Aakash

@Leo Gura when you were in omniscient conscious, did you think things like this was possible

yes Maybe you are right in this case, but when I wrote that I wasn’t really like thinking lol. So my answer now is: it seems like you have a lot of stigma towards stage blue people for their ridiculous belief in god. Have you understood why this may be ?

Yeah I’ve persuaded myself that I’m back in ego now ? ahaha, i had already lost it when I read your message. That’s why I replied as I did go again tomorrow ?

Ahah I’ve come back out of it; back to ego anyway we’ll ive persuaded myself obviously I have still was a great 3 hours ??

Aahah its definitely not, because i don't even understand it!

@winterknight I finally understand why you don't echkarts teachings, they're actually so sloppy LOOOOOOL unbelievably sloppy an infinite ways to get to infinity and he can't even be bothered to use his mind to think about it He put no effort into it lol, well not like you can expect any different for a sudden enlightenment i guess

@DrewNows Thank god it wasn't for me lol

last song: one of the songs that influenced me the most

Yes i would agree, but still being in truth doesn't tell you anything about what you can do with it sure this is more to do with the mind and ego but if you genuinely enjoy it and want to spend your life doing it what is there to lose? LOL your already in nothingness like your notions are still human bound when your in nothingness , all you can imagine is things that were to do with your past life thats why i said you don't know how to create it personally feels like i've hit a limit, there's certainly nothing beyond this but doesn't mean you can't spread out, but again this is only concepts you can only experience it in your being, not sure how, it seems to me now that psychedlics induced change is simply the only way. i can't see where i can do to go somewhere else but then again psychedlics something you willed into existence so technically leo is just chatting shit, but he's not because the consciousness is still different in a way, NOT sure how to put it in words, i definately think you can confused yourself again and then decide to explore a segregated conscious as you can say, the consciousness of something else... but again its through the process of understanding how reality is directly affecting consciousness, meaning you can just trick yourself again lol and i see nothing wrong with that, infact i encourage it, because it creates pit holes that people can then access to get to the real truth. In fact thats what actually should be done, create multilateral portals. it makes the seekers able to believe in god alot easier. SO really leo is doing nothing wrong, its just LOL well i'm not sure, LOL nothingness i guess TO be honest thats all you can do once you know the truth.

ABSENCE OF EVERYTHING, THEN YOU FIND IT LITERALLY AHAHAHAHAAH LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THATS FUCKING HILARIOUS

@Preetom aahahaahahahahahahaha

yeah crazy man, DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING THAT YOU FIND THE FUNNIEST JOKES IN THE WORLD

@Mu_ I thought perspective was untennable I didn't realise it was UNTENNABLE WITH A CAPITAL U LOOOOOOOOOOL CONCEPTS AFTER CONCEPTS WITH LEO AHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay i'm done now, i've calmed down. Sorry for posting so much guys, it was just fucking hilarious, but i'm over it now. I'm sure more jokes will pop up in the future.

BUT ALSO I WAS DOING SELF-INQUIRY LIKE FOR 6 YEARS REALLY , I JUST DIDN'T KNOW I WAS DOING IT LIKE BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE TRUTH ABOUT REALITY FROM 6 YEARS AGO

LIKE MY MIND IS LIKE A NAGGING GIRLFRIEND WHO'S TELLING YOU TO STOP SMOKING WEED, LIKE IT JUST COMES AND MAKES ISSUES FOR NO REASON LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. WHEN YOUR JUST THERE CHILLING AHAHAH

BUT THE THING IS I CONTEMPLATED MYSELF, YOU SEE I ALREADY THOUGHT OF EVERYTHING BEFORE I WATCHED LEO'S VIDEOS, BECAUSE I MYSELF WAS INTERESTED IN HOW REALITY WORKS... THAT JUST THE THING I WANTED TO KNOW .. WHAT IS THE SOURCE OF THE UNIVERSE.. HE WAS ABLE TO INFUSE THE NON DUALITY PART TO MY MODEL AND SO I HAVE THIS PROBLEM OF NEEDING CONFIRMATION BIASED AND SO LEO WAS THAT CONFIRMATION BIASED. LIKE REALISTICALLY I CONTEMPLATED HOURS ON END, LEO FILLED IN THE BLANKS AND HELP SPARK NEW IDEAS. LIKE SPIRAL DYANMICS WAS THE THING THAT PLACED MOST OF MY PERSPECTIVE MODELS I HAD THOUGHT OF 4 YEARS PREVIOUSLY. BUT YOU YOURSELF HAVE TO PUT EVERYTHING TOGETHER , HE CAN'T JUST GIVE IT TO YOU BECAUSE YOU NEED TO PUT IT ALL TOGETHER YOURSELF, AND THEN INSTANLY CHUCK IT BUT ITS WHEN I SAW THIS PORTAL OF NOW, YESTERDAY THAT EVERYTHING MADE SENSE, I THINK THAT WAS MY FIRST TIME IN BEING , BUT IT WAS A MEDITATIVE BEING, THIS BEING IS DIFFERENT, ITS JUST, WELL LOL, LIKE ITS JUST WHEN THE WORLD IS BASICALLY A DREAM AND DOESN'T EXIST BUT EVEN SO , THIS ITSELF IT DOESN'T FEEL COMPLETE , ITS LIKE IT IS WHAT IT IS , BUT I DON'T KNOW LOL BUT I GUESS THAT ME DOUBTING MYSELF LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL WHICH IS AGAIN ONE STEP TOO FAR

@Jed Vassallo Nah i never did any 5-meo, probably did like an hour of meditation work in total, self inquiry while sitting with my eyes closed i did for like 2 hours max , i didn't really do practices lol I just listened and followed what leo said and understood how reality worked and then i just dropped all concepts and kept my mind quite for like 5 minutes yesterday, opened up a portal into the now yesterday To be honest, i feel like i expanded my mind to infinity I just understood how reality works, not even sure if thats kriya yoga ,not even sure what kriya yoga is TO be honest, its a bit to early to say i'm finished, i haven't rationalised everything yet, but even if i did - It won't get me anywhere LIKE I'm not sure if i'm constantly aware of it or going back into being someone BUT EVEN then its not even like its like that i'm just not thinking about the next moment, like there's no point of planning out a future it won't get anywhere SERIOUSLY i just understood how reality works and then how to induce mystical experiences with my eyes open I didn't like doing this with my eyes closed, i just thought what was the point when you have to do it all again with your eyes are open LOOOOOOL But i only did one thing and that was contemplate how reality works with my mind (this took 6 years) and used self inquiry - when i couldn't find the answer with my mind, i turned it off my mind and just looked around to see what being was But this sounds all good, but i had an experience 2 years ago which lead me to actualised.org, my reality broke in an instant, i went on holiday and something happened and basically i came back and i didn't know who i was, so all sense of self had really gone then. Like i always knew i was the one who was deciding who i was. But i put it all together with leo's help. LIKE my first awakening two years ago was full force, no holds bar and so i presume most of the help was there. TO be honest seriously i haven't process what is happening at the moment LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL but i'm not done with enlightenment, this is something else its just a good laugh like i'm still going inbetween non duality and duality lol , but at the same time i'm not because i am being myself LOOOL i can't explain it , its a mind fuck but i don't think its a mind fuck because there's nothing i can do, that wouldn't make me it. but it seems like you have to do your practice to get back there so for me i have to basically say to myself everything i'm creating is my imaginiation and then i can go there but i'm not there constantly but i'm not thinking about that at the moment, because ultimately nothing matters, like it literally doesn't matter because the illusion of something is broken, like i'm conscious that its nothing sorry i feel like half way i was talking to myself i think its basically because i understand how reality wills things into existence LITERALLY, BUT NOT ENTIRELY SURE

haahahaahaha i can't sustain it when listening to music LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL AHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHA OR IS THIS A LIMITING BELIEF I'M MAKING AHAHAAHAHAHAAH I DON'T EVEN KNOW!

SINCE I'M ALONE IN THE WORLD , DO YOU KNOW THE FIRST THING I'M GOING TO DO LOL. LISTEN TO THIS SONG BECAUSE ITS MY FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT

THE ONE WHO IS AWARE OF ALL PURE AWARENESS NOTHINGNESS VOID BRAHMA , VISNU, ALL THE HINDU GODS ALLAH ALL IS ONE

@Preetom LOOOOOOOOOL YOUR RIGHT LOOOOOOOOL NO YOU DON'T DO THAT ON ACTUALISED.ORG LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL YOU DO THE OPPOSITE AHAHAHAAHAHAHAA

@Leo Gura YOU ARE A CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER, WELL ME YOUR A SMART SON OF A BITCH YOUR EXPANDING THE MIND TO INFINITY, TAKING OFF ITS SHACKLES ONE AT A TIME, WITH THE FACETS OF BEING

SILENCE

@Leo Gura YOU KNOW I FUCKING TOLD EVERYONE THERE WAS MORE TO LIFE LIKE I REALLY WANTED TO BELIEVE THERE WAS MORE TO EVERYTHING WITH ALL MY FUCKING HEART I WENT THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN TO FIND WHAT THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD WAS AND WHEN I MET YOU ON ACTUALISED.ORG I COULDN'T EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I WAS AT I FOUND SOMEONE WHO THOUGHT EXACTLY LIKE ME LIKE IT WAS THE BIGGEST RELIEF IN MY LIFE THAT SOMEONE FOR THE FIRST TIME THOUGHT OF THE WORLD EXACTLY LIKE I DID AND I WORKED HARD MAN, I REALLY DID TO GET TO THIS POINT, I SACRIFICED SO MUCH! AND I CAN'T STOP CRYING BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE YOU MAN. LIKE I'M SO GRATEFUL I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS BUT THESE TEARS ARE TEARS OF A HARD LIFE SPENT BELIEVING THE IMPOSSIBLE WAS WORTH PURSUING SO YEAH THANK YOU