James123

God mean is not being something. It is being infinite in any possibilities. You are the infinite that have the all power to control anything and lost control of anything. All possibilities. Thats what you are. And you are not god now, you are human. That’s already where you are lol.

Darkness and silence are the most the effective trip sitters.

Whatever i desired, i got it. Life ended for me after that. Because i got everything i want, that left me with, loneliness, emptiness and no desire. I forgot to smile or get sad. No emotions. Empty and not aware lol.

This trip is definitely correct. That loneliness feeling is the reason of this creation. God is love and terror at the same time. Additionally, there is no good or bad trips. There is no you as ego. Good or bad trip based on ego. I love to get crazy, so i love horrifying trips, answer is yes. But it is a good trip for me. But not for you. Lol

I was human, I become god. However ego is still so powerful. I am fighting with thoughts, ego takes over with associating with thoughts. There is no reality or not reality, physical or material, all is happening at the same time, thats why you cant name it. It is just the way that it is. BeIng aware of thoughts, not being associated with them can completely demonstrates you that you existing is depending your association with your thoughts. Thats the breaking point of breakthrough with psychedelics. Because it shows you in short cut you are just your thoughts and exist as nothing just the awareness itself. Which is grounds of the all shapes.

I did that entire my life (till 30 years old and lost my soul). Thats why i am here. Lol

You are doing it right now. Lol

for ego, it might be hard. Lol. From big picture, it is awesome.

@mysticalninja if he has a good experience he recommends psychedelics, if it is not , he doesn’t recommended. Total waste of time. Unsubscribed. Lol

Yes, but i believe, it all depends of the purpose of using psychedelics too. Using high dosage and having a Huge drama can directly increase your consciousness. Thats what happened to me. Only overcome from that trauma, i had to believe the experience that there is no me as ego, no one in the body or speaks, which is so called enlightenment. Of course ego comes and goes. However deep trauma grounded non duality within me. Probably this guy is taking them just for fun or ego.

@kag101 if you use psychedelics with high dosage. Before your trip, your mindset should be, there is no turning back and you are ready die. Thats it. This is not a Disney journey. This is the journey that you have to die. If you are ready to do it just do it. Truth is not fun believe me, if you are trying to explore as a fun hobby.

Oh i got it. I did darkness retreat to myself at that time i used high dosage shrooms in order to lose myself. Lol. Not for healing. But i become super consciousness human being at that level i was healing my heart. Lol. Because i have a chronic heart disease.

I told you before, you are a human and god at the same time, you Are exist and not exist at same time. It is just depends on your consciousness level. You are your body and its same time you want to think that who created your body. all is happening at the same time. That’s why entire consciousness non duality, duality, the god, human life, death, chair everything is. you nothing except you. You are exist as a human now, if you increase your consciousness level , you will be god, and exist as nothing (that demonstrates everything exist as nothing). Thats why all is one. You wont be able to run away from yourself. Lol

You created atoms, molecules and you are the atoms and molecules. You are the human and you are the god. All is you. You are your body and at the same time you created your body. It is all you.

10 gr shrooms just last 4 hours?

Definitely. Additionally, theory of relativity, space and time, and speed of light from Einstein can provide information about past, present and future are happening at the same time.

Thats why it is called awareness, even thoughts are happening you have to aware of it and detached from it. When you think, you are being attached to thoughts. Thats what i do even during the day, lets body talk or do whatever it is suppose to and just watch it. Feel the feelings through the body. But of course ego is so strong comes and takes control over so easy.

Getting lost in thoughts is breaking point. Just be aware of the thought And watch it. Dont get in, just watch it how is it happening? And you will see nothing is there. Just a sound that you put meaning of it, and sound that has no appearance. So how can it be exist?

Just be, dont do. When you sleep you let go, do same thing while you sitting. If you want to ask any question To yourself, my suggestion to you is check your body where are you, if you severely your body parts you cant recognize yourself that mean is you are not in the body, brain is just brain. You are not in the brain or body. You are the thing that is aware of the body. So just be aware of the body. In darkness and silence. Or just focus before the meditation, you have never learned something in your life since you born. And after sit.

Dont try to find something. It will inevitably make you think or make yo go to lala lands with your thoughts during the meditation You are already it. Stay still and dont add anything.

Definitely.

I did one month darkness retreat myself with shrooms. I consumed shrooms during the retreat. In my last trip i consumed 10 gr shrooms, and had that stage. I was the god giving my ego to choice either leave the body and be god (which mean is stay in the body as nothingness, that mean is leaving the body), and my ego choice to stay here, i was so scared as ego but i was feeling god side too. And felt like both sides decided for me to stay here to have more fun with High awareness, and I already know that i am god and human at the same time (infinite consciousness, duality and non duality, everything is me). Thats why i chose to come here. That dude is completely left as non dual, which is he is the nothing in the body but he is everything at the same time. He left go everything and body is moving like a robot. Because, in non duality you see that nothing is in the body. Destiny of body is already written and nothing can change it (I was non dual or god at that moment).

Brother :), I think we are thinking alike, but a little different angle, please hear me out. As we can see the body is its own bio-organism. It has its own wansts, food, sex, etc. Now when i say control, what I mean is that we can control the body to a limited extent. But letting body do whatever it likes and just observe it, I think that would bring chaos. Because for example, the human body likes domination, just like other animal. So lets say ones body wants to attack a woman, dominate her beat her and then rape her. The body is biologically programmed being ok with doing such things, because in the end its a animal species. But here is the "control" part comes, You can using your consiousness choose to stop the body from doing this and this is GOOD and healthy thing to do. Letting the human body do whatever it likes and just observe it, will lead into situations such as I mentioned with the rape for example. You damn right, you never know what’s gonna happen. But when you have direct experience with non duality, you see that you create the life from love, i used to hate people just love myself. But that love destroyed my ego, i burned days believe me. This is not normal love. You cut your hand, you cant feel it because of love. Everything is me, thats why i love everbody. Even you, i am explaining something to myself, because when you die, if you cant surrender, you wont have any choice to remember about my words and will remember them. And you will realize that i was you and only your imagination . You will thank to yourself at that moment purpose of creation is love, unconditional love. Helping you make me contemplates and lowers my ego. Because i know everything, explaining something to you makes me feel less me, i canjust meditate and stay still. And hear me out, when you are non dual, you have all the power everything is you entire universe, EVERYTHING. But not hing is around except you. Thats why in Quran says god create us to see itself. Additionally, It needs human to find himself, but human is god too, because created by it and nothing. This all process is you, which is self love and love to creation.

As an example, you think that you are seeing from your eyes now, left your body and think that you are in front of your body looking at yourself as nothing but you are aware as nothing and everything is you. When you die you wont be able to go anywhere and you will be right there (the place you die). wherever your head is (Because, you think you are seeing from the eyes) you will become everything what you seeing at the moment, which is you. You will realize you are the creator, everything you see is you, there is nothing except you( non duality). After that you will get bored of it and create the duality to feel something is exist except you. You will be exist forever as an awareness. All emotions , duality and non duality is you. Just your perfect video game with vr. Lol

@Neph consciousness is infinite, which is capable of doing anything possible and impossible at the same time. Nothing can run away from consciousness . Everything and nothing happens within the consciousness , and you are it. No words can explain consciousness, only itself.