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Ugh!!! Lol... I'll do that. I read about it also from Charles Dickens, he used to say the same thing. But he said that you have to eat the frog!!! Lol

Thanks James! This helps me a lot! Appreciated!

@dimitri @Galyna Cool thanks!!!

Jed McKenna? Or Terence McKenna? The damnedest thing, right?

Got you... I always knew that. But people keep saying "thoughts just appear"... they have a purpose, and it is us (me) who are (is) creating it for the ego mind. Right?

I know... I am going to read it once from beginning to end and then I will go back to it and read it more carefully. And that is going to be a book I will have to read again every time, is like the Bible.

Thoughts come from awareness? Ok, I have to find out by myself... I know... my ego is anxious

I have it in my nightstand hehehe... I stopped it a little bit to read "The Book of Not Knowing" that I mentioned you the other day. I am like at halfway of it... I will continue with I am That when I finish the Peter Ralston's one.

I know! I know I am in my thoughts right now. I will try to get the ego bored too!

I will try it tonight, I let you know.

Because when I talk to myself, when I think "I have to do this or that".. who is saying it? Is it GOD? Well... I am God, because there's no other thing than GOD.

@Galyna 3 years maybe!!! Look what Nisargadatta said: https://integralyogamagazine.org/nisargadatta-s-story/

I am schizophrenic

Nisargadatta says that his teacher told him to be aware, but it seems to work differently depending on the person, their experiences... Right now I think we have to keep being aware and hope for the best... Lol

Got it, thanks!

Ok... so "live" is also a concept... right?

Thanks!!!!

I am truly afraid of my self, once I saw myself and I went nuts. The fear was terrible, but at that moment I didn't know. I thought I was crazy. Now that I understand, I would like to have that experience again, but Is not happening. There's no "I" but ... I don't know... not sure what to do anymore. Just live probably... and wait... in silence... no thoughts, no expectations...

I read long time ago that the Inca society lived in a kind of socialist or anarchist system but I never could study well what they were talking about. I will find out and I post what I find here. This is a document I found now with a quick google search. WAS THE INCA EMPIRE A SOCIALIST STATE? A HISTORICAL DISCUSSION I put a link here to the document, I wanted to copy some parts of the pdf but it messes up the text... I think is interesting what the Incas had as a system for living in community, of course it must have their problems, I am not saying that it was perfect, but... is interesting anyway... https://www.eiu.edu/historia/Harris.pdf

Yeah, totally! Lol... Anyone who have to go to war for any reason, those abilities will be highly valuable. They are crazy, but needed sometimes. Who knows? And about the videos, I found a 10 hours endless zoom video, non stop. Seems like a Salvador Dali painting with no end...

@Marten Crazy, but also a great experience. And about what happened that I stayed awake... I was like crazy looking for awakening hehehe... and it seems that I hit something that it gave so much energy (I don't know, maybe a higher state of consciousness) that I was like those days I didn't feel to sleep. I thought I was superman hahaha... but then reality hit me and I lose control of my thoughts, I was overworking... it was crazy but I learnt the lesson. Our bodies need to sleep and rest. Unless we are in a special circumstance, in that case it is helpful to know the limits of the body.

@Marten OMG, crazy! 90 hours awake!!! That's nuts! Lol... I was like 2 days without sleeping and I had a psychotic episode I ended in the hospital. Good to know you are OK. Great experience indeed!

https://deepdreamgenerator.com/#tools

The first time that I saw those videos was in Reddit but I didn't have any idea how they did it. This was the video I saw. Those other videos are amazing and addictive Lol

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