abrakamowse

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  1. Oh my goodness! Thank you very much. Your words are so important to me. Today I woke up and I had that feeling that I am going crazy, now I know it is just a thought. It has no power, but I still feel fear. When I am sleeping I feel like if someone is programming my brain while sleeping.
  2. That's how you destroy your ego, observing it. Learn its ways and know it's full of bullshit.
  3. That's true @Ramu @jjer94 he's not saying "stop thinking", he says "observe your thinking"... know yourself. And conquer it.
  4. I have something to add
  5. Can you find out? Do you think thoughts are yours for sure? Sometimes I have crazy ideas that it doesn't seem to be mine, but maybe I am wrong.
  6. How will you grow up if you don't have any challenge? The darkness is actually created by our lack of knowledge.
  7. Let it be!
  8. @Neuroticon Ok, no problem. But can we chat altogether with private messages?
  9. @Anicko Good to know, thanks for sharing!
  10. Why do you think that thought is yours?
  11. @Neo I liked Eckhart Tolle The Power of Now, it is good if you are beginning to get into all new concepts. It clarified me a lot of things that happened to me and I didn't have idea what was it all about. hehehehe... I am walking the path since I was a kid without knowing it. Tolle helped me to stand on my own feet, now I am reading Mc Kenna. Everything has its purpose.
  12. I am reading Mc Kenna and he's awesome. And this thread is really helpful. It should be pinned on top of all threads.
  13. Very nice journal @Zotikos Thanks for sharing it!!!
  14. Yes @Water I had a nightmare in which I was without any identity. I didn’t have past, no future, no history and everything was completely black. There was nothing there but me. It happened not the whole dream, it wasn’t long, otherwise I would have died of a heart attack because it was so real for me. It happened at the moment I was about to get up, when I get up I never was so scared like that moment. I couldn’t think well. I forgot a lot of things, my wife called me a taxi and I decided to go to the hospital to see my psychiatrist (I was diagnosed with depression). And I was afraid of forgetting where I was going. I was in shock. At that time I didn’t know anything about meditation, or buddhism or anything. And it is now that knowing about others experiences that I understand that I was nothingness at that moment, but my mind wasn’t prepared for that. I will post about it on the journal section of the forum, probably this weekend.
  15. @Pinocchio Oh, I didn't know Damnedest was part of a trilogy, LOL... thanks! I will add that one too. :-P
  16. That's really good @Pinocchio I am reading Spiritual Enlightenment: Damnest Thing by Jed Mc Kenna too. I have to add that one to my "to read" list.
  17. Follow your heart
  18. The problem here is our perception of enlightenment, being enlightened doesn't mean you can't act or do anything. One enlightened person will go chanting, the other one will break his nose. It's irrelevant.