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If this is OK, then Trump is well... I don't know what to say really.

I had an insight these past days. I asked God long time ago, before knowing about non duality that I wanted to be "saved". I was really desperately seeking for some peace in my soul. At that moment I didn't even knew that the "separated soul" didn't exist, that only the spirit of God exists and that he is reality. I was blind. I remember praying and asking a lot to him to send me the "holy ghost" to baptize me with the holy ghost, because I was looking so much that I read that those who are baptized by the holy ghost were the only ones who will be saved. I asked so much that I got it. But I didn't know until now. First I had an epiphany, very strong epiphany with a vision too. I saw everything like always but it was different. The same thing but with a different perception from me, I saw that everything was alive. Nothing was dead, the trees were alive, the buildings and the entire planet were alive. Or are alive, to say it better. They are alive, everything is alive. And I just knew it, then I felt a love in my heart that was so pure like I never felt anything like that before. It made me want to kneel on the floor and pray to the whole consciousness/universe. I felt love for everyone, it was so strong that I can't describe it with words. And it was so pure, without any purpose or interest, it was there because that's what it is, just love. But then, one day when I was falling asleep I felt like a panic, like if I were going to die. And just NOW I realized that God was going to give me enlightenment (I know I am talking from a dualistic POV, it was all me). I only had to cross that black void or tunnel and let my ego die to get enlightenment, but I was so terrorized that I went in panic, I woke up yelling like if I saw the devil. But curiously it was me who was the Devil and I was scared of God, OMG!!! What an idiot!!! God wanted to show me that I wasn't prepared for enlightenment. I feel sad now because I wasn't prepared to receive God at that moment, I didn't even know what was that, I thought that I was having a panic attack or some mental issue. I just wanted to share this with you. Blessings!

I want one of those! LOL

Thanks @Raptorsin7 !!! I appreciate that! :-)

@Anna1

@Anna1 Got you. Thanks!

@Anna1 Does he use it in the sense of the limited consciousness or does it have any other meaning for him?

So powerful, consciousness is an appearance in the Absolute.

@Adam M Thank you! I will take a look at your video. You have a nice youtube channel. Thanks again!

Where do you have it?

@Adam M Thank you!

@Ibn Sina Thanks. You made my day. It's weird that "society" catalogues all those treats as bad, right? But that's for another post. I don't want to change the topic on this one. Thanks again for posting your question, really interesting topic. I think we must be in a similar "wave" because I am also looking to meditate while doing other things. I will search on the internet and I will share more info here, for others that could be interested too.

Ok, according to me you have to put your attention on any object. What I do when I am working for example, that there's a lot of objects that I have to handle is I try to be the more aware I can of what I am doing, like being completely mindful on my task and trying to not be distracted from other things, like going to a website, or internet, or trying to do several things at one time... I am not sure if that is meditation, but I think it is... let's see what others have to say about this topic. I wanna learn too.

I went to a Zen place and we used to practice walking meditation. You can meditate the whole day if you can. There's not a position or anything that you have to be to meditate. There's some people who meditate using an object as a point of attention, like a candle for example. If you train your mind to meditate the whole day, you will be able to do it while doing anything. But that requires hard work and mastery. I'm actually trying to meditate the whole time, but I forgot. When I forgot I draw my attention again to anything I am doing and that's meditation. I do it while at work, while walking any time... it's hard, but it's possible to do. IMO.

This topic is very very helpful. And eye-opening.

@SoonHei

@SoonHei Exactly, because there's only YOU.

Because he is holding a belief... he won't accept truth.

I also make that question to myself. But, I would say that the true self normally is like a soft voice or in reality not a voice at all. It's like an intuition, like a knowing that is fast and it comes altogether like an insight, a flash. And the ego is more the voice that is in our heads that talks and talks, like when you are thinking "Should I go to the supermarket now or later" It's more like a conversation with yourself. That's in my experience...

Thanks for that! ☺

Yes, that's correct. I did the same mistake in the beginning. Now I feel the emotions and depending on the situation I act or not, but is not being repressed as before. Great insight.

This is a good idea, RAISE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS BY BEING INSULTED!!! Motherf*cker be your name, and the daily insult give it to us today and forgive us when we don't insult enough our neighbors Lol

Hahaha that's makes me feel better. I'm not the only one hehehe...