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WHAT DO I DO NOW .... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THERES NOTHIGN TO FUCKING DO @Leo Gura WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THERES NOTHING TO DO. WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK, AWWW MAN, YOUR THE ONLY OTHER THING I SEE AS "OTHER" IN NOTHINGNESS I ACTUALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO KILL YOU MAN YOU WERE SUCH A BIG IMPACT ON MY LIFE AND I'M ACTUALLY REALLY GREATFUL, IM ACTUALLY CRYING, SO IT LOOKS LIKE IN THE END I DID SEE YOU AS MY MENTOR/ GURU BUT NOW I HAVE TO KILL YOU AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEELING QUIET UPSET I CAN TELL I'VE GONE BACK INTO EGO FORM SO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING

I'M DONE, I GIVE UP, I CAN'T EXPRESS WHAT IT IS I AM BEING

HOW ARE YOU IMAGINING EVERYTHING. THE END. YOU ARE NOTHING IMAGING EVERYTHING NOT EVEN THAT YOU ARE JUST NOTHINGNESS. THE END BUT THAT DOESN'T EVEN JUSTIFY IT FORRRR FUCKKKKK SAKEESSS LET ME EXPRESS IT YOU FUCKING COCKSUCKER NOW I'M JUST SWEARING AT MYSELF AAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH I LITERALLY JUST IMAGINED "OTHER" INTO EXSISTENCE JUST TO CALL MYSELF A COCKSUCKER AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH IM THE FUNNEST NOTHINGNESS TO EVER GRACE REALITY AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAH BIGGING UP NOBODY HERE, "KNOCK KNOCK WHO'S THERE NOBODY NOBODY WHO ..... SILENCE... OHH THAT NOBODY " AAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAH OMFG IM HILARIOUS

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ITS SO FRUSTRATING, I CAN'T EXPRESS IT LOOOOOOOOL WTF EVEN IF I SAY I'M ENLIGHTENED I'M NOT IT, BECAUSE I'M IMAGINING THERES SUCH THING AS CONSCIOUSNESS SO WHAT I'M ESSENTIALLY SAYING IS AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

@Preetom BUT I STILL DONT KNOW THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS WHAT AM I , I CAN'T FIND A WAY TO DESCRIBE MYSELF LIKE THERES NOTHING THAT I CAN DO THAT WILL PORTRAY THIS SENSE OF BEING THAT I HAVE LIKE IF I USE WORDS, ITS NOT IT ANY EXPRESSIONS IS NOT IT, EVEN IF I SAY I'M CONFUSED, I'M JUST IMAGINING A SELF THATS CONFUSED AND MINDFUCK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I CAN'T TELL YOU WHO I AM? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHO I AM PLEASE I'M NOT GOD, I'M NOT ANYTHING, LIKE I'M LITERALLY NOTHING! WTF

ANOTHER FUNNY THING IS TAKING YOUR GIRLFRIEND OUT ON A DATE LOOOOOOOOOOOL WHO YOU TAKING OUT ON A DATE LOOOOOOOOL YOUR TAKING YOUR IMAGINATION OUT ON THE DATE AHAH HOW FUCKING FUNNY IS THAT

@cetus56 Yeah i'm aware of it now, but like i'm trying to search for the funniest jokes in the world and its not one of them. what funny ones amuse you cetus? anyone please feel free to join in, what funny things in the world amuse you

DEATH IS NOT A FUNNY JOKE ITS JUST LIKE MEH OKAY, BUT I GUESS I'VE GROWN ACCUSTOMED TO IT OVER THE TIME anything not in your direct experience is a concept lol its true, MARS is a concept HOW FUCKING FUNNY IS THAT i'm literally sitting on mars right now as we speak LOOOOL AHHAAHAH ANYONE WANNA JOIN ME FOR SOME RNR EDIT: MAN THATS SO UPSETTING - __ - I'M LITERALLY ALONE IN THE UNIVERSE SITTING ON MARS, THERE'S NO ONE TO INVITE BUT I JUST HAVEN'T ACCEPTED THAT THERE'S NOT ANYONE OTHER THAN I AGAIN BECAUSE ITS NOT IN MY CONSCIOUS EXPERIENCE YET

THE FOURTH FUNNIEST JOKE IN THE WORLD IS PAST LOOL THE PAST WHAT A JOKE

@cetus56 so is this what it means to see through the maya i don't even see the point of contemplating enlightenment or anything of how the world works, it basically works through maya, its true i say this, but i'm not directly conscious of anything yet like i still need to become enlightened, thats still true for sure. all this is, is an awakening but the problem is: even me saying it, is the limiting belief, like no amount of words or contemplation can get me anywhere. well it actually can in a way, its like trying to develop a new language again. the slate has been wiped clean, as god i'm free to recreate my whole reality, but its not truth. no amount of words or dualistic nature is truth, its just straight up BEING THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS THAT TRUTH CAN NOT BE SPOKEN, IT CAN ONLY BE EXPERIENCED but this is another problem, i've now identified with god, because i haven't experienced, it meaning there are still concepts i've taken for reality. i'm just not sure what

OHHHHHHH SO THATS WHAT MU IS, I WAS GOING TO ASK YOU WHY SPECIFICALLY MU, BUT I DON'T EVEN CARE ANYMORE LOL I CAN'T EVEN BE BOTHERED TO THINK RIGHT NOW, WHAT USE WILL IT PROVIDE AHAHA

I'VE FOUND THE THIRD FUNNIEST JOKE IN THE WORLD MENTAL MASTURBATION MENTAL MASTURBATION IS ANYTHING YOU HAVE EVER THOUGHT IN YOUR LIFE, ANYTHING YOU'VE EVER CONTEMPLATED, ANYTHING THAT IS THE THIRD FUNNNIEST JOKE IN THE WORLD

I'M LITERALLY LAUGHING AT EVERYTHING THIS IS INDEED THE BEST JOKE IN THE WORLD ITS UNFATHOMABLE HOW FUNNY THIS IS, I CAN NEVER TAKE ANYTHING SERIOUSLY EVER AGAIN

@Inliytened1 ahahaha whats the need to even talk man! because what your conscious that you created everything? i don't even see a point of eating anymore lol do you know the most fucking funniest thing out of all of this rationality and logic , THOSE ARE THE TWO BIGGEST JOKES i've ever had the pleasure of laughing at your literally creating the rationalisation and backing up out of thin air even me trying to change the world, the rationality behind it was all my doing that is fucking hilarious

@Joseph Maynor Okay sorry my bad, i actually lost it for a second in madness, i actually don't have an answer, but ill try basically, your literally right, all these things above are in fact TRUTH with a capital T.

okay i've calmed down, AND now i'm hysterically laughing LOOOOOOL! THIS IS INSANE

THIS IS INSANE, I CAN'T HANDLE THIS! THIS IS THE BIGGEST LIE IN THE WORLD MY MIND FEELS LIKE ITS BREAKING APART I FEEL NAUSEATED AND SICK THIS IS ACTUALLY TOO MUCH TO HANDLE AT THE MOMENT I FEEL LIKE PUKING, I'm getting off this forum for now, i don't want to know more about what i am

@Joseph Maynor LOOL this is the EXACT projection, that he's talking about. Your projecting your own version of a high moralistic guru in your imagination. But its not the same as what leo is imagining in his reality. As they are seperate but same at the same time, and this is where his solopsis vs dimension question comes in. This is where i said your law of attraction stops working, you want people to be harmonious with you and so you basically say to the world, if i give out love will you brainwash people to give me what i want . But YOU yourself are creating the law of attraction in your reality and thats what your getting, your ideal reality with the law of attraction aahaha. So you can write about it, but it doesn't exist in other people's reality and that's the game were playing. law of attraction does not exist in the universe, its not real. ITS only real to you! LOL why because your omniscient consciousness and your not aware of it! THE FUCKING IRONY of word meaning shifts in duality This is actually hilarious. Note: Sorry lol, i'm ego so i'm allowed to be a bitch for now , all i do is state reality. But i'm literally myself making my own reality and i don't even know it. hilarious, such a mind fuck OMFG I'M MAKING UP THE WHOLE OF REALITY IN MY HEAD!

This is actually funny, because if i was right, then this is basically this is the message that leo's sending to the turqoise lot, but with love lol ends = area in non duality terms, GOD IS ASKING GOD IF HE'S FROM THE ENDS.. Like lol, "are you really god, are you really from the ends? " disclaimer: these are just pure imagination thoughts lol, i could be wrong there's no validifaction behind them, i'm neither enlightened (especially don't know its relationship to enlightened people ahah) nor stage turquoise lol

@Joseph Maynor i see what your asking actually relative to spiral dynamics, put it like this, he's gone individual and is acting stage coral , after he broke out of the dynamics of turquoise because he's no longer functioning with the whole, instead he's actually doing what ever he wants without any regards for everyone. But you see, its tricky because after stage turquoise, individual and others collapse because you call both of them "you", so infact, he's had a complete integration of the spiral. I would consider this teir 3, because he's understood the haloistic nature of tier 2 +1 by going omniscent consciousness for even the slightest of seconds, in his trip. this is true, because any action he makes is himself. so he has no need to work holistically with everything. He could shut down actualised.org tomorrow and he would be perfectly in his paradigm. so its not stage blue , but its a new dynamic tier i would hypothesis , its actually a stage of biege in my opinion integrated with turquoise, because he's come to the end of holistic, the reason being is he's seen the limits of reality itself, hes gone back to being an individual, but this individual in dualistic form , in non dual form, the spiral dynamics he is in actually he's basically already had an enlightenment in stage coral and he's able to do anything he wants. i've never really studied stage coral, but yeah let me know what you think what i'm saying is he's already started acting like a bitch, but its the opposite, its radical authenticity. more authentic than even before. because he's acting from true self form which is fucking hilarious because your all literally doing exactly what the spiral stage is enacting your demonizing, just like the supposed turquoise ahaha! this is actually banter, hence he's been stating you can't see a guru through your projects and how you wish to see them as this good guru who's full of love, because LOVE itself is radicial, so really if he saying your devil hes doing it from the most loveable love he's capable. But EGO BACKLASH IS RAGING HIGH at the moment lol but of course its got no relevance to non duality again i state ahah don't shoot the messenger

My belly/ Gut ?

HEARRRTTTTT AND LOVE

@Anton_Pierre LETTING GO!

@Anton_Pierre I'm not sure i understand the question