James123

If someone puts a gun in your head? Can you be able to remember these words?

Die before you die. Lol.

For ego, of course it is scary, yo there is nothing except you, you are infinite as nothing. Ego suffers from something is not different than others. Thats why we are different than each other now. Ego goes crazy when it see oneness. But if you are selfless (ready to give everything about life) you are a fucking king everything is you as nothing. Nothing is happening there except you.

It is everything. Of course it is selfish. Stay in that nothingness for 1 minute with your ego. Believe me, you will be willing choose to live life with hunger, poverty, getting abused every second of your life.

Thats why every person or everything in existence is you when you die , you will be the room or wherever you are, you will be it as infinite of infiniteness . Thats why you are nothing, nothing happens except you. You been here and entire matrix all the time. Life is mot happening now, you are just imagining. Just love makes life meaningful. Because, you are here for loneliness.

I already answered you that question. Didn’t you read it? Lol

Thats not true. I become everything as nothing. In absolute state, you are Everything and exist as nothing. Thats the reason why nothing happens even a blink, because everything you. Which is right here whatever you are seeing in the moment. You don’t experience it, you become the experiencer and experience itself. You get out of matrix and become the matrix.

From infinite feelings of consciousness, only loneliness and satisfaction (feeling something other than it) created the creation of infinite consciousness.

Sure brother. Np. You must understand that first god (consciousness) is infinite (sad, poor, rich, angel devil, you, lonely, all powerful, creator, everything is it). If it includes everything as infinity (such as infinite love, infinite suffering or joy vs..), everything happens within it. God includes every possibilities in infinite way. Thats why everything is it, it has all power and its scare then its own power. If you just god is all powerful, you will be restricted it. It is infinite. Thats why me you, or tree, god is identical. Because it created you, but it is you. Because, if it could be everything and is nothing. Me, you or tree are dual, but when you realize everything is identical you see base is nothing. Because nothing can be everything. Thats why consciousness includes anything you can or cant imagine. Additionally, purpose of this world is, consciousness is all one, from that oneness, only feeling loneliness is purpose of the creation (because it includes infinite feeling, infinite perspective vs..). Just feeling loneliness and satisfaction of seeing something other than you created everything as you know. It just like to see something other than it to satisfy itself. Because there is nothing, except it. Thats why rumi says God like to see itself thats why it created the creation. Therefore, purpose of creation is unconditional love. In order to feel that you have to be it, and feel how lonely it is. I had a major breakthrough, My body melted ground of my room, I forgot to sense of my body, i was all room, existence has stop and dont remember anything about life (just slipped away under my foot). I was just my room as infinite, there is nothing there except me, and sitting there billion years like a fucking king that includes every infinite as nothing. As soon as, i came back to my body, when i see something other than me, i cried for 6-7 hours non stop. Because seeing something other than you is the most profound feeling you can ever imagine, which creates unconditional love because of that loving more and appreciating what you have make you be with god or be god. Additionally , when you realize that you are not the body, you are everything you see as nothing, loves goes higher higher and higher, from nothing you have a body to fucking feel. AMAZING. You have to suffer from ego to see the god. Therefore god is nothing and includes everything. And this world is not happening now, not even a dream, worthless. The moment whatever you seeing now is infinite consciousness, it is been here all the time, and never leave. No begining no ending.

Take 10 gr dry shrooms in darkness and silence. After talk to me. Lol

Where are you in the body? How do you know you are seeing? Dud you learn from someone that you are seeing? Who told you? And how do they know that you can “see”? Words are created by himans.

Do you know how i know that thats the only truth? Because, even words are created by human being, these experiences are direct experiences. There is no word there. Thats why never trust the words , just trust to direct experience. Additionally , during my first retreat, i consumed constantly high amounts of shrooms. In 1 month, I understood the purpose of existence and anything you can imagine. Additionally, after psychedelics, i had 2 non dual major breakthroughs With meditation. How is that possible?

Lol Existing is not even dream, it worth nothing. I am nothing but aware. What can happen to me? You think you are in the body? lmfao.

This is your world. If you want to suffer in your game, just go with it. Lol

I hit 3 hours straight (just drink 2 times water). My legs hurt when i get up. Pain is just a thought. Accept it and go with it. And i have been doing mma for 13 years. Because of that I have to stretch all the time, thats a most common tools to use for the pain and long sittings. Additionally, you must aware that You are not in the body lol. During the retreat, entire retreat must be meditation. Not only sitting . For me, it should be dark and silence , and every second of the retreat, you must stay aware or analyze the thoughts without attaching to them.

Your Endless and ultimate game. Either you suffer or have fun in your game. Lol

Look at the mirror. And appreciate what you have. And love it. Otherwise you will suffer rest of your life brother.

I am the moment %90 of the time and not running by thoughts. Me was the body, now me is nothing as everything %90 of the time (whatever I am seeing at the moment).Of course ego comes and goes. But that’s ego’s job. It has nothing to except bothering the peace moment. Lol

I did it. Shrooms opened me up like a Flower. Rest of is contemplation, meditation and letting go.

No ego = Most natural

In order to understand you are not the body, you have to do spiritual work. No one can get it with the conversation. Lol. Thats why it is the truth. It doesn’t come with language, it comes with direct experience.

If you are high consciousness enough, you will realize at that moment you are not in the body. And the body does whatever it is supposed to. No one is in control. So whatever the body does, it will be answer of your question.

You are neither brain nor the body. You are the awareness and the moment, which are infinite. You are in body as nothing and everything as nothing. Body feels its moving with entire environment. There is no control whatsoever.

lol. We are consciousness as god within human body. There is no men or women here. Just unconditional love to creation. I believe you have some weakness to show love to others. Loving more makes you less men? Lol. That will open weaknesses within you. Dont hold it let it go. Love you brother

Thats why you are love. Love you brother ❤️