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@Javfly33 first question should be what am i? Or where are you in the body? You think you are human, because you learned (existing, reality, being alive or death). How do you know even learning is possible? If i am not aware, you can be never exist for me, if you are not aware, i can never be existed for you. Therefore, whatever you are aware of in the moment is you. Close your eyes, you will be nowhere. Its all you

I am you

High dosage of shrooms are too powerful. whatever changes dont matter. Everything is god and perfect.

@Javfly33 god is not good or bad. It is everything. If you want to suffer as god just suffer, nothing wrong with it. Additionally, realizing that you are god, i would choose to have fun. What about you?

it is all you.

Hello everyone, Last 3 months i have been working on awareness. Every time, I recognize that i am running by thoughts, i dropped it, did 10 push-ups and be aware of the moment. It is super boring, but, it is just a thought Results are crazy, i feel more less within the body, feel timeless, days and nights are too long ( it feels like they never start even time), meaning of duality fades away slow by slow, and additionally i got 3 times satori moments, which directly opens my vision and convince me this is completely dream. Satori moments are perfect glimpses to get rid of the thoughts. Because, it is just so clear, 1 second completely out of so called reality. As much as i get rid of the thoughts, nothingness increase, which includes full love. I can clearly see that love is not a feeling, it is the source. Thoughts are prison. Infinite love is outside of the thoughts. And the wall is so thin. If you love more, it will be more thinner. We can never be able to control what will happen to body, we just try to protect it with thoughts. But nothing is under control. You just need to think a moment when it is necessary and body do the rest. I just gave up anymore. Whatever is going to happen to body, it will. I am going to completely surrender. Love is right outside.

@Kalki Avatar i believe, most enlightened people are who is the most aware of the moment, which needs long term (years) isolation. Additionally if you want to follow beautiful path (love). Therefore, I would recommend you Rumi. Best ever. You will be love drunk Additionally once you are awake, you are awake, there is no higher or lower enlightened state. We all had the same experience, but only love and awareness make you stay higher level of consciousness and more nothingness in the moment.

@SoonHei yep I dont want to be here as a main character of video game, because my favorite is resident evil. Lol Love is everywhere right?

@SoonHei lol if you take personal, i am happening now in the moment, right in front of me. Nothing much. I like to be nothing in the body, everything is the smoother just watching a movie lol. It is better not to think. Rest be fun i just need ? here.

You take personally before awakening , after awakening nothing is personal, because there is nothing here. So just have fun

@JayG84 truth includes everything thats why it is nothingness or formless. So whatever you believe it happens within the truth. Your beliefs are something, which is exist within everything.

Blackholes point out nothingness, all is one there as nothing. They just dont know how to approach it. Additionally, speed if light points out all the time is happening at the same time, which is the moment. So if they know how to approach the moment they will figure it out. Even math describes it, 1/infinite = 0, so 0= +- infinite, infinite = +- 0 even math disproves itself. Science just will get that they can not prove the existence with material (because it is not exist). But they can understand the what existence is with scientific drugs (5 meo, shrooms, lsd, dmt). They can never prove it because it is unexplainable. Science never say we can prove the god, because science is exist under control of religion in first place. Because they accepted in first place god is all knowing.

If somehow, science reach the speed of light or completely understand black wholes or singularity , they can get it

Because, you can never die, you are keep transforming form to form, but you are aware all the time. You are nothing (your ground) thats why you are everything (human, will experience cat, chair to infinite). Ground of everything is nothing. Thats why you wont die, body will die. You are the ENTIRE PROCESS. Whatever you is you which is nothingness, you are happening in front of your eyes. thats the reason why you are already enlightened, you are just having a confused version of infinite. Whatever you do is perfect. Every second you are transforming. Your hair, personality, thoughts, relations. Even body dies, it transformed into grass, air or ashes. But whatever you do you take infinite form of infinite. Thats why your true nature is nothing. Because your true nature is your manifestation of all forms thats includes everything. You will experience nothingness and take form again. Non stop. Till infinity. You will just experience different feeling than body (like peeing and breathing), and you will realize all the time you werent in the body, you were the thing that aware of the body, and you will get being in this body is dream. You are not here.you are here as nothing. Entire process i nothing. Right in front of you.

Lol.

@Member of course i dont have a superpower that was the trip of psychedelics My only power is dreaming here

@wordsforliving i did have wolf experience during the 6 gr dried shrooms. When i consume 10 gr, i was straight nothing and everything for hours. I am here as nothing, but i am not here, thats why nothing is here to look or nowhere to see. Probably, that consciousness level made me stuck in non duality (other side of coin) thats the reason why, my ego changed, because it was punished for hours, i got bruises all over my body. I was about to suicede at that time. Thats why i wasn’t afraid of anything. But after 10 gr I realized that i cant kill myself because this is one of my dream, if body dies just dream ends, but i am still here

@wordsforliving i did 10 gr dried shrooms after that in darkness and silence . My entire life changed in 1 night. 15 hours straight non stop trip. I was non dual for 2-3 hours straight and homeostasis never came back as a half different person. My just some of habits left from my old personality, stage blue to turquoise and lived million of lives in 1 night but i was ready to lose my life.

If your human memories comes back during the experience of wolf, can make you feel that you are going crazy. The only reason why you cant experience fully because you dont surrender completely yourself to experience. Superpower meaning is, i have been doing mma for 13 years man. I kick 300 times and punch 1000 times everytime i trained. But i have never be able to use my arms like my legs. Power of my arms was equal to power of my legs. It is IMPOSSIBLE or i could use my arms the way that i did if i started to walk on my hands and arms since i was born. Believe me

@wordsforliving i had this experience when i consumed 6 gr dried shrooms (but these shrooms potents were very high, i was warned) with fresh lemon. It was a great hint, because wolves had a very special place in my life before the experience. Additionally, after the experience, I realized that my protection insight towards woman or my family, my loneliness feeling ( i like to be lonely) and jealousy feelings were completely similar with my human personality. And now, i am awake within my dream anything happens for a reason.

@Member lolll. Superwolf or wolverine? what about movie split, i was going around on my hands like a wolf if I wasn’t home i will run too

@zeroISinfinity Thats why i feel half human me and non dual me are mixed. I feel i have control on consciousness more deeper thats why reality is the way that i want. It is like trip. I feel i am in dream state. I am just aware so much i cant think of death, days snd nights feel too long. I am awake in dream now. And top of it i am nothing and not even here makes me cant think more, i become aware more. Days are getting more longer. Reality is fading away. I am confused is this a dream or not? This life is completely fucking dream

But body cant handle it. I got bruises all over my body, when i consume 10 gr shrooms. I reborn, i experienced entire process. But during the experience, i was keep saying myself, i cant be completely in the body because body cant handle it, thats why i created the ego in order to stay in the body, And body will burn if i am fully in the body. My chest was exploding from love, i felt it too much that my body was punished believe me, i was bruised up completely . I dont know man. Just be careful. Additionally, i had a open heart surgery. That might be the one of reason that i felt too much.

Is it opening crown chakra? Do you feel higher awareness is right behind your ego? Because, 4 nights ago that giant mind came in my consciousness, and stays right there now. It is so easy to access and pass by the ego. I feel like whatever I concentrate, and believe it, it happens for me.

You are right. But 4 nights ago, when i was meditating something bigger came into my consciousness, my mind got bigger. And it is so easy yo access it now. Right in my mind. I can feel it now, i am it. Right behind my ego. I can access it. I am loosing i think so. I just checked it, people have similar experiences with opening crown chakra.