Aakash

@tsuki THANK YOU EXACTLY! YOUR SO CLEVER THESE SAINTS YOU KEEP MENTIONING ARE SO TRUE but did buddah say this himself ? or did his followers say it for him when they passed on the ancient text?

LOOOL i'll relax, i'm done now. as you can see, people don't agree with me alot, never in my life have ever people thought once i knew what i was talking about must be where this stems for! time to do some shadow work!

This is a post i made on january 2nd stating this very thing would happen, warning all of you.

@Arhattobe awwhh well let it be then, i'm going to drop the subject from my side, i don't have experience it so there's no point of talking about it, sorry this is my bad, i haven't done enough work to be more sure. But lol, no way i'm going to go that deep into it, would love to, but FUAARRRK That its i did at the end of the day, i haven't lived it out of experience

@Arhattobe LOOOOOL you don't understand how long i've contemplated this for, i've spent 6 years trying to understand everything about the world. i only met leo 2 years ago, this is my own contemplation lol But you are correct, i don't know what i am talking about, its pure imagination! there's nothing real about it! that's what you don't get! just because the buddah didn't say it, doesn't mean it doesn't "exist" i literally just created it edit: but its not like i'm ever gonna now if i'm correct lol, never in my life going to read the amount of books leo has and i do not intend to! ahaha if i get enlightened my life purpose is elsewhere, seeming i keep it so good luck leo! also arhattobe, you say its some man :'( leo is literally dead, i understood today after opening the portal of now, thats god willing into existence also i can't help it, i'm very passionate about how the world works

@Arhattobe @DrewNows :'( but your not conscious of what your saying, just like i'm not. we are only speaking in words, therefore none of us can actually comprehend what i'm talking about and the magnitude of sheer fucking madness it is. the problem is we can't imagine it, my point is: i can't explain it, lol... i literally don't have the words to infuse you with how amazing this whole thing is. hopefully leo can correct all of us, since in the end I'M definitely making up a new concept right and chatting utter BS Its like i said ,you need a whole enlightened society, for you to understand what i mean

@DrewNows your not understanding THE END is ...... the perfect paradox BEING this paradox is what it would mean to be god The paradox itself is creating infinity infinity is not infinite without design in terms of something, otherwise nothing would exsist, literally this whole world wouldn't be here and that's what enlightenment is, becoming conscious of this nothing that exsists , but becoming conscious of this, and BEING it are two different things we don't know to what level the buddah embodied it or what possibilities of embodiments there are, as its infinite i am 100% for sure he couldn't imagine aliens into reality but for sure buddah became nothing, but was he sure of what this paradox is, to say nothing is not the same as saying what the paradox is but the only way to know the paradox is to be the paradox creation comes from this infinite design, the infinite design is only a part of the nothing. its a part AND a whole as is everything else You'd have to become every part of the paradox (the parts of the whole) to become the most conscious person ever. This is what i've wanted to do my entire life. But after seeing ho much books leo read, i said fuck that, didn't mean i didn't think about how to go about doing it lol way before i knew about actualised.org

@Arhattobe Reality is an eternal snapshot, there is no creation process, simply put its willed into exsistence , but reality itself has already happened which is the opposite of saying that none of this has even happened. they're exactly the same thing. so the universe itself (you) imagined a tiger into exsistence, it imagined arhattobe, so arhattobe never exsisted , arhottobe doesn't exsist, arhottobe was created, arhottobe was imagined in a single bang are all simulatenously correct, which is the probably with paradox the whole paradox is correct but your whole arhottbe life is a snapchat in this infinity no beggining, no end, so you were willed into exsistence , you were not created, but here you are a self thinking you've been created and thats because of "i" maybe i'm not explaning this too well lol

yes which is why i said as infinite consciousness, you should have the ability to create a hallucination of an alien in your reality, but there is no-one hallucinating thats not what is happening, what is happening is infinity is willing aliens into exsist, not from the perspective of you being conscious of it, its just BEING itself. Its infinity splitting into infinity, well that's the only way i can say what i mean its infinity splitting into infinity I believe it is possible to create it without the help of DMT , but i'm an avid believer in the fact its able to it by itself. but i felt this was Millennia off, the truth is you would need a whole enlightened world to do something like that, before they understand what pure potential actually means, and your saying you done it with the help of DMT, i'm shocked Edit: we've hardly even developed siddhis and siddhis are considered the most weirdest thing, that's why i said millenia and with the help of a whole enlightened society, because what i'm talking about here is infinity willing something into reality. Its next level. siddhis i think don't even come close

no not wacky, maybe to other people, but i'm hooked onto this feature of pure imagination, i seriously think people underestimate what pure imagination is without any laws to create.. so really i'm following what your saying. BECAUSE WHAT YOUR ESSENTIALLY SAYING IS .. that when newton discovered gravity, in that instant consciousness turned into gravity kinda of, it manifested itself, like the atom we see in a microscope, like its still there, its just enlightenment reveals the true nature of it, but it has a set domain for its consciousness range that was created out of pure potential. Take your example of a unicorn, you said saying a unicorn doesn't exsist, doesn't mean it doesn't exsist, it doesn't exist in the physical realm which we applied our previous dualities to. But it was still created in that moment, but as a thought. a thought thought by consciousness itself, so it WAS created, just not in the way we think it was.

@Arhattobe yes but consciousness designed it like that, the process was direct, the "i" is a concept we use to refer to something in spirituality, but the actuality is that is consciousness directly spawning into that form, so if your going to create alternative state of consciousness, you can't "CREATE" it, it has to be direct, like "bang" and your there. thats what consciousness is doing with these animals, its maintaining its form, or maintaining its consciousness state, because if it didn't, it would cease to stop being the very animal that it is.

@Leo Gura But i thought to some degree the animals for example , still had a consciousness that basically say "i", but after having the non dual experience today, i would venture to say that we are the only self aware species on the planet, meaning the "i" is a concept that we created, that gave us the possibility to become awakened as humans, as we have past and future. But this is something that i didn't get, like i said to my auntie, we went to the zoo and she basically said this lion is alone and is feeling sad and the zoo should have captured another lion as it must be feeling lonely. But i said to her the lion doesn't think, it has no sentence for I am hungry, i am feeling lonely. But she couldn't understand it what i was trying to get at... basically it doesn't have a sense of I. SO it doesn't think about being lonely, thats simply a projection you've added (but i never told her this) This being so, what didn't make sense to me was how they're communication features and survival insticts differ to ours, when they don't have a sense of "i", it means that if they're scared, they're scared for the time period they're feeling safe, as soon as they feel they're out of danger, it goes away instantly! and leaves no mark in the past or present, as these are human ideology again added. still i couldn't understand what made them want to survive as the distinct consciousness they are... but your telling me its because they live in a different consciousness state.. thats different to our human consciousness, so our human consciousness is perfect to allow us to be human, their particular consciousness state allows them to be their consciousness that gives them to be exactly perfect as their "BEING" SELF without a sense of self , But this is only an analogy your using, so your saying you accessed a totally different consciousness state, so this means you accessed a totally different state that was "non-human" in its make up, which i don't see as impossible because human itself is only a concept, when you enter the realms of absolute infinity, this is what i would of expected, you should be able to alter your consciousness at will, to the power of infinity, but you know that its not different as there is only one, still you play in infinity. Edit: i'm not even sure i like the term "non-human"

@Leo Gura Yeah sorry that's what i meant, i meant different consciousness, as in different consciousnesses like variations but they're still just one consciousness see my edit for the mathematics of what i meant so are you saying these come from different ways of understanding methods to get back to the one consciousness for example self inquiry is different to meditiation is different to 5-meo

WOAHHH OKAY I GOT YOU YOUR TRYING TO SAY THERE ARE DIFFERENT CONSCIOUSNESS'S LOOOOOOOL your insane! your telling me you've experienced this for yourself I'M MIND BLOWN, YOUR LITERALLY STATING one INFINITY = (INFINITY)^infinity X (INFINITY)^infinity X (INFINITY)^infinity NOT one INFINITY = (INFINITY)^infinity key: ^ = to the power of

@Leo Gura so first off are there two different start points, or does this awakening path stem from the bottom, into a multitude because then your saying all practices give you different variations of nothingness, nothingingness or 0 is the point to me where the "i" and subject/object barrier dissapears. at here the "mapping" stops, but actually now i think about it - since buddah nobodies tried to go further, they've always got there and felt the totality of it, its as you said, the problem is the totality of it , is so total it seems like its the finish line.

I just had a thought, if total enlightenment is total enlightenment, it matters not on a scale, in essence we are trying to get back to 0, SO all it does really is put everyone on level playing feild. saying buddah is the highest enlightened is saying that he's basically at 0, but even the unenlightened person is technically at 0. So these two essentially cancel out at the point that the duality between enlightened and non enlightened dissipate. So really its just really a conceptual statement to say buddah reached the highest levels, sure he definitiely reached 0, i'm not disputing that. But what does highest consciousness mean after that, if everyone is at 0. I would agree that its as you've said, to be conscious of how you yourself created everything and that basically would be the end. Like what else is there to be conscious OF, by this point, your not only dead as a human, going to pure awareness THIS would hypothetically be different, This would be .... unimaginable and unable to be put into any words enlightenment is bad enough to be put into words , but this.. i can't even fathom what i'm trying to say right now EDIT: on second though, there's nothing prior to consciousness, but being, what could possibly be higher than being, in your opinion @Leo Gura what does omnipresence differ from being.. even though i know i can't understand it

I'm sure ill know very soon, when i go into the portal of NOW tomorrow. i feel like ill never know what all this spiritual talk is about until it happens i'm going in, leaving all my conceptual bullshit behind 6 years of conceptual bullshit, was enough for me, my mind is ready to rest!

@winterknight so even contemplating between two decisions and taking into consideration others perspective will be done by being, but you yourself will have no experience of it, because well youll be reality itself, non identified with the mind and the choices it has made well this has certainly relaxed my mind now

@Preetom Thanks i understand what you mean, thats what you have to do while your in the portal, thats what kept me inside it for about 3-5 minutes, not sure because time went lol

THE portal of now or the start of the gateless gate its physically impossible to understand the change in consciousness levels for a dualistic person without having experience a hint of nondualiy so is this why its impossible to teach in words, because you can't get someone to that portal with words they have to stop using words and mind first

@Preetom Thanks you've actually answered like 70% of questions i had in mind, any other notes i should take in?

@zeroISinfinity LOL yeah thats the crazy thing man! its actually funny but i spoke to god today, but i never realised the humour behind it, like i've always been speaking to god my whole life there is only me as god! BANTER

i just waited a few days to gather my thoughts and emotions about what i really wanted, when i was doubtful as people on this forum know already i've tried to leave twice, but have come back always and that's just publically stated, i've thought about leaving 100 of times, because its so radical, But for me personally, its just something that i have to do

Smoothie diet, @Leo Gura world class vegetable soup. i see, so religion is an ethical conduct code for spriituality in a sense, the only reason why it is true, is to guide the person who is trying to find the portal you know, i've suddenly stopped caring about what job to work or where i want to go with my life, like it doesn't matter as much anymore to me, why is this, like the will to change the world has completely left my body and i definitely want to persue this I see, this makes sense.

I see yeah thats quite radical, to see everything as a universal joke. I can't believe you guys are dead loool! like i'm actually talking to a dead person! ahahahahaha sorry im obviously not in absorption but conceptual mind