Aakash

I want to change the way people see the world. I want them to see it as a magical place where it’s actually their imagination that is the boundary of limitations. The way I think this possible is to get with people who are able to complexly think about the worlds issues and find a solution to them. In-spirit-ation. I want people to understand that it’s only by dipping into the realms of impossible that we ever see what is possible. I want people to aim higher with what they could do with their lives. Like bro I imagined one day I will know if it’s god or atoms that made the world and here I am with an answer. I don’t need anyone’s permission, but I want to do it from my best place and thens when I’ve understood deeply about the universe. So I sit idolly and wait for the answer via the practices but it means i can not plan. If I plan now it means it won’t be marvellous design. But if it is not my duty when If I became enlightened. Then I would know this was out of ego and pure intention to Be someone. And it’s simple really I guess I want it to be picture perfect. it has to be to let people know everyone has it in them to be a Gandhi, a Jesus, a Martin Luther King. It don’t matter who you are, so I asked myself. What’s the hardest thing anyone can do in their life ?, the hardest thing is change the world. It wasn’t ego at first, it turned corrupted when I was told it’s not possible by my friends, by the people around me.

@ColdFacts thank you for making my day. I’m going to hide my post now! Just cause you wrote that

@Leo Gura yeah I figured it wasn’t going to sit well with you. I understand, I’m sorry. I just thought I’d get it in while the forums in it’s early days, and the people around know it’s a joke. It’s like I told you a couple months back, you opened Pandora’s box. But i promise it’s out of my system! I had a good laugh. I won’t say it again.

If we’re going into this seriously do you really care that there are people or even enlightened people like mooji doing this. The path is long and hard and expectations are high. Within a 10 hour retreat with mooji who’s trying to transfer god consciousness over to you, it’s simply not doable by all. Do corners are cut

I’m just saying the other article post was allegation claims, these are proof claims with evidence of screaming. I re-read what I wrote and sounded a bit too serious with my words. I’m literally just saying

Yup those were allegations, this is proof with witnesses @Leo Gura 30 dollar booklist 250 dollar course when are you going to add ego exorcisms to the mix, ???

You know what I love about enlightened people, is that when they get into arguments with another enlightened person. They can analyse a single sentence and write minimum two paragraphs then next response will be 10 paragraphs to the two paragraphs. Then the most amazing thing is both parties still follow what is being said. But it always ends at “I don’t not have a belief system” as they have both have experienced enlightenment so the argument never reaches a conclusion lol. #loveit

I see, but no matter what way you put it, the truth has to be an integrated part of the change for an overall better understanding by others. but at the same time it can only be right to segment truth into its own independent field outside of anything happening in the physical planes. And only people whom are aware at all times can teach it like you. I am not capable as I have not and will make remarks that are incorrect. Automatically demonising others. Simply put, it’s not possible to do it from a position of love from the ego.

Yeah I don’t want to go to war if there is no need to and I’m doing it for a point of ego. I once as a child was naive to believe it possible and over time the vision has become corrupted and hijacked by my ego. There was a time when it was genuine out of pure love for the world. As I grew older I unconsciously demonised as we all do and has left it’s mark. So I would like to know whether it is okay for me to go to change things, now it’s been corrupt, it’s true that I have a more nuanced approach with things now and therefore has caused me confusion such as do I first need to be enlightened before I can cause change

Very true but isn’t there such thing as desiring change from a position of ego and one from a position of love. Changing something because you hate/ demonise something compared to changing something because you love it so much. If this is the case, then I think it’s only possible for true change to occur once you have experienced the truth. Demonising the other side won’t be in your viewpoint

True, so here’s what I can’t fathom, If enlightenment as you said is not about the person becoming enlightened and simply means truth itself to me that means accepting everything so do you want to change how things are going on?

So the truth itself is perfection it’s just about being fine with it ? Your telling me, there is no war you want to face and secondly what is the nuanced of this, that makes what I say so general ?

@winterknight is there a war to fight ? Any war, the war on drugs, the war on non enlightened people (just using it as a phrase, I looked at your last video and gained a great insight), the war against poverty

Thanks this post made me smile and laugh joyfully

Why is it that knowing something is a concept, not enough to stop you thinking about something traumatic that happened. So for example, if I do inner psychology work and get to the root of the problem and understand it as conceptually wrong. Why does it not instantly get rid of it ? I feel like if I work on it practically then I’m giving power to the traumatic experience to then get over it. So at first I thought if I conceptually understood it, it would vanish. But this doesn’t seem the case I don’t want to do something motivated by an experience I went through that was not me anyway. Note: I say traumatic experience but it was just something really personal, that felt traumatic.

Okay I was just projecting there lol, I wasn’t serious but it was a nice ego thought.

Seriously if it’s self actulisation like I thought before I would honestly suppress everything and aim to be the most devilish top dog I can be ?, I’m starting to think what Leo said is true I like being finite and restricted because of the people next to me lol! Sounds solid- never think about self AAAAActualisation work ever again, suppress it and become king of the jungle and take the moral high ground. Say to everyone else come challenge me if you want. I will destroy you, you duality fuck. Ahaha never to question my psychology ever again ahaha Imagining the lifestyle feels good.

But you know I can sense it in me that by unlocking my identification thoughts instead of surpressing them that I’m dwelling in a limbo too long unable to make any decisions/ actions in my life. Noticeably I unravelled more than I knew by doing self actualised work and therefore took longer than just surpressing it and moving on. This includes the time spent trying to understand it conceptually. I think for reaching objective goals it’s easier to lock it up And therefore compound it in your subconscious as to Persue social goals immediately. Now that I’ve understood this,

So essentially the change causes you to change your identification to the new changes and that fear gets forced into your subconscious once again. Whilst when your conscious of it , it’s affecting your thoughts and emotions in the moment. Yeah the feeling of anxiousness around not having the physique. I’m also not talking about the girl and gym.

Yeah your right , I do but let’s say hypothetically , I took a mentally strong approach I grinded out the gym long enough to get some muscles that girls like and I gain more confidence in the process, so now I am not thinking about the stage mentally I was in before. This thinking is gone , does the fear of needing to go gym to get girls still remain underneath in denial or has it gone because I was mentally tough and grinded without liking actually going to the gym?

Thank you all for your responses, much to think about; I have one more noticeable question and that is: in this day and age the average response to dealing with something mental experiences and thought stories - is to “move on and forget about it” this will require you to take a mentally strong approach. Meaning it’s an automatic suppression. To bury it deep down and forget it forever. This is why society rewards people who are mentally strong. However my question is: is this a method of denial? Rather than spending years on the root problem. We continue to define and justify ourselves via our thought stories, I.e I just went through this and this is why I am who I am. This denial is the action of going to the gym after you realise you are too skinny to get girls or must grind daily like to make money. These “mentally strong” ideas that people pick up from self help books to sort out issues. Are these just forms of denials and living a life of unresolved issues after looking at your responses I would rephrase it to, does perceiving yourself as mentally strong and grinding to get to something at all outcomes a denial because the energy of that trauma or emotions is still stuck in your body?

@winterknight yeah i never thought of it like that. I think it is time for me to do psychoanalytics. I’ll come ask you about it another day when I have money for three sessions a week or so thank you.

@Nahm sounds like you hit the nail on the head, I don’t want to do something out of proving that it’s possible or to make people think I’m actually a smart person. After all this enlightenment work that I’ve done (even if it’s been under par) I just want to do something because I want to, but I feel psychologically trapped. I think this is a new day for me, I feel like an idiot for being unconscious so long that I even have these problems. But I only feel I could ever find what I love doing after spiritual work but I could never force myself to do something I like out of sheer survival. Which is why I don’t want to spend 20 years trying to prove something that is wrong because it’s ingrained into my psychology

I’ll give another one: I feel like I’ve let down my parents constantly with the grades I’ve got because I don’t really work hard. So I try to strive to become rich so that when other parents look they won’t see my parents parenting as wasted efforts. Let’s face it, becoming conscious of enlightenment doesn’t count for anything to other parents. They only care about material wealth and job titles at this point in time. So It’s so deeply ingrained in me to become successful and do something amazing so nobody looks at the family and say that my parents spoiled me and I didn’t make anything out of myself. Emotional Side rant defending myself; pssst like they know how complex it is to think about enlightenment and that’s why their kids are able to live normal lifestyles.

@winterknight your right, I can’t argue with that. If I’m being honest, it’s quite bad now that I think about it, but I think I unconsciously took inspiration from Leo reading thousands of books and it seeming like he sorted out his psychology. Which now i understand is kinda stupid but it was reinforced by the fact there are so many enlightened people on here!!!! And I bet none of them went to psychologists, (except you) so it means that it WAS possible to do it through reading books etc.