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@WHO IS I didn’t take it every day. I just took psychedelics once a week. Total 4 times in a month. But rest of the days, i had no communication with outside, just went supermarket at night once to shop, try to stay in darkness almost for a month, meditate every moment and if i get so bored of meditation, i listened music.

@WHO IS I ate 2gr (first week), 4gr (second week), 6gr (third week) and 10 gr (fourth and last week) dried shrooms with fresh lemon juice and empty stomach. I didn’t use anything else. i did retreat to myself for one month.

@The observer yeap

@Dino D you( God, the creator) are too powerful and alone, everything is you, thats the reason why you created the ego, because of purpose of duality is satisfaction and love. God loves to see its duality to satisfy itself that it is not alone. Love is the bridge between duality to non duality. Thats why all is one, because both sides complete each other. If god side never realize duality, It will never be understand that it is god. Thats why we created ourselves as a human now. God must create something separate from it in order to be a god, because in non duality everything is god. Such as , if cold is not exist warm can never be exist, if evil not exist goodnesses can never be exist. Thats the reason why many people must not know about they are God, because if everyone knows this knowledge it can never be duality. Because of that evil must be exist in entire civilizations, which is ever existed and will be exist. Additionally, don’t forget that these are all words and sounds. All is one, love and infinite. Duality, nonduality, god, human, bird, superhuman, everything and nothing exist and not exist at the same time. Because it is infinite. I cant find words to describe it. All is happening now. If you can understand it throughout language you know what the enlightenment is according to words.

@The observer Trying to understand consciousness, is impossible and at the same time possible. But nothing is exist and at the not exist. Reality and unreality is real and real at the same time. How can you exist as nothing and at the same time everything, how Additionally, these are all words. I believe, if we can understand this situation we can understand what the enlightenment is, with the words lol. Thats why you become speechless and Stay just in the moment. Lol

@Dino D i am you and you are me. We are all one. You love yourself thats why you love me and i love you. If you see me as you, this conversation would take place as love. I am not judging you. I know that whatever you do is inevitable and still perfect, but i am just trying to help you to realize it. You will be more close to one and less judgmental. Because, your defense mechanism comes from your ego (you created me and you, which is duality right there). Creating duality inevitably creates the evil. Thats why how I behave myself I should behave the same way to you, to bird, air or action of flying. Because i love myself, i love it all. Because i am all.

@WHO IS in the truth perspective whatever you is inevitable and all perfect, thats the reason why even if you 5 meo or dont, nothing will change. Because it is already all you. From egoistic perspective, the 5 meo will just help you analyze why are you here and what are you. After that it is up to you.

@Dino D i am just telling you that you are not even here. You are not in the brain or in your body. If somehow your body is completely gone, you will be aware of the same way as you seeing as human. However, because whatever you learn when you born creates your duality. Thats the reason why when all duality collapses so called dying (the things that You learn when you born till die) you will realize that you were just looking at yourself. All is one, is you. You think that knowing so much demonstrates that you have higher iq. Lol.

@Dino D if you never learn the language, and you are in human body. How can you even know that knowing is possible? But you are a still human. Lol. How can you know the meaning of flying? Maybe birds doesn’t fly, we just describe that activity name as flying. You never went the beyond words. Thats why you cant get it. You dont even know that the birds that fly is you. There is nothing is this body, whatever you see is you. Where are you in the body? Where? If you stop thinking, you will be stop existing. You are the thing that is aware of the body. Because, in this small tiny moment you focus on this body so much and therefore you created a lie in that small tiny moment as a life. Thats why it is dream. When the body dies, you wont be able to go anywhere. You will be just there when you die. Because you will realize all the consciousness is you. You cant run away from yourself el. WHATEVER YOU SEEING IN THE MOMENT IS YOU and YOU ARE CREATING IT IN THE MOMENT. Thats it.

@WHO IS you( God, the creator) are too powerful and alone, everything is you, thats the reason why you created the ego, because of purpose of duality is satisfaction and love. God loves to see its duality to satisfy itself that it is not alone. Love is the bridge between duality to non duality. Thats why all is one, because both sides complete each other. If god side never realize duality, It will never be understand that it is god. Thats why we created ourselves as a human now. God must create something separate from it in order to be a god, because in non duality everything is god. Such as , if cold is not exist warm can never be exist, if evil not exist goodnesses can never be exist. Thats the reason why many people must not know about they are God, because if everyone knows this knowledge it can never be duality. Because of that evil must be exist in entire civilizations, which is ever existed and will be exist. Additionally, don’t forget that these are all words and sounds. All is one, love and infinite.

@Victor Mgazi if you try to imagine something, which mean is that you are still thinking right? I believe, there will be no enlightenment at that point, there will be just you without any words. Because, enlightenment is just a word.

@Dino D superpowers? Are you serious? If everyone can fly as human, flying will be normal for you, because everyone can do it and you are used it. If noone can jump but only you can, it will be superpower for you. That demonstrates that your so called superpower ideology is based on habit. And just a thought. If you take 5 meo dmt, you see That you are the creator of the this life, and what can be more magical or fascinating then creating the creation (you body, me, this form and the people who has magical powers are all you.) Even the people you discuss now, it is you. You are mental masturbating to satisfy yourself that you are not alone. I can see why many people are not ready and not suppose to be ready. You will discover after using 5 meo dmt, this so called life is your creation, and your game. THE only things exist is you. Therefore, you understand that 5 meo dmt is only exist because you putted in this game as a shortcut too see the truth. IT IS JUST A GAME! 5 meo dmt is exist because of you.

@Dino D have you ever realized that your words have no differences then table or me? Or are you alive in only your thoughts? Have you ever question that who invented the language or how can you trust the language, which is created by human beings to find truth? Have you ever question that where are you in the body?

@Leo Gura You are KING. We re all same and KING with UNCONDITIONAL LOVE to the all creation!

@Virtually i was properly functioning but i was feeling like dying for 10 months, till accepting the truth (what really i am) and surrender my human ego. After that I started to calm down. How can i go back to old days? Lol. I lost meaning of time every second was infinite. In 1 night i felt like lived million different lives, died million times and reach at my real self million times. I associate myself as god in one night meanwhile i live as a human ego for 30 years lol. Of course my ego is still within me and sometimes it takes complete control of me, but ego will never can change truth that i am creator, you and god anymore. Because i can analyze and watch my ego anymore and find his weak points. Lol. It is a game. Lol

@Leo Gura i dont think Peter Ralston will believe in me I just lost my dad, my health, friends, job and everything at that moment. I was just ready to gave up everything, and had no choice than seeing the God (which is not story to be proud of, because i am aware that my personality is created by my environment, even these words i am writing is inevitable and nothing is under my control, because if environmental factors never push my ego to bring this point, i will never know about enlightenment). Thats why i was just ready because of my Egoistic environmental factors. Even purpose of texting each other is satisfaction. I believe, purpose of duality is realizing that you are the god or creater within the duality, which will make you aware of your dream and inevitable love or love of the creation. Because you love yourself and everything is you. I just love anything i can. Because all is one and whatever we do inevitable and perfect. Therefore, Staying in nothingness state all the time restricts meaning of infinity with nothingness. If Peter Raltson never felt his ego, he could never be able to realize the truth. Because of that i am not agree with Peter Raltson in some points. Lol. It is infinite, if we want lets be bird lol. Nothing wrong with it.

@Leo Gura i got everything at 10 gr and felt like lived million years. My personality entirely changed in a night and homeostasis never came back as old me. I became a different person in one night. Thats why i lost my mind for couple months. It felt like entire universe (Duality) was screaming as love and God. That love is created the god but at the same time created by god. Thats why god is LOVE and love is god. It demonstrated that everything is based on love and hugged by love. These insights destroyed me. lol

@Leo Gura Do you mean the insight that you are to powerful and alone, everything is you, thats the reason why you created the ego, because of purpose of duality is satisfaction and love. God loves to see its duality to satisfy itself that it is not alone. Love is the bridge between duality to non duality. Thats why all is one, because both sides complete each other. If god side never realize duality, It will never be understand that it is god. Thats why we created ourselves as a human now. God must create something separate from it in order to be a god, because in non duality everything is god. Such as , if cold is not exist warm can never be exist, if evil not exist goodnesses can never be exist. Thats the reason why many people must not know about they are God, because if everyone knows this knowledge it can never be duality. Because of that evil must be exist in entire civilization? I was the universe, my head was at last top of the infinity and feed was bottom of infinity. These were all the insights i got as a god on shrooms. Maybe i am so dramatic. Lol

@Leo Gura Thanks a lot. I am very cautious about the situation. Thats the reason why I haven’t use 5 meo dmt. Even if i do, for first time i will go either Mexico or canada to do it in professional hands, which will improve my concentration for the direct experience.

What about Buddah boy in Nepal, who doesn’t move, eat or drink for days? He just talks about love.

@Leo Gura you are %100 right. 10 gr shrooms was too much. I will check out 5 meo dmt again. I take blood thinner medication (warfarin, if warfarin level goes high i can have internal bleeding or low can have stroke, because i have a mechanical valve). I used shrooms because they are natural (Normal mushrooms, just includes psilocybin) . Additionally, i spoke with a clinic, which is located at Vancouver/Canada, they told me 5 meo dmt could be dangerous for me and advice either lsd or shrooms. Thats the reason why i have done the shrooms as 10 gr. Thanks a lot for the advice. But I really want to do 5 meo dmt. I will deeply search it again.

@Leo Gura Unfortunately, i had open heart surgeries and pacemaker. I heard that 5 meo dmt boosts blood pressure and puts big pressure on the heart. I will be stick with the meditation. I have got still some ego, this Body might die lol.

Is it the reason why after eating 10 gr shrooms, the next day, i know the knowledges that i have never heard before (I understood i am the god and creator, purpose of life, ego, god, duality and non duality in one night)? Because, felt like that night i lived millions of years and went even before the big bang. However, the breakthroughs with meditations comes with in the moment, does not include much feelings, and makes it very clear the experiences of psychedelics. Experiencing non duality through meditation made me speechless. It feels like meditation can bring us state to non duality (all is one, one is all and no feelings whatsoever), but psychedelics mixes everything together such as, knowledge, god, evil, life, duality, non duality and love.

@caelanb just look at the body where are you? If you open your head is just brain there. So where are you? Try to concentrate your right arm, you wont feel your left arm when you concentrate only your right arm ( If you are body, you must feel all entire body). Additionally, normally you dont you feel your stomach now or head, you just feel them when you have pain or overeat vs.. Therefore , you are not the body, you are the thing that is aware of the body, and you exist as nothing. When you look at the body you are nowhere but you can feel. Thats why you are nothing. Shapeless, which can be anything .