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Listmuse.com , go to Nonfiction section and it has several different categories like Economics, Political Science, Anarchist/Communist/Socialist, Environmental/Activism/Social Activism, Sociology, History, etc. It has a regions section too for specific regions- Africa, Asia, Europe, Middle East, Latin America, etc. I think it’s based heavily on Noam Chomsky’s readings as well.

Shooting someone in the face = hugging someone. Nuking the entire planet and killing everything = Healing and uplifting the entire planet, healing and uplifting everything The rabid dog about to bite my dick off = the cute, happy tail wagging dog Feeding homeless people at soup kitchen = dumping soup on the floor and beating them up etc. The more I’ve gotten into consciousness work, the deeper my selflessness /love /acceptance for everything in reality and existence has become. If it happens, if its existence and reality it gets my selflessness and love and acceptance. I love everything now. Not just what’s good for human being survival, human POV.

@LaucherJunge I am gonna live to reduce suffering /live compassionately, lol. I’m not actually gonna run around and start shooting people or something. the point is, is now I don’t care if I don’t. Either way is fine

Hey guys, I was doing some journaling and I had some mind blowing and uplifting insights and realizations about happiness, life in general, coming up with this happiness test thing. Let me know what you think. Happiness Test- - Every single day is a test, from when you get up to when you go to bed, this test is given every day to everyone whether you know it or not - it's the happiness test - The test is mainly how much can you be still, do nothing, live a slow pace, do minimalism and just exist and be, while staying happy - 99.99 % of people get F’s on this test every single day, they can’t sit still for 30 fucking seconds ! - Practices for the test are consciousness work (meditation, psychedelics, yoga), if you don’t practice expect to get a low score every time . Not doing consciousness work is like showing up for the happiness test every day, without doing any studying or practices for it. What a disaster that will be! - The point of your life is to do as well as possible on the test every day, getting better and better - If there are things blocking you up from not practicing, then you need to clear those 1st (Financial independence, addictions, problems you have, etc.) Go solve those 1st and don't bother with any of this yet. (This is kind of where I am now, I'm 20 years old and I'm trying to start my life purpose /business and fix some addictions I have that are killing my ability to meditate and be more conscious, but nevertheless I thought about this test and came up with it) - If you are not practicing, or not even aware of the test, you’ll 100% not be happy, so don’t expect yourself to be unless you’re doing this - To be truly happy, you must give up on being happy, burn the idea of happiness to the ground through not expecting yourself to be happy doing anything (What a mind fuck) - This can brutally simplify your life and put you at ease - look, all you have to do every day is take the happiness test, or work towards being able to take it. Nothing else really matters. This also is a mind blowing insight, because you can clearly see how no material action - whether it be my life purpose when I’m in my higher self, or eating too much junk food in my lower self - both of these are meaningless when it comes to happiness. So you kind of release yourself from expecting to be happy from anything you do. Holy fuck, that is a liberating feeling. - An A+ would be sitting in a chair all day, smiling and laughing to yourself doing nothing. An F would be running around all day and not stopping for 30 seconds to do nothing (99.99% of people). This really is a huge mind fuck, really think about what this means - this means the best possible life is no life!!! What a mind fuck, Lol! Here you are, you are given all these desires, these cravings, these drives, these abilities to do things, all this stuff to do as a human being- but the key this entire time, was to give them all up and not bother with them!!! (In moderation of course, otherwise you’d be dead). Lol! Lol I can’t stop laughing!!! What a trick!!! What a fucking trick. Well I see past your trick now reality!!!! Lol I can’t stop laughing!! That's just a stream of thoughts I wrote down that I thought would be interesting, let me know what y'all think , and thank you Leo and Actualized.org. None of this would have been possible without your guidance to steer me in this direction

Has anyone else found that being on your life purpose has dramatically impacted other areas of your life? Since I've been consistently working on my purpose: - Much less resistance towards eating healthy - Much less resistance towards going to gym - Meditation sessions more peaceful - Less social awkwardness/anxiety / more confidence in general - More carefree (I used to tend to overthink and worry about my life a lot, but now I kind of just glide) - More optimistic (I used to be very pessimistic and a bit misanthropic about society and the world) - Less judgmental of people/More compassion (I still judge but not nearly as much as I used to) And that's just a few things. It really is incredible.