abrakamowse

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  1. @At awe It's super useful really hehehe...
  2. Because that is what Christians and Muslims understand about GOD. It's like the story of the men that are blind and they touch an elephant and everyone thinks a different thing about the elephant. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blind_men_and_an_elephant
  3. @seeking_brilliance Yes, that happens. All those details take time... but it looks good to me like that.
  4. @seeking_brilliance “A painting is never finished – it simply stops in interesting places” - Paul Gardner ?
  5. @seeking_brilliance 4 pages finally... now inking. :-P
  6. I was born in Uruguay, South America and I am actually living in New Jersey with my wife and our 9 year old daughter. I am 47 years old. I was always curious about the unknown. My grandfather was a priest of an adventist church and he was in the military too. He never talked to me too much about religion, he died when I was a kid. But I remember that when we went to have lunch at my grandparents home, he always prayed and he was very thankful to God. I didn’t understand at that moment, but I accepted all that like something natural. Even though my mother and father weren’t very religious. My father wasn’t much of a believer but I feel that he was curious too. My mother never talked about religion with me. But my father sparked my curiosity talking about stuff he thought about the bible. For example, I remember being like 6 years old and he told me that he thought that to make the animals fit on the Noah’s Ark, that should have been done with some kind of technology we didn’t know, because it was not possible to fit all them on the ark in their natural way, so maybe some more advanced beings helped Noah to get just the embryos (or other unknown technique) of the animals on the ark and then reproduce them some way. But this kind of things made me be very curious. We talked also about the pyramids and how they were created, and he told me in the bible there were descriptions made by Moises where some things he saw seemed very similar to the idea that we have now of UFO and Aliens. So, I was very curious about all that stuff, and about everything. Then my father died, he was diabetic. I was 16 when he died. I remember that I found a small bible on my high school that was given for free through the Gideons. And I took it home, it was the new testament and I read it all from the beginning to the end. Then, after many years my mother told me that I was all the time on the my bedroom laying on my bed reading the bible. Maybe that explains why I consider myself Christian, but I don’t share any belief with any official Christian Church. I am still looking for a Christian Church who tell the truth about Jesus. I liked a lot the things Jesus said, but for me it was weird to think that he died for our sins (in the way the catholic and protestant church view it), and that only by believing he is the messiah you will be saved. It was ridiculous, but at the same time the Bible was very clear in that point. At least what I understood at that moment, so I was a bit interested in Jesus but not sure if the Bible was true, or accurate. So, I had a friend who was going to a group were some people said they were “contacted” by aliens. The group was called Rama, it doesn’t exist now officially but I know there’s still people who meet and do meditation. The founder of the group was a Peruvian called Sixto Paz, he said he was contacted by Aliens and that he was on a mission to share their message. My friend invited me several times to go to some of those meetings, but I never accepted, because I didn’t know about the meditation they did. I only knew about the aliens stuff. And I didn’t want to know anything about Aliens, lol. But then he told me they did buddhist meditation, so I became interested about learning how to meditate. There I learned some meditation techniques but it was done in a manner that everyone gave their opinions about meditations, some knew, others not so much. So the meditations we did weren’t like the mindful meditation or the self-inquiry. No one that I heard of talked about no-self and concepts like that. So, it was useful for me because it introduced me to meditation, but it wasn’t really a deep kind of meditation to find your true self. They played a bit with mental stuff. One of the things I remember was the first days I was there, we did a relaxation practice to then begin to meditate. When we were meditating we were told to do think whatever came to our minds. But I thought the idea was to let your imagination go wild and then try to look a significance to it , hehehehe… it was not very well guided. They talked about your true self, they called it your “inner master”, and we made mental visualizations of that master and we asked him about things we wanted to know and we let that deep true self that we visualized to answer us. We really didn’t know what we were doing hehehe… so funny now that I think about it. In one of that meditative visualizations I saw a brigde. And in the other side of the bridge there was a native indian, looked like a shaman or something like that. I began to walk over the bridge, the bridge was made of wood and it was really in bad shape. It was like one of those bridges on the Indiana Jones movies. So, I was walking with difficulty because it was very high, it was like crossing a canyon and the bottom was really deep. And there were some missing parts on the bridge so I had to pay attention to every place I stepped on. And in that moment, I thought…. if this is just my imagination, why can’t I fly over the bridge and cross it more easily? So, I did that. I began to fly in my weird meditation and I was like flying between the canyon rocks, I felt like superman and suddenly a red light very strong appeared in front of me and everything went black. I asked to my “inner master” what was that? And I heard like someone saying that something bad was going to happen and I had to defeat. And this is all for today, my story is a bit long, so I will be posting more tomorrow. All this I said has to do with the next chapter of my boring life hahahaha… Thanks for reading.
  7. Looking good! ??????
  8. God is pure existence. It’s what it is right now at this moment.
  9. I finished all the pages already, I will uploaded them tonight. It will be 4 pages... if I remember correctly. I have a terrible memory hahaha... and I finished them yesterday. Not sure if I did it in 3 or 4 pages... I will post them later!!! Then I have to ink and color them...
  10. @Muhammad Jawad I think what you and @ivankiss experienced helped me understand a lot of things. And it will help others as well... Thanks a lot for your postings, very much appreciated! :-)
  11. @Muhammad Jawad thanks for sharing! That was awesome and I find it very similar to what @ivankiss wrote in a post some days ago. Nice!!! this was his post in case you didn't read it
  12. He needs to go to jail... he's a dangerous person... same treatment as Al Capone for tRump.
  13. It’s crazy. The good thing is with all this mess they will be fighting against each other. But Giuliani also deserve some kind of punishment for all his lying and craziness. Let’s see what happens ?
  14. Row row row your boat, gently down the stream, merrily, merrily, merrily... TA DA!!!!