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I knew I heard it somewhere

lol thank you, you're sweet

Me with my little family

I did.. but I guess I was looking for a "quicker" out...

Thanks.. I just didn't want to waiste anyone's time on here...

I spoke to my husband and told him how I felt about everything. And I told my sister to try and look past her anger to understand how we have been feeling.. She apologized and my husband said that we can all try again.. I'm glad that's over with for now. I'm sorry for venting like this for nothing.

I'm going to reconnect with myself and my family. We are going to Bok Tower (an amazing garden in Florida) this weekend. And hope to do more exploring of the world around us. So I guess travel would be my answer lol

@SFRL When we first moved in together, it was to benefit all of us. At the time, my husband and I couldn't afford to live in a nice place with our daughter... (Our last place literally has electrified walls in the bathroom) Honestly, if she were to move out now, we would be financially able to handle it now. I just worry that it will screw up my relationship with my sister and then she will tell my folks what happened in her words and just make things tense everywhere... idk...

@Faceless I knew he'd be the best to help lol

@Nahm My husband's favorite game My husband is the one that helps me I suppose. He has a very unique view of the world in general so when I get into deep conversations with him, I feel like I don't know a single thing, but it's so awesome to learn I try to not let outside influences effect my views, but I am only human

lol wow you guys >_< I was preparing to read some really deep shit. Thank you

it was a great answer probably the only enlightened one lol

@WindInTheLeaf ok that makes more sense @Nahm lmao I'm 24, I have a radio lol

Nice lol

Exactly

Man. Just when I feel like I'm understanding, I get lost again lol oh well. I'll keep trying

I wish we could afford for me to stay home with my princess but alas, I am a victim of the middle class curse lol But I see what you mean I know I can say with 100% certainty that I don't care who or what it is, I will protect my baby no tree or animal will stop that. I feel like I see a different part of the universe when I look at my daughter. She is 2 so she is at a point where she just does something new and amazing seemingly everyday. The best part is just how excited she is over it too. Nothing can beat that feeling for me.

One thing I had to learn to except was there is no such thing as multi-tasking. The mind is only capable of focusing on one thing at a time. In other words: You can either do one thing great or multiple things passably. So I just try to focus on one thing at a time in order give all of my work tasks the individual attention needed Sorry if this isn't what you meant.

lol not sure what you mean

http://www.lightomega.org/Time_and_Timelessness.html Found this article. It made a lot of sense to me I think what it was basically trying to say was not to let yourself be defined by the past or to anticipate the future. The past is a part of who we are, not who we are., and the future will change. Our brains want to focus on the past, present, and future all at once, which leaves no time to just be in the moment. We can change our past and future and by just focusing on the current moment and allowing it to take us to the next moment. Last paragraph in article: "The importance is that by living more fully in the present, we are more able to feel our connection with God and life and with our own deepest purpose for existing. By embracing the present, by allowing it to be the most important aspect of what is, we give full permission to the Divine to manifest through us, allowing us to live life fully as sacred beings from the deepest core of our essential nature."

@Moses Yeah!

Agreed. It's hard being an adult and I know sometimes, for me, I can lose track of things around me when I am so focused on whatever. Just tell them and be blunt and honest about it. Don't let them try to make it about them, it's about YOU so just keep the focus there. Try to keep in mind that parents aren't mind-readers (no matter how much we try to be) if you keep quiet and avoid the issues, you can't be surprised if they think everything is fine with you...