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  1. It's better to go to and do the mindfulness meditation to see the reality and find it by ourselves, right? Just saying.
  2. @WickedIrish you can check it here, I posted it in the forum, at the moment I thought it was my mind. Now I see clearly it wasn't
  3. @WickedIrish something similar happened to me, I felt I was connected to everyone. I saw everything more clearly, brighter. I remember I said, I was "dead" now I am really "alive". It's beautiful. Good!!
  4. @Ayla thanks again, I will do that on my next meditation.
  5. @Pinocchio thanks , yes it very subtle. Like a small voice. @Ayla The seer is my true self but I still don't see it like that, I see it as someone who is not me. Like bigger than me, and I am still blind on the cage of the ego. Is difficult to choose the right words to explain it.
  6. @Ayla I tend to see that something like separated and the ego like myself. I think I need more self inquiry meditation.
  7. @Pinocchio I think, then I exist... Lol I see your point. Someone told me long time ago, when I was beginning to meditate that the things I see on my thoughts and the mind chatter was the ego, and the real self was more like a feeling, not words. That was like more than 20 years ago, and I am still not sure when is my real self telling me something and when it is just my ego.
  8. @Pinocchio I think I saw it. Or better said, felt it...
  9. @Pinocchio probably my ego... I'm really not that sure. Sometimes I fear about that. But because I know everything is not under my control I accept whatever it comes. I think with practice and experience fear will go away.
  10. I passed that part and almost ended crazy, so I know. Im pretty sure I will not make that mistake.
  11. That's why is convenient to make mindful meditation, where you focus on the reality not on your mind, etc. Not sure, just wishful thinking...

  12. Do You Read News?

    abrakamowse replied to a e l i's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Choks Those websites that you posted, awesome! Many thanks.
  13. Sometimes when I am in deep meditation I don't feel my body and nothing, or maybe I think I don't.
  14. I don't know...
  15. Thanks!!!! @Natasha @Pierre and @TruthSeeker it helped me to understand better what to do! Many thanks again!

  16. Grace's Whisper

    abrakamowse replied to Ayla's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    @Ayla I know!
  17. @Sen Thanks! I wasn't sure about the difference between awakening and enlightenment, now I know. Thanks!!!

  18. Grace's Whisper

    abrakamowse replied to Ayla's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Ok Ayla, I want to tell you how you helped me. I was always a big admirer of Christ, and still am. I began to meditate as a teen, but then I stopped. And I always had conflicts about the view of Christianity by the church and my views. So, one day I considered that I could be wrong and I began to go to church, I began to believe everything they believe and I become a "Christian" so committed that I almost get divorced. I was on my way to convert me into a Bible thumper Lol. Then I left the church and I am coming back in circle to meditation, but I am still like with doubts. So, I am becoming more confident with the experience. So, I was at work and I went to the bathroom and I took a short break to ask to God (like I used to do before when I saw God as separated of us) I asked why the Bible is so distorted in their meanings? And I felt something clearly in my guts saying "you already know why". Anyway, because I am a bit stubborn, I asked him to show me something, to give me a hint more specific. That was when I came to the forum and I saw the first post you published. Where everything is explained, clearly as water but we can't see a simple truth. GOD is I AM
  19. After I began doing mindful meditation is like I don't need to fap anymore. I used to do if a bit frequently, now Im not needing it. Much better to have sex with your partner.
  20. @Sigma
  21. Is Leo Buddha???

  22. Grace's Whisper

    abrakamowse replied to Ayla's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I explain you what happened later.

  23. Grace's Whisper

    abrakamowse replied to Ayla's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    @Ayla !!! Thank you!!! You are awesome!!!

  24. My Path to Enlightenment

    abrakamowse replied to JKG's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    That's awesome, it gives me pointers to where to go with my meditation. I am actually trying not to conceptualize anything, but is really hard. Thanks for sharing!

  25. Do You Read News?

    abrakamowse replied to a e l i's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Very cool information, thanks all!