abrakamowse

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  1. @Kelley White It's a good thing you found an open minded therapist, Lol...
  2. @Kelley White You are very welcome, but @OWL deserves all the credit
  3. The end of our fake "us" and the beginning of our real "us"
  4. @Sarah_Flagg Cool, I'm doing that too... I am thinking into joining on a meditation program in NYC. Seems cool. http://triratna-nyc.org
  5. @ElenaO read this: http://www.health.com/health/gallery/0,,20707868,00.html
  6. @Sarah_Flagg do you meditate daily?
  7. It's better to go to and do the mindfulness meditation to see the reality and find it by ourselves, right? Just saying.
  8. @WickedIrish you can check it here, I posted it in the forum, at the moment I thought it was my mind. Now I see clearly it wasn't
  9. @WickedIrish something similar happened to me, I felt I was connected to everyone. I saw everything more clearly, brighter. I remember I said, I was "dead" now I am really "alive". It's beautiful. Good!!
  10. @Ayla thanks again, I will do that on my next meditation.
  11. @Pinocchio thanks , yes it very subtle. Like a small voice. @Ayla The seer is my true self but I still don't see it like that, I see it as someone who is not me. Like bigger than me, and I am still blind on the cage of the ego. Is difficult to choose the right words to explain it.
  12. @Ayla I tend to see that something like separated and the ego like myself. I think I need more self inquiry meditation.
  13. @Pinocchio I think, then I exist... Lol I see your point. Someone told me long time ago, when I was beginning to meditate that the things I see on my thoughts and the mind chatter was the ego, and the real self was more like a feeling, not words. That was like more than 20 years ago, and I am still not sure when is my real self telling me something and when it is just my ego.
  14. @Pinocchio I think I saw it. Or better said, felt it...
  15. @Pinocchio probably my ego... I'm really not that sure. Sometimes I fear about that. But because I know everything is not under my control I accept whatever it comes. I think with practice and experience fear will go away.
  16. I passed that part and almost ended crazy, so I know. Im pretty sure I will not make that mistake.
  17. That's why is convenient to make mindful meditation, where you focus on the reality not on your mind, etc. Not sure, just wishful thinking...
  18. @Choks Those websites that you posted, awesome! Many thanks.
  19. Sometimes when I am in deep meditation I don't feel my body and nothing, or maybe I think I don't.
  20. Thanks!!!! @Natasha @Pierre and @TruthSeeker it helped me to understand better what to do! Many thanks again!
  21. @Ayla I know!