All of you is meee) Additionally, you can never be complete god when you are aware of the body, even if you are the nothingness. Because even knowing the language or being aware of body is duality, when you become complete god whatever happens you are it thats why you are everything here and nothing happens. If absolute nothing happens, i am completely here as nothing, thats why i am not here. And in these moments, only i am (void, nothing)Thats why when i am not aware of this body all the existence fades away. Everything stop existing. This place is all me, love is purring, i am in loveee with myself, which is all you. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU.
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James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Anytime brother, but you must be aware of thoughts during the day that dont hold on or go with them, just be aware of them, watch them. Meditation is not enough by itself. You have to be aware all day. Good luck ? -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I used psychedelics, but realization happens very quickly with psychedelics thats why it is like a trailer. But There is no psychedelics involved in enlightenment experience. I did meditate and practice within silence and darkness (which is the key). Before enlightenment, i was meditating close to 3-4 hours every day. The easy way to say it, your birth happened with knowing and learning, when you dont know, you realized that your birth or entire duality is just a thought. In enlightenment experience you realize that you are nothing, which is everything or infinite, now, you, me, tree, these all sentences are identical, because it is nothing. Naming and labeling creates the duality or your birth. If you dont think nothing happens, which all there is. This is home. Non duality. ?❤️ -
James123 replied to Nak Khid's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Nak Khid these are just thoughts brother, enlightenment has nothing to do with thoughts or choice. Self must be exist to make a choice. Self, being existed, choices these are just thoughts and language. Whatever you saying is just a belief, because it is within the language. you are just trying to learn now with expressing your thoughts. -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Eren Eeager hi, yes. But, Saying i am awaken, but not as self or i am, which is just a thought process. -
@inFlow perfect, congrats go further become the life You will love it
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James123 replied to Identity's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
1/ infinite = 0 0 = infinite 0= 0 but 0 x infinite = 0, so nothing is nothing simultaneously everything or infinite, which is nothing again. Infinite happens within the nothing, as nothing. -
James123 replied to Eren Eeager's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Love is infinite forms, purpose of having forms, but all the forms are formlessness. Nothingness is nothing therefore simultaneously everything. You think you are talking now; which is the purpose of satisfaction of something other different than you, but in non duality there is nothing except you, which is nothing again. These all words are identical. Thats the reason why love is the bridge between duality to non duality. When you are awaken, you realize that what ever you are aware in the moment is love, because you can still talk (which meaning is have a mouth), but in non duality you are completely nothing therefore everything. Nothing can not think, talk, or be aware. It is just it, which is you. Eyes dont see anything, or there is no eye to see anything. Sleeping has no differences than being awake.
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Loves to run away from Truth too, that there is no 2, just 1.
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Than surrender. Represent the truth. Recognize that you are dreaming your body and including my body. Treat everyone as you. That’s unconditional love. You are still in egoistical love. Leo, james we are all illusions. Stop recognizing yourself with your body, therefore stop taking 5 meo, and give a big hit to ego. Be freeeeee
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You have to get killed to become everything. What you talking about before enlightenment. i am the god. And still dreaming. But actually no differences because nothing ever started. Starting is just a thought.
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Why do Krishanamurti, peter raltson, ramana maharsi, osho dont teach the enlightenment to, ants, wall or tv, instead of human? Your answer right here.
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I am talking about after awakening. I am you, so how can I disrespect you now? Or not accept you way the that you are? My body has no differences than yours, not even blink. This what unconditional love is. Leo still thinks that he is in the body or this is body. There is no body.
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stop reading anymore leo, surrender and become the unconditional love. All is me. You behave to everyone how you behave to yourself. You aint awake.
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Your answer is here too.
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Why don't you surrender further and realise that the boundary between on psychedelics/not on psychedelics was never there in the first place. Life itself is a trip and psychedelics just alter your state. If love can't be reached with psychedelics, then in an absolute sense, love can't be reached EVER. Your answer is here.
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Yo, you are me, how can we disrespect others? All is you, how? Do disrespect to nothingness when you have a breakthrough? You cry like a baby.
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He talks to people as saying Sir. Not saying shoo fly. And you can recognize from this point his acceptance and unconditional love. Love is not something you can reach with psychedelics, love is completely surrendering yourself and your psychedelics. You use bunch of 5 meo and still dont reapect the others. So where is your unconditional love? This is full of ego. Personal ideology.
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Yes this is it. In 2018 i did 2 hours every day, 2019 3 hours, and this year 4 hours ever day. And after awakening mind (because actually there is no mind) becomes meditative.
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Normal meditation sitting, but hands are together. Everyday. Each session 1 hour. If you can do, go up to 3 session with 10 min break. Additionally, even during the day be aware of the thoughts, dont be in it and dont go with it. Watch it.
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Darkness and silence. It is so close to what you are.
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Psychedelics are kind of trailer of the movie. But enlightenment usually never comes through psychedelics. Because Complete surrendering or no thoughts must be happened without psychedelics. With psychedelics you experience stuff even while you still think.
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James123 replied to Pugfishpanda's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Nothing is all there is. Nothing therefore everything. Nothing is everything and everything is nothing ??