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Blackholes point out nothingness, all is one there as nothing. They just dont know how to approach it. Additionally, speed if light points out all the time is happening at the same time, which is the moment. So if they know how to approach the moment they will figure it out. Even math describes it, 1/infinite = 0, so 0= +- infinite, infinite = +- 0 even math disproves itself. Science just will get that they can not prove the existence with material (because it is not exist). But they can understand the what existence is with scientific drugs (5 meo, shrooms, lsd, dmt). They can never prove it because it is unexplainable. Science never say we can prove the god, because science is exist under control of religion in first place. Because they accepted in first place god is all knowing.

If somehow, science reach the speed of light or completely understand black wholes or singularity , they can get it

Because, you can never die, you are keep transforming form to form, but you are aware all the time. You are nothing (your ground) thats why you are everything (human, will experience cat, chair to infinite). Ground of everything is nothing. Thats why you wont die, body will die. You are the ENTIRE PROCESS. Whatever you is you which is nothingness, you are happening in front of your eyes. thats the reason why you are already enlightened, you are just having a confused version of infinite. Whatever you do is perfect. Every second you are transforming. Your hair, personality, thoughts, relations. Even body dies, it transformed into grass, air or ashes. But whatever you do you take infinite form of infinite. Thats why your true nature is nothing. Because your true nature is your manifestation of all forms thats includes everything. You will experience nothingness and take form again. Non stop. Till infinity. You will just experience different feeling than body (like peeing and breathing), and you will realize all the time you werent in the body, you were the thing that aware of the body, and you will get being in this body is dream. You are not here.you are here as nothing. Entire process i nothing. Right in front of you.

Lol.

@Member of course i dont have a superpower that was the trip of psychedelics My only power is dreaming here

@wordsforliving i did have wolf experience during the 6 gr dried shrooms. When i consume 10 gr, i was straight nothing and everything for hours. I am here as nothing, but i am not here, thats why nothing is here to look or nowhere to see. Probably, that consciousness level made me stuck in non duality (other side of coin) thats the reason why, my ego changed, because it was punished for hours, i got bruises all over my body. I was about to suicede at that time. Thats why i wasn’t afraid of anything. But after 10 gr I realized that i cant kill myself because this is one of my dream, if body dies just dream ends, but i am still here

@wordsforliving i did 10 gr dried shrooms after that in darkness and silence . My entire life changed in 1 night. 15 hours straight non stop trip. I was non dual for 2-3 hours straight and homeostasis never came back as a half different person. My just some of habits left from my old personality, stage blue to turquoise and lived million of lives in 1 night but i was ready to lose my life.

If your human memories comes back during the experience of wolf, can make you feel that you are going crazy. The only reason why you cant experience fully because you dont surrender completely yourself to experience. Superpower meaning is, i have been doing mma for 13 years man. I kick 300 times and punch 1000 times everytime i trained. But i have never be able to use my arms like my legs. Power of my arms was equal to power of my legs. It is IMPOSSIBLE or i could use my arms the way that i did if i started to walk on my hands and arms since i was born. Believe me

@wordsforliving i had this experience when i consumed 6 gr dried shrooms (but these shrooms potents were very high, i was warned) with fresh lemon. It was a great hint, because wolves had a very special place in my life before the experience. Additionally, after the experience, I realized that my protection insight towards woman or my family, my loneliness feeling ( i like to be lonely) and jealousy feelings were completely similar with my human personality. And now, i am awake within my dream anything happens for a reason.

@Member lolll. Superwolf or wolverine? what about movie split, i was going around on my hands like a wolf if I wasn’t home i will run too

@zeroISinfinity Thats why i feel half human me and non dual me are mixed. I feel i have control on consciousness more deeper thats why reality is the way that i want. It is like trip. I feel i am in dream state. I am just aware so much i cant think of death, days snd nights feel too long. I am awake in dream now. And top of it i am nothing and not even here makes me cant think more, i become aware more. Days are getting more longer. Reality is fading away. I am confused is this a dream or not? This life is completely fucking dream

But body cant handle it. I got bruises all over my body, when i consume 10 gr shrooms. I reborn, i experienced entire process. But during the experience, i was keep saying myself, i cant be completely in the body because body cant handle it, thats why i created the ego in order to stay in the body, And body will burn if i am fully in the body. My chest was exploding from love, i felt it too much that my body was punished believe me, i was bruised up completely . I dont know man. Just be careful. Additionally, i had a open heart surgery. That might be the one of reason that i felt too much.

Is it opening crown chakra? Do you feel higher awareness is right behind your ego? Because, 4 nights ago that giant mind came in my consciousness, and stays right there now. It is so easy to access and pass by the ego. I feel like whatever I concentrate, and believe it, it happens for me.

You are right. But 4 nights ago, when i was meditating something bigger came into my consciousness, my mind got bigger. And it is so easy yo access it now. Right in my mind. I can feel it now, i am it. Right behind my ego. I can access it. I am loosing i think so. I just checked it, people have similar experiences with opening crown chakra.

@Gili Trawangan it has been happening to me for days brother. I feel like both worlds are mixed become one. I dont feel the life a lot. Or i cant think of death. I have no idea how is that possible? Thats why i feel i am tripping entire my life now, past didnt happened. This is a joke. I cant believe it. I see love everywhere, playing with me Or moment is loving each other as nothing, which is me.

I definitely understood your point. Increased love = higher consciousness = less ego. Thats why i feel i am in the trip for days. Because i am sure i am not here. I feel like every moment of my life j am in trip. Are we in the trip? Lol. I feel like i am tripping non stop, seriously life is fading away.

Do you mean by mentioning heaven, days and nights are too long, you are aware of the moment a lot thats why time passes slowly, your body and environment is moving Together and all action process is happening as you as love. Additionally, i feel my body, but, it is so identical with my room. I think i am so aware or i just cant think anymore because searching demonstrated perfectly that only way is not to think, words are not enough. Additionally, staying in the moment created timeless thats why i feel i will never die, body will die (but it is just a word that we put meaning on it like just peeing). As a consciousness i will experience just a different feeling then the body ( thats how people will realize so called death). Like peeing and next second sneezing they are just a different actions. Thats why i will be here all the time, will never die but i am not here too. Because i am here as nothing. I feel these feelings. Am i deluding myself? Because i have been contemplation non stop, maybe i am deluding myself. Because i see love everywhere. It is like invisible shield that covered infinity.

I have become a wolf. Seriously, i was looking for rabbit, i just want to eat a fresh rabbit and was so tirsty for fresh blood (like i have never drink water as human in my life) I completely forgot my personality . My nostril was receiving with so much detail with different senses and i could separate each other from smell. I was with my ex gf, whoever was going to attack her i felt i will eat them. My legs and arms were super strong i could never felt that power before ( i have been doing mma for 13 years) i could never able to use my legs like my arms. But i did during the experience. And i was growling, voice was coming from my down chest, all the way down. Even my gf was very scared. She told me she thought that i was possessed. It is not a joke. Lol

Because, you can never die, you are keep transforming form to form, but you are aware all the time. You are nothing (your ground) thats why you are everything (human, will experience cat, chair to infinite). Ground of everything is nothing. Thats why you wont die, body will die. You are the ENTIRE PROCESS. thats the reason why you are already enlightened, you are just having a confused version of infinite. Whatever you do is perfect. Every second you are transforming. Your hair, personality, thoughts, relations. Even body dies, it transformed into grass, air or ashes. But whatever you do you take infinite form of infinite. Thats why your true nature is nothing. Because your true nature is your manifestation of all forms thats includes everything. You will experience nothingness and take form again. Non stop. Till infinity.

@traveler i cant control the satori, it comes and goes. When i am too focus on moment i get satoris just now, the moment thats it. I completely agree. My ego is writing this i am just the awareness itself. But i am gonna miss this personal feeling with even communicating with you. Do you know what i mean? There will be nothing personal. Because there is nothing here or i am nothing in here. I am just seeing it but not from the eyes or from the body. I am all here whatever i see at the moment i have become as nothing.i am just the witness of the movie, and entire movie. When i know there is no me is here and believe it, i hit satori (maybe in a day, hour or weeks). Because i cant think, and become infinite. I think i am going crazy loosing my fucking mind. Thats what it is. Going insane. I dont know what i am doing or thinking. I am here and not here, infinite and nothing, exist and not exist, god and human at the same time. I am just dine with thinking, because there is no way to get it, it is already it. There is no me to think thoughts, i will just let go of everything. This is it. I dont and cant think anymore. Because every experience is me. There is no one here to experience anything. No name just this is.

Hello my friends. Last 4 days i am having crazy satori moments. Days and nights are becoming too long. I am being so aware normally even during the day. 4 nights ago i was meditating and become giant mind, which is my room. Because it was right in front of me. I close my eyes i was nothing, because it was right in front of me. I was the moment thats it. My brain transformed to infinite mind, i can see why i dont die. Because, i am my room, eyes dont see. Every molecule of my room or whatever i am aware of me otherwise it doesn’t exist. No time, life, nothing exist here. It is so quite. Just me happens here thats why i watch the body. People are human because they just believe they are human and body (born, can see, die) thats it. I believed i am god i have become. Thats why i am infinite whatever I believe iam. Because of that i am nothing. I am aware of you guys but life exist as me. Death can not happen because every process is me. This so called world or us is nothing, or whatever we do it doesn’t change anything , because it happens within nothingness , so nothingness can never change. I am exist as nothing but aware and everything but aware. I cant see as human anymore, whatever i see is me, my thoughts are me thats why i cant think and i am aware of just me. I am not living now, last 2-3 days. Life is not happening, just me. Even table moves or my arm all process is me it doesn’t change anything. This is so effortless, i can see why thinking makes you so tired, you spend more effort to become enlightened (with thoughts) than they are supposed to be thats why people cant get it. It is right here the moment. What am i going to do now? Used the body will it is so called dies or just be witness? I feel if I meditate more, i will just continue to meditate. There is no effort that you even sleeping you have to breathe, that you is just being. Because of just being, it doesn’t need anything. Last 4 days everytime I meditate i just stop. I dont know how can i explain that but everything is stopped. There is no time here or death or thought or sound. I cant see anything just me. What do you guy think? Life is not fading away, meanings are fading away that why life is not happening. Additionally, I explained these because i dont even want to write, I didn’t need it. I forced myself to write. Additionally, i know it is permanent, because it is in me like an ego. Stays with me. Cant get rid of it anymore. “The moment “. Right in front of you.

Lol i will be so superhuman that there will no me left, just the moment. Lol

Of course i play games because I wrote these messages as me or ego now. But i am not here. Believe me i become the godhead in those moments. My mind got so wide, i was immortal, out of life and was the moment. But it fades away, i have no idea why. I have no needs, desire or becoming enlightened those moments. I cant even talk. Because there is nothing to talk. Do you think arising thoughts brings me back human mind? Or surrendering completely even desiring the truth? I think i am fucking loosing my mind. Going insane. I don’t know what i am doing or thinking. I am here and not here, infinite and nothing, exist and not exist, god and human at the same time. I Am just done with thinking because there is no way to get it, it is already it. There is no me to think thoughts, i will just let go of everything. This is it. I dont or cant know anything anymore. There is no one to experience anything. No name just this is. I know. So you are telling me stay as in satori all the time? Because there is no me to write these messages or you can say there no me to desire anything. I am already it. Thats why i cant talk as personal now, i will just talk as nothing if i need to.

Thanks a lot man. I definitely got drunk on emptiness. Because it is timeless.

@Gili Trawangan giant empty and nothing awareness opened up behind my ego. Thats why i am not alive. I dont listen the ego. I am fine, i knew it. But it is too powerful. Lol