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I am schizophrenic

Nisargadatta says that his teacher told him to be aware, but it seems to work differently depending on the person, their experiences... Right now I think we have to keep being aware and hope for the best... Lol

Got it, thanks!

Ok... so "live" is also a concept... right?

Thanks!!!!

I am truly afraid of my self, once I saw myself and I went nuts. The fear was terrible, but at that moment I didn't know. I thought I was crazy. Now that I understand, I would like to have that experience again, but Is not happening. There's no "I" but ... I don't know... not sure what to do anymore. Just live probably... and wait... in silence... no thoughts, no expectations...

I read long time ago that the Inca society lived in a kind of socialist or anarchist system but I never could study well what they were talking about. I will find out and I post what I find here. This is a document I found now with a quick google search. WAS THE INCA EMPIRE A SOCIALIST STATE? A HISTORICAL DISCUSSION I put a link here to the document, I wanted to copy some parts of the pdf but it messes up the text... I think is interesting what the Incas had as a system for living in community, of course it must have their problems, I am not saying that it was perfect, but... is interesting anyway... https://www.eiu.edu/historia/Harris.pdf

Yeah, totally! Lol... Anyone who have to go to war for any reason, those abilities will be highly valuable. They are crazy, but needed sometimes. Who knows? And about the videos, I found a 10 hours endless zoom video, non stop. Seems like a Salvador Dali painting with no end...

@Marten Crazy, but also a great experience. And about what happened that I stayed awake... I was like crazy looking for awakening hehehe... and it seems that I hit something that it gave so much energy (I don't know, maybe a higher state of consciousness) that I was like those days I didn't feel to sleep. I thought I was superman hahaha... but then reality hit me and I lose control of my thoughts, I was overworking... it was crazy but I learnt the lesson. Our bodies need to sleep and rest. Unless we are in a special circumstance, in that case it is helpful to know the limits of the body.

@Marten OMG, crazy! 90 hours awake!!! That's nuts! Lol... I was like 2 days without sleeping and I had a psychotic episode I ended in the hospital. Good to know you are OK. Great experience indeed!

https://deepdreamgenerator.com/#tools

The first time that I saw those videos was in Reddit but I didn't have any idea how they did it. This was the video I saw. Those other videos are amazing and addictive Lol

No

@DrewNows @Galyna We'll do it tomorrow. We have to think about a name, the nameless thread, or the thread with no purpose... the only problem is if that kind of thread is against the forum guidelines. Conversational thread? Lol I can find out with a moderator!

@Galyna @DrewNows A thread about astrology

Lol... we need a thread to talk about whatever hehehe... Maybe a non existent thread or something like that. The nothingness thread... where topics change all the time. Maybe @DrewNows agrees about that...

@Galyna

I agree. Let's go back to shooting ourselves in the head to become awakened Lol

Probably that was my problem too! Right now is getting interesting. Im reading page 247, he talks about how we create feelings. I never thought about that... I am investigating that because "my" feelings are getting out of control Lol...

That's a great analogy. I love it. Very true... Awesome. I began reading it long time ago and I stopped, I didn't want to reading it. Now I began to read it again and I am finding new things and more interest in what he says... Not sure why I stopped reading it in the first time. It's so eye opening... I think I wasn't ready to read it before... I hope I am now.

@Nahm Awesome!

True. The big problem here is the ego or the idea of someone separated from reality. When that "disappears" there's no right or wrong.

Peter Ralston book, "The Book of Not Knowing" is pretty good to unveil those thoughts, ideas and concepts. I am reading it, very eye opening.

Well done or medium rare?

SMH