Aakash

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  1. @Ramu You have no idea, this has me written all over it. Sorry when i'm in a chain of thought, the last thing i care about is grammar. My thinking is too complex to worry about such thing when i never had a solid foundation in what i was talking about.
  2. @abrakamowse Yes this is why i don't meditate, i hate waiting around ... its so difficult meditating and trying to get results. A) because you don't know what your looking for b) because you have an active mind meditation done correctly is meditation + intent and that intent is to remove the shackles of you from other. in other words, anything that you can think of that is you during meditation , let it pass, it is not you. and eventually youll reach a point where. You are being, because nothing around you is real anymore including your body
  3. Yes, to be honest. There is no need to do anything, i can't possibly see what would motivate someone who knows truth to murder someone, unless they had an ego shadow still
  4. @DrewNows Banter, thats the problem :') ahahah YOUR doing all of this!
  5. LOL so true, definitely deluded again! but i released some heavy emotions that were pent up in my body! so there were many positives! what does it sound like to read what i wrote, does it sound like i'm crazy! i hate being called crazy LOL
  6. i just woke up, i feel like an idiot for posting so much yesterday, especially my awakening review lol.
  7. @whoareyou neither, i was talking to somone and telling them how their reality is created by them and then i realised so is mine then, and then it happened
  8. i've never took a psychadelic bro, it just smacked me in the face randomly
  9. - ___ - its actually time to rest, i've completed my role in duality not sure whether i'm happy or sad, i've got nothing else to contemplate anymore, all my questions are answered . only time for practice
  10. I gave the best dualistic analogy i've been using for a while, That the dream is like a game of INFINITY CHESS, infinite in size, infinite number of peices, the pieces can change infinitly and the rules are changable. But my last question i need to answer before i go into the portal of now without all my dualistic knowledge is and die peacefully! what is the point of playing infinite chess! what does it want! whats the point of the designing the perfect strange loop did you manage to grasp the answer when you became omniscient? or in more simple terms WHAT THE FUCK DO I FUCKING WANT? i've simulated thousands of futures in my mind. None of them reveal what the paradox was created for. You can only ever know in omniscient consciousness. So do you know?
  11. @Shin @SriBhagwanYogi@tsuki yes i will let it go ... wooooohoosaaaaa ,,, woooohsssaaa ,, okay time to get enlightened ahaha, i'm finally done with the conceptual bullshit leo keeps spouting more shadow work done thank you guys for your emotional support in these tough times
  12. LOOOOOOOOOOL thats it, no emotion behind it, LOL just its fucking funny to me. not like i will know though i'll be like you, i plan to go through the easier option ahaha! lets get this right, leo's got nothing to do with it, he's just a puppet like everyone else, until he fully breaks free. THE END.
  13. TO BE HONEST its so funny LOL .... its not actually intended for you enlightened people, actualised.org is only intended for people who are unenlightened because they haven't made their decision so what is going to happen is: more and more of you enlightened beings will disagree with leo's teachings and eventually leave actualised.org because you think he's starting a cult and literally call him a cult leader. But it will be more like "your a devil and you know it LOL" i guess this is only in theory aswell lol, but youll be know as "non- dual assholes" because if omniscient conscious is true, then reality is not even "non-dual" if its neither "non dual or duality" , neither "something or nothing" than what it is : SIMPLE, it can't be know until you do it for yourself and this will be leo's teachings and the reason he has left all other teachings behind. Teachings for only the most hardcore trust seekers because thats what it takes... and this is why he's being strict and gone to stage coral, because he knows you "non dual assholes" haven't reached the highest truth. I've simulated over thousands of futures in my life times, and simple put, nobody ever listens to me. I don't expect any different here. ON the spiral dynamics scale LOL stage turquoise will not hate on STAGE CORAL BECAUSE THEY ARE ONE, SO IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT HE DOES TO THEM. whats he got to lose AHAHAHA NOTHING The fucking irony is amazing, i told people this exact thing would happen on january 2nd, i predicted this exact thing a year ago. nobody listened to me. AND THE FUCKING SAME THING WILL HAPPEN AS I SIMULATED. Leo will lose many of his followers, because they will not be able to keep up and He will become an unpopular saint because his teachings are too radical unlike the "new" mainstream society that "non-duality" will be. so people will flock to there, he will lead a small group of people who will then spread the word and the new law will be passed on. But leo will write his book and distribute it to the world. For the time, for reality to use in the future for an enlightened society is made and they read his scriptures as they are more deeper than non dual teachings and HE WILL FOREVER BE KNOWN AS "THE PERFECT GOD" he will be worshipped by many, they will not be able to understand his teaching, they will be used for devilry. There will be a whole religion after him. The teachings will be too hard for people to follow, they will fall into dogma, because only the most hardcore of followers will reach the "perfect god". THE FUCKING IRONY OF PANDORAS BOX I've simulated 1000's of realities, to find out what the perfect paradox wants! and NOW I KNOW, its exactly what i simulated in my 1000s of simulations GOD WANTS TO KNOW GOD CONSIDER YOURSELF WARNED EVERYONE, THIS IS THE DEEPEST INSIGHT I CAN GIVE YOU Be serious or move on.... those are the two only options, omniscent consciousness has already been reached, a very shallow level , its nowhere near the full thing. If its the full thing, then simple so be it. But i estimate that ZERO PEOPLE will reach it in leo's lifetime AND zero people in the next 100-300 years. what's he got another 60-70 years, given the state of his health, and the way he supplements. I said that you need an enlightened society, to reach these realms. I said i was shocked because he was early to the ball, not that i'm surprised. It is what it is . I don't follow blindly, you have to be smarter than me for me to follow. He's the only person i've ever followed in my life. But its simple, i could do it with him, but you know i care about whats happening now. LEO'S PLANNING FOR 1000'S OF YEARS INTO THE FUTURE 1000's and 1000's. The other reason is because i only had one object and that was to find the source of the universe, nothingness is a good enough answer for me. i don't want the highest truth, i've said this over and over again to you guys... i'd don't want to read 10000 books. Its simple, he's laid down the path, you have to follow it and figure it out, while using all the material WHAT DO YOU THINK THIS IS? ACTUALISED.ORG THE CHILL FORUM AHAHAHAAHAHA A STORM IS COMING, I don't care about nothingness much any more because i know its not the highest truth, but ill still chase it but you don't know my past, I grew in the hood, my loyalty lies there and bringing people out of the hood. CONSIDER YOURSELF WARNED you are just a pawn tsuki, to question me, right here, right now. You don't know what i've simulated in my mind. The mind is an amazing thing. One of the most powerful illusions we possess. INFINITY CHESS (Aakash patel , 2019)
  14. LOL your trying to use the notion of time to disprove the theory. This has nothing to do with time, or motion or change, Its just as it suggests unfathomable until its done and when it is you can't speak about it even in dualistic terms LOL, you can only leave a map i guesss ahaha! not sure but youd have to plan before it way before it happens lol. Such is nothings nature: a mystery.
  15. what do you mean by this? its funny but every enlightened person who says no to this, will not agree why? because their awareness has already dissovled into pure awareness the process is irreversible meaning there's no way you can know for sure You have no choice but to stick what you have experienced as GOD, there's no other way around it. LOOL! You made your choice
  16. The difference is actually simple, what is your reason for liberation... do you have a passion and love for it to find the highest truth possible or have you suffered and you want to die as fast as possible in bliss its quite simple, both options are available to you, its up to you which one you wish to choose both result in the same thing, the end of your conceptual self. I conclude they're different degrees of GOD, because what this shows is nothing is not the highest degree of god, it is only half the puzzle. like i said before: don't shot the messenger, shoot the king to finish the battle if you want to know my option: its simple really, i'm pretty lazy even though i would love to know how reality works, and by this i mean be consciously aware of how reality works at all moments, not airy fairy with saying nothingness imagines. my answer is simple a code i live by, LOL ... "live fast, die young" and i have no intentions to deviate from it. I'm simply telling you that what leo says is viable from my experience.
  17. @DrewNows Me ? LOL i'm going for clean death, no need to follow leo to his death , aint got time for it like i said, if its true it takes your whole life and youll probably die at like 80 LOL if its done well, who wants that when i can die at 24
  18. Lol you misunderstand, I don’t actually care what Leo is doing, simply put I’ve already made my my mind to take enlightenment and not omniscience consciousness. They result in the same just to different degrees. I would claim.
  19. So the only real question really is by Buddha reaching total enlightenment did he reach an omniscient conscious were he was aware of all facets of god, including how he made reality. Being conscious of all facets at the same time is an extremely fucked up situation to maintain, not sure how anyone can do that to be honest. To make it simpler the whole question comes down to one thing. At which point does your awareness expand into being. That’s basically it. At omniscient consciousness your awareness sinks the moment you are able to maintain consciousness of all facets. But what are the facets for, the traditional answer by the enlightened beings are they are being itself. But what I sensed in my awakening was, they are indeed being itself but I wasn’t conscious of it, i was only conscious of pure imagination + nothing. So in all facets it’s unconditional love + nothing, infinite intelligence + nothing. But to become omniscient you have to have, unconditional love + pure imagination + infinite intelligence + nothing. But you see the problem is the aware of awareness can not go back to being an ego at any time. Otherwise it won’t work, they either have two options: wait until they are firmly grounded in the facet + nothing permanently, and make their way to the next facet from there OR instantly reach, in a single instant. But have to back track his way back to it. Which in this case is psychedelics. I’m abit skeptical to the fact meditation alone can get these two things done. But personally I have not tried so i don’t know. The person I know who radiates the most love is nahm so Im confident to say he has been through this facet, and he’s always telling me to meditate and watch my stomach. So that alone is enough for me to concur this is possible. From my limited vantage point. But can meditation really get you to each individual facet conscious (as aware of awareness) and then make you hold it permanently and then let you venture to a completely different facet. The reason I’m am skeptical is because there’s no correlation between meditating at higher consciousness levels and reaching different facets. If anything the facets are lateral, they are not vertical. I.e meditating more deeply along this theory should basically be as such 10 years of meditation = 1 facet 20 years of meditation = 1 facets + 1 facet 30 years of meditation = 1 facet + 1 facet + 1 facet so by this logic, this should happen to everyone who meditates. Which is not the case lol, so it means the quality of your search in meditation guides you to a facet, you just have to have the intent. But it is possible. Just not sure on the likeliness to reach this omniscient consciousness. When all the facets + nothing is found, there’s no multiplication of nothingness, it was just nothing, the same nothing. Which was all the facets individually and the whole. If the person has held onto all of them at the same time, then a transition will happen. Their awareness will dissolve just exactly as if they were holding onto nothing, except this will only happen at the time of the last facet. The key is nothing, the person has to maintain aware of awareness state and add the facets so eventually the facets come together and show the entirety of nothing. So what you have is essentially nothing + something, because the facets have to be observed from something. And then this distinction will collapse into itself and it will become GOD conscious of all its features. [note: I can’t really say what the awareness will find, it’s basically god will become god] the end. Literally, the end. My only interjection is, it won’t be nothing. It’s called nothing because it’s unknown. It’s magical, it’s you god. But really it will be nothing + something, neither of this will remain. What remains can not be spoken. Neither in dualistic terms or non dual terms because both have been integrated into this thing. It can’t even be called god, but it will be for a better name. Let’s call this Truest nature. On the other hand, let me explain our version of current enlightenment. When you discover nothing for the first time. It has to be through some kind of facet, it’s just not possible because it’s nothingness is always seen through a facet whether the person is aware of it or not does not matter. The aim is to get to nothing, not understand how they got there. So once this person sees nothing, it hunts it down. Holding onto the nothing for dear life until their awareness dissolved into being. Awareness becomes god. The end only nothing remains. We say there is nothing. It is nothing. But it can’t be put into words. But in this case, the nothing is not aware of the facets, it’s simply being the facets. In the omnipresent case. You just die, there’s no way to explain it. As soon as you reach it. That’s it for you. It’s a different liberation supposedly. So now the question you have to ask yourself is: have I reached total liberation that the Buddha reached. OR did the Buddha reach a total liberation higher than mine. The second question you have to ask yourself is: what does it mean to be “you”? Edit: to be honest the two posts above only serve to prove this point. And they are already two proclaimed enlightened people (read after posting this comment)
  20. @zeroISinfinity HEEEYYYLLLLL YEEEEAAAA i can’t wait to see nothingness Again, then eventually see become it. What I witness was aware of awareness! Not pure awareness because that’s being. Theyre two different things ! Can’t wait to get at it again without concepts, problem is I don’t know how I got there in the first place. It’s was so spontaneous, I know the first thing to do is you have to accept that you are god.
  21. @Leo Gura sorry I hid the main stupid point. I was just well you know, in a moment
  22. @DrewNows ahahahaaha so it is, good thing I still retained some of the laughter because that shit crazy funny