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Well you just do your thing and if you're doing the right thing you will grow in a way that it can't be ignored by the other party to a point that they will either follow you or fall away.

How would you classify the different drugs in the spiral dynamic ? For me it would be : Alcohol : red, it renders you vers gross and animalistic, you will become violent, seeking to fight and hurt your life stupidly Blue : anti-depressants, it dulls you down and renders you incapable from breaking free of your beliefs Orange : coicaïne, it speeds you up, peaks your desires for the materialistic goals such as money and sex Green : cannabis, the green communities seem fond of it, maybe it makes you rethink certain things about the society Yellow : LSD, it gives you multiple perspectives on your problems and changes the pace of your being Turquoise : 5-meo-DMT, blows your current limitations and introduces you to a higher self

If you're interested in Sadhguru's hatha yoga I recommend you start with Sadhguru's Angamardana, this practice is more oriented toward physical well being, health, power and a little less toward spirituality but it is very powerful, your body will evolve very fast and it will prepare you for more spiritualy leaned hatha yoga, I can vouch for it. After 6+ months of daily practice you can switch to Surya Kryia or Yogasanas. You should be able to find a course near you depending on where you live by finding an independant Isha yoga teacher, there is a repository of them if you search on google. Of course you can also stack the practices, each of them can last up to 60+ minutes. In the meantime you can learn Upa Yoga by yourself it's good too especially Yoga Namaskar which is quite spiritual. I also do the neck practice from Upa yoga despite me having other hatha yoga practices, that way I don't have to go to a chiropractor for neck adjustement.

I think Sadhguru is white, when you really see his being he appears white like a sun. But even that is a projection of the ego he's really nothing that's why he talks so much about nohtingness, you can transcend this all at once if you embrace nothingness, black. So what comes after white is black basically, it all starts at black and ends at black, full circle.

It's good that you understand that spirituality is included in the general life. What I find funny however with this video or Benthino Massaro is when they say that these spiritual speeches and technics are inefficient ideologies and they need to be dropped. He doesn't realize that it's thank to them that he was able to build a kernel of strength and clarity from which he was able to grow to speak like he does in the video. He thinks he has transcended the limitations of the spiritual ideology but there never was it's just tools that enligthened masters use to guide minds. Sadhguru is all about living powerfully, having a powerful mind and body through hatha yoga and kryia yoga. In fact Sadhguru is not even about that, his way is the synthesis of all the ways that's why he's becoming so big.

This really makes me wonder, what are we really after by doing this sort of things ? I came to the understanding that I am looking to get into a singularity of consciousness, a realization that will settle me for the rest of eternity. To me drug induced experiences, vantage points or insights are worth nothing because on the moment they seem like that's it but then life and the grinding and struggle continues. One is still in the samsara after those basically. To sustain an experience one would have to relearn how to do everything, that would only be doable for a fixed way of life like that of a monk. But even that is not it, this experience needs to be worth sustaining and so worth that it doesn't contain any doubt or boredom or impurity that would lead to it going back to samsara, an eternally stable state of consciousness basically. But how to get there and why can't I get there right here right now I am missing something...

@Leo GuraI wouldn't fall for this trap. You don't need a firewall, if you encompass Trump in your consciousness you can deal with with him out of your intelligence in relaxation, why do you need a firewall which is just a resistance to a facet of the self ? Why do you say that we'll see who will win in 2020, who cares ? He already won in 2016. You can draw a line for yourself if you wish, that's fine if you're aware of it. I was just being surprised that you're fine with it when the whole point of this work is to transcend all the lines. Even if you're aware of the line it's still a line that you can't cross freely and who knows how it will evolve or metastase. I watch this with a external eye since I'm not an american and I can tell you that to me all this societal Trump hate by media, green communities and so on seems really irrational to me, I don't understand why they really hate him with their guts, but they are insulting him, won't ever find something positive about him or his actions, do everything to impede him. Why would they do that, he's been elected through a democratic process, let's make the most out of it. I guess they are entranched in a certain worldview, set of beliefs and identifications and Trump is going against all that. And your social life probably revolves around a lot of green people and communities, your girlfriend maybe is green and you're being drawn into this social hate. Your belief in spiral dynamics also doesn't help because you think green is more advanced than orange so you think drawing this line is good because it secure you from falling back to orange but that's not how it works. At least I see it for myself, you can see it otherwise if you wish.

During this whole series I was debating how much you were driven by your own clarity and how much you were just serving your own political agenda. You revealed yourself with this post. In your last blog video after the 15 days retreat I noticed how you said you couldn't judge anymore : the nazis, the racists, the far right and so on you cited them all but the name of the person that you resent deep down. In all the forum posts where the orange people try to challenge the claim of upward evolution (orange < green), that by the way you never bothered to back so far, you go on saying that they are just resisting and should contemplate and imbibe instead, if they want to climb to the next stage. But you can't contemplate and imbibe Trump it looks like, even though you think you're so much more evolved than him. You wouldn't use such demeaning terms on a full red person even. Relevant video :

Yes join the army or even better an ashram.

It triggered you pretty bad, I don't think an entirely arbitrary system would you like that.

Blazed and Robert you should watch the video on the hyenas and the mantaray that Leo made some time ago. Also if one of you is trolling on purpose you should reflect on why you are not ashamed of doing so in such a place.

Sadhguru is probably the one enlightened being that has the highest probability of bringing you to self realization and long lasting transformation and empowerement. I am still waiting for Leo to show what he attained during this month but so far I am far from convinced that psychedelics are the way to go.

I know of a group of people in Europe that aim to have the biggest positive impact. They seek like minded people and sound very much like you. I think you should check them out and apply to join them because they've already started what you want to do. Check out Athenewins on twitch or youtube.

Don't take the route of philosophy it's just your lazy part that is trying to trick you. Philosophy won't get you anywhere spiritually it will just cloud your awarness. Just work toward your financial goal and do that 'real' yoga Leo talked about everyday along the way, I believe you can allocate 1 hour a day for your ultimate well being, yes ? In a few years you will be in a tremendous place.

That's even more than fine, if you genuinely don't care about having a girlfriend it means you are getting quite advanced. You can be alone without being lonely which is definitely advanced. Also for instance Leo is always fearful of having to renounce sex when faced with existential death, this is a problem that you already surpassed. It's like people fighting obesity or smoking or drinking, if you never had such addiction then no problem for you, you can move on.

The answer is in your question, if you are so fullfilled and at peace what are you doing here asking questions ? What answer are you hoping for ? Live your life according to your own clarity ! You can do whatever you want, just see the consequences of your actions. If you quit your current situation what are you going to do next ? If you settle into lazyness at the cost of your 'low consciousness family' will come a time when they will put your 'inner peace' at test, so you better be sure that you are not fooling yourself, but the entire point of this thread is that you are not sure hence the dissonance you're experiencing. Anyway your life keeps going, so why not go out in the world and live your life ? You can find yourself a job and live by yourself, you can become a beggar and meditate all day long, you can join a high consciousness community and impact the world with them, etc. Or you can take no decision at all and stay in your current situation until reality forces you to move.

I am a little worried as he wasn't supposed to upload anything for 30 days but ended up uploading anyway which is a sign of struggling on his part. After doing a lot of psychedelics the consciousness becomes overdriven and unstable and that's not necessarily good for growth because as he said he wasn't able to accept the existential death because it came from the angle of intense suffering. However I am attentively looking as to where 5meoDMT will take him. Apparently Martin Balls managed to attain to a settled state of enlightenment through 5meoDMT but the downside is that he only talks about 5meoDMT, I don't see him sharing wisdom and insights on various aspects of life like Sadhguru does.

You used this video as a releasing mechanism to lower the pressure on your ego, which is counter productive or necessary. In the video you're not really talking to the watcher but to yourself, it's a form of a dialogue with yourself as if you talked to yourself in thoughts. You having to share these insights is just a pretense, it's your ego. You said that you would go silent for 30 days but you had to release the pressure by doing this. If you manage to stay in the unbearableness for an extended period of time you will get through. Regarding the whole love thing, you played a trick on yourself to stop facing the unbearable seemingly eternal pain, that's why you didn't get to the inflexion point. Of course experiencing some love channeled through memories won't have the same impact as being able to accept eternal infinite suffering which would free you from the fear of suffering permanently. And you can't accept eternal infinite suffering the way you faced it, how could you ? You need to reach the right alignement within yourself that will allow you to do so. Then to be enlightened means that you are able to stay in this right alignement in ever more circumstances, as if it was a skill to train. Also are you interested in chasing an experience or building a ladder towards ultimate enlightenment ? Drop you interest in this inflexion point just keep fighting the greater jihad, it's your only business. Your psychedelic trips mean nothing. This inflexion point, this love that you channeled they come from the memories of your previous trips, so it was actually noisy mind that generated expectations and lies. Just stay in what is actual, expectations coming from memories are not actual. And when you try to rationalize about how you already got through many times all I see is an ego trying to show off. What I see is that you still aren't settled so who knows if those experiences are worth any value. It seems to me that they are just noisy memories that keep you from staying in what is actual when it matters the most. Yes this is me talking to myself, let us meet already...

There is a video that I can't watch because of "confidentiality parameters" on the last blog entry. I wasn't aware that he was doing a Hawai retreat again, does anyone have more info on what happened to Leo, he is reconsidering how to proceed in life apparently.

Yeah I tried Chrome and it worked. It's incredible this time he really made progress, before I would find him a somewhate confused and jittery after trying chaotically all these different psychedelics and practices, but here he is very concise, clear. I wonder what it will take to get to ultimate enlightenment, the one that settles you for the rest of eternity. If Leo you read this, what do you think of a method of administration that would keep the brain level of 5-meo-dmt constant for a certain period of time like an hour or two ? Like with a drip or adderall instant release vs extended release. You could keep going deeper and deeper not day after day but moment after moment until your reach the ultimate. Because now the problem is you inject analy once, the 5-meo-dmt will peak and then immediately starts to receed. The rate of release should be the same as the rate of catabolism so the level of 5meo remains constant in the brain. With extended release you would basically be free to explore until you reach the ultimate...

I don't know why but all the videos on the blog are disabled for me. Thanks for your answer, I wonder if he took psychedelics or if it happened without them. I'm also concerned because he's doing all these different random technics and psychedelics, he may lose balance at some point and freak out.

But what happened to him exactly ?