Aakash

i've had a very uncomfortable 4 days banned from posting, first i wanted to swear against the royal kings of azrath for sending their men to die in war, because i would have gone RAMBO on johnny and philip aswell as monty and santiago, which was forseen by overwatch then i noticed that it is still coincidental of the structure, so i've let it go. you don't understand, i'm only crimson in feeling but australian reefs ahead in computational power, i didnt wait for D.Day the movie, because using the computer was better. 1. but my question is who is aware of the consequences of enlightenment to our surroundings if leo's and other spiritual leaders vision comes to fruition and it all goes south because this is the broken record itself assuming the ship is sailing south towards solipsism it takes only one to tango, if dimensional split, it will take many. 2. which do you think is more likely? 3. which of you have stopped seeking and which of you have continued using 5-meo? the transition is not linear and does require insights gained from intuition, he is right. This is how i myself have landed in the "across the shores" as ajaysatya once told me. without the actual experience itself. Therefore it's pretty much as conceptual as it can get. but still 99% accurate to a T.

Yes there are two things 1) is a minor issue, this whole non dual unhealthy territory. 2) my major issues, is if you moderators, understand the meta, meta, meta x infinity understandings of trying to become god. This is leo's theory, i agree it is only a theory. But ralston also basically says the same thing but its simple, in infinity it is the only thing that is important, it is the only thing that can feed off other sets and use it for its own purpose, that will moderately affect everything The meaning of TOTAL ENLIGHTENMENT are you aware of this? or do you think i'm talking gibberish.

@cetus56 man okay , i still haven't forgiven yet. the impacts the misunderstanding had on my life were insane. its personal. Anyways! not about that cetus, about what i posted are you aware of your own actions could mean? EDIT : i guess i give up, i can't persuade any of you to answer, and even if you did you'd just be spreading falsehood. and since you've all had enlightenment experience you all understand to speak your highest truth. not like how i am now, with lieing, stealing etc.. and finding it all fine.

@Arhattobe you need to learn to shut your trap, your interpretation of reality only implies to you. Keep it to yourself and question your own relative judgements. ITS PASSION i don't seek enlightenment to get rid of my issues, i seek it because i love truth! (disclaimer: to whatever degree i like truth, but i've hit my limit lol) (disclaimer 2: when i get to turquoise i will decide what to do then, but that will be at like the age of 50/60) (note: hope i can be a moderator then, if i'm still in the running LOL, if the average isn't spiral stage black by then , )

@Shadowraix thanks man good advice!

@lmfao Bro i literally just gave you some advice, how you telling me i'm trolling. I don't troll, what would i get out of it... Sure i haven't learnt to stay non-polarised, but can you really fault me for that, when i haven't sorted out my emotions LOL NO because i am enlightened myself as i am ahaha! PERFECTION, i am doing what i should be and saying what i should. Acting like an animal without intellect and gaining sparks of intuitions sometimes, but are they getting integrated? now that's a different question So who are you polarising to?

Well this has left me in a predicament i have no more questions i can ask actualise.org forum, except the paradox one and i have no more replies i can give to people without polarising it, because i have not lived their perspective entirely You mods are like turquoise minimum overall in spectrum, i see this now Its quite funny, i would be getting emotional at every post, not trying to shout at people! but doing it anyway! "you fucks, why don't you get it"... "ohh yeah, its me lol I AM EGO" ... im so young and immature! lol

anyways its been an hour, i guess its obvious your trying to stay non polarised. Gotcha, ill take that as a no because its only a concept at the end of the day. Only being will give you the right answer

@lmfao LOL go fish, as dualistically as i can make out. You should do some homework before you write a novel. Not like it matters to me anyway, you are all free to do what you like. I have no reason against what is. I've found infinite creativity, imagination and now its time to make a business in stage red aahahaha where i belong! i'm going to make my way SLOWLY up the spiral this time to turquoise for emotional mastery. OVERALL MASTERY comes with doing the main body of work, that is not related to enlightenment and in fact, enlightenment is the smallest percentage of it ever - it only gets you to 0 lol. Leo's strange loop is the best LOL, this website is insane when i noticed it in its entirety. i don't need to go anywhere else for self-help.

Yes, but do the moderators comprehend the meaning of infinity themselves, or are they hunting down truth with tunnel vision. Its obvious they know the meta language of all spiritual teachings. But what does this reveal sadhguru, ralston, krishna bhagwan (god), all talk about the exact same thing, in fact its all they talk about. unknown to the crowd. Even adyashanti talks about it, but he's said he doesn't want to talk about it. Also for the record, i understand its only a perspective. I know you can only find out in being. But it is the sum of all sets, so whether it exists or not, you can only find out at the end. If your asking me personally, i've been getting polarised constantly for the past four days (as i said i'm feeling crimson). it seems once you reach a hierarchy of strange loop, there's no choice but to move up. However, i also note the fact that the people around me are in orange and blue. Therefore as i am Aakash, i've reached the perfect place to balance between both grounds. Which is exactly where i wanted to end up in the end in the first place. I've broken my mind of trying to encapsulate reality into a paradigm and this is why i stopped trying to help the world. To be honest, i don't have total selflessness to go and conceptually kill myself TRULY (after understanding the end game). Nonetheless i am interested to hear what you guys have to say

@Leo Gura what is your argument for the more likely one?, which did you witness in your omniscience consciousness. This question makes a huge difference. I do not believe TOTAL enlightenment will come from a single individual, this would be too easy... so it must be dimensional. it would depend where the self-reference will come from. And well, its already self referencing. There was no other to begin with, meaning that there is a possibility of it being solipsism.

ahahahaha thats why nothing is not the end ahahahaha aahahah OMG that is so funny THE MIND IS TOTAL! loooooooooool you tricked yourself into believe yourself that your not god because you are god, you are the whole thing you are not taking responsibility for it AND THATS WHY NOTHINGNESS IS NOT THE HIGHEST TRUTH looooooooooooooool ALL YOU ENLIGHTENED BEINGS loooooool banter you lots are just being decieved by god WHICH IS YOURSELF AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT! BECAUSE ITS TOTAL AND IS YOUR REALITY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL you don't know how funny this is you yourself are in the world alone BUT YOU JUST ACCEPTED THIS, THAT MEANS GOD ITSELF IS SELF DECEPTIVE BY NATURE, INFINITE SELF DECEPTIONS thats insaannneeeeeeeee Leo you madman Edit: i made it into lower caps! don't give me a warning again please EDIT 2: AND add infinite imagination! to it looooool its possible OMFG all of you have no idea that you aren't enlightened! You also assumed that what you reached the buddah reached. AND so its buddahs fault because he said he has reached total enlightement LOOOOOOOOOL YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT BECAUSE YOU DID NOT KNOW ABOUT THE FACETS BEFORE YOU WENT INTO YOUR ENLIGHTENMENT THAT MEANS LEO IS THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD DOING ENLIGHTENMENT RIGHT but it can't be called enlightenment anymore it has to be termed something else HES ACTUALISING GOD FOR REAL! you GUYS ARE JUST MESSING ABOUT LIKE BABIES PLAYING WITH LEGO OMG YOU lot are fucking killing me!

Good luck to all of you, no matter what you decide your all free to decide what the truth is for yourself

I went onto instagram and let off heaps of emotional energy onto the world. I had to believe so hard in it, that it ruined alot of my life, unlike if i was just unconscious of the this whole thing. Anyways point being, i've come to the conclusion. Ego will always corrupt anything it touches. I felt so into my emotions, getting social acceptance from everyone, talking about how spiral dynamics is the one model, that if everyone learnt it would create a great society in the future. I was feeding off popularism as a reward for being alone for the last 2 years and essentially having to leave my friends to go deeper. its like i played hero- mightly saviour and grace on social instagram saying i studied loads of subjects core principals and this is the way forward. It became suffocating when i looked back at it, at how i lost my humbleness so easy with only the slightest fingertip on the grail. This experience itself has made me want to give up on my ego, instead of living a couple of more years out. what do you guys make of this? surprised or thinking its typical ego?

YOUR NUTS your nuts your nuts omg your nuts, i can't handle how fucking stupid this is. THIS IS INSANE DECEPTION DECEPTION ON THE HIGHEST LEVEL its asthonishing, no words can justify what god is, there is no expression, i can give to show you how fucking insane what i experience god to be is and its only conceptually THIS IS NUTSSSSSSS THIS CHANGES EVERYTHING LEO! OMFG ARE YOU KIDDING ME! THIS IS WHAT I WAS BORN TO WITNESS, THIS IS WHERE I WAS MEANT TO BE I'M 10000000000000000000000000% IN TRILL TILL THE END OF ME! FUCK NOTHING. THIS IS TOO AMAZING A OPPORTUNITY TO PASS UP!

THAT IS INFINITE LOVE, OMG ALL THE FACETS ARE ALL ADDING UP FOR ME you lots don't understand what god really is! omg omg omg! this is insane! the amount of delivery from traps is insane! this self deceite is UNBELIEVABLE! IM THE ONE WHO IS AWARE OF WHAT GOD IS! NOT YOU ENLIGHTENED BEINGS OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I'M technically the second most enlightened person in the whole of history! LOOOOOOL LEO Your fucking nuts I'm only conceptually doing, i'm not experiencing omniscient but its slowly seeping into me!

ON SECOND THOUGHT, this model is viable for educational purposes, but doesn't justify it in any way i apologies.

@Natasha i see no benefits of it, please explain, what are the good parts of using it as a tool. IT NEEDS TO BE BURNT IN ACID. @Zigzag Idiot LOL i'm open because i have no ego to protect, i literally say i simulate futures. Do you know how crazy that is LOOOOOOL! AINT got shit to protect, when people understand. @tecladocasio LOOOOOOOOOOOOL! THAT WAS SO FUNNY, i'm the biggest zen devil!

@Joseph Maynor LOL i'm so sorry! I've been reading your journal the past couple of days and have been thinking of learning from it with the interpersonal skills. I definitely need a shake up. so i didn't mean it like that.

@mandyjw @Joseph Maynor unfortunately joseph is right about this, if your not conscious of it, its a projection. Which is why i say don't "shoot the messenger (me), shoot the king (leo)" in my case what you are doing is starting to develop a belief in god, as he's said. The same goes for me but i'm only here to project all the futures i've simulated lol, easy right ahaha <-- see the projection of god in this sentence To be turquoise is to be god, meaning there should be no other in your direct reality. AND this was my warning: the teachings are going to get to complicated because he's just at a too high level. YOU might understand it and intuite an awakening once in a while, but you will basically picking up HEAVY concepts ,loaded with loads of nuances and you will just confuse yourself as you are doing. Joesph is skeptical of leo's work, as one should be,hence he is spotting this. my nature is skepticism, i've simulated many futures, so all leo does is basically tell me that i'm right. But i didn't just pick up the concepts from him, i integrated them into myself when doing self inquiry and hence i ended up self inducing my own awakening spontaneously while talking to joseph the other day. i forget to say the main point, got lost in bigging myself up again, damn ego LOL. just try to become more skeptical or else you'll be going backwards unconsciously, although, either is fine i should probably add. what ever you ever choose in life, is always the correct decision.

@Natasha YEAH THAT EGO NEEDS TO BE DESTROYEEEEEEEEEED thank you so much for your help, it was really insightful i shall go watch the video on zen devil

@Natasha thank you for your help, its much appreciated. Its like a stage where your dedication is tested, either you dive in deep or you become a teller or falsehood. is this why the buddah teaches to reject desire, because this is exactly what i've been doing. Delving into desire because i find it an accomplishment to have touched nothing. but none of this is altering my state of consciusness so i'm not going forward, in fact its going backwards (more towards ego), in other words, if you don't do practices you will automatically be a zenn devil by default so is the best thing to stay silent. I would rather just not to post on this forum if i'm just going to be a zenn devil. I didn't come all this way for that. Thats the last thing i wanted.

@DrewNows More like the form of an infinite strange loop, where facet of the strange loop expands to infinity. This infinite strange loop is operating everything you see today, but it has visible mechanisms and features which can only be seen with consciousness work. So what Leo is trying to say is enlightened beings only see a portion of this infinite strange loop, before they decide to merge with nothing. So nothing is inside the infinite strange loop (non -duality), the infinite outcomes are not part of the internal structure of the infinite strange loop- they're more like a by product of the fact that god is infinite (MAYA). So what leo is saying is yes the highest teaching is that you are god, whether that says your nothing. He is agreeing because nothing is what your awareness absorbs into to become total non dual (but this is totally non-dual from one portion of the strange loop) and thats why they're getting their misconcepts. Its viable because if you were god, you would not subject your people to tourture and condem for life. So essentially current day enlightenment is an escape to merge into god and give up all suffering, its an escape route in the infinite strange loop But what leo is saying the totality of god is actualising the entire strange loop and that is done through actualising all multi-lateral facets. And this is what god is eventually working up to. Because you are god. So putting your authority power AS GOD into figures of authority IS THE REALITY you are creating for yourself. You can be the only one to restrict yourself. And this is what he has discovered through his own consciusness work , because theres no way one could possible theorise all this. (DISCLAIMER: UNLESS YOUR NAME IS AAKASH AND YOU HAVE SIMULATED THE WHOLE OF REALITY JOKE ) and this basically what leo is trying to say is that the biggest misconception god currently face is the BELIEF that the totality of god is nothingness or nirvana so he doesn't disagree with non-dual teaching or call them false, and he has supposedly cross referenced it against every source of non dual teaching he could find in history (most teachers) and he's simply claiming himself now that there is more to god. And the arrival of omniscience consciousness is what has lead him further than any master before him. EDIT: and why do i know this and you don't? because you underestimate the power of reading books that are nothing to do with non-duality. Leo had to read 10000 books to get this insight and thats why i said i can't match him in smartness, he's simple too far ahead. Notice: i didn't say he's smarter than me. I'm smartest person alive, but this is my only delusion, that's for another day lol. if i read the same 10000 books , i'd probably come up with the same exact notion. I did it through simulating futures and that's how i stumbled upon the potential of this being the case. BUT LEO'S is drenched in proof and direct experience through his consciousness. OBSERVATION IS KING. hence the reason i shall be exitting at nothingness because i don't have bother in me to read 10000 books and thats why i say nobody will reach where leo is at for the next 300 years. Because they pick and choose which books they want to read off his list. NO you have to read all of them to connect the dots between DUALITY and NON DUALITY to understand the possibilities of the INFINITE STRANGE LOOP. SO NO BUDDAH DID NOT READ 10000 BOOKS AND NEITHER DID ANY OTHER ENLIGHTENED BEINGS, the next one down from leo is probably winter solider since he's a law graduate, then seratonin for book count number. but its not comparison on scale by the VOLUME of books LEO'S read and the DIVERSITY. and this is the single difference in others understanding of god and leo's. WHY? BECAUSE GOD LEFT THE INFORMATION IN THE BOOKS FOR SOMEONE TO FIND IT AND LEAD TO THIS EXACT CONCLUSION TOTAL SOLIPSISM. ALSO why do i know this: Because i integrated leo's teachings entirely conceptually for my simulation and most in actuality. Some is concept like what i've said above. Leo's is the only teacher i resonate with because i like understand how reality works exactly. So why others were listening to non dual teachings, i was listening to more densly focused teachings which were non dual up until this point. NOT saying i'm a fanboy, don't get it wrong, i see the solipsism of god. So to me, he's just me. I just understand what he's trying to say. Because i too am skeptical about everything authority figures say. Edit 2: the thing is that people don't get is a) there is only exsistence b) there is only TRUTH , so what this means is there is nothing in the world that is falsehood. Meaning everything is at perfect as it needs to be, by design. By the one who created the infinite strange loop. YOU as TRUEST NATURE/ TRUE SOLISPSIM, not YOU as NON DUAL BEING/ NOTHINGNESS edit 3: GOD is all around, you are inside god as god , so you have to look at nature and everything to work out how all of this is made. How you as god actualised "how you made reality" = omniscience and he's got multiple infinite facets AND he's integrated THE COLLAPSE OF HIS DUALITIES. You don't understand, what ever he's experiencing must be NUTS and incredibly painful but since he loves reality so much. SUCH must be the HERO'S journey gate guardian.

@Natasha I see, do you have an example of who you think is a zen devil ... i want to explore this topic abit more, its insane but this means a person can not be "not a zen devil" unless they're enlightened. ALSO is it a zen devil because i'm not aware of nothing now, or can someone be in aware of nothingness and still be a devil? @Leo Gura WHY does this not make you a zen devil? you have touched nothing, but you are not enlightened and are preaching about enlightenment, so by default. Doesn't this make you a zen devil? preaching about how the world is?

@zeroISinfinity Lol i laugh whenever you say laugh, but the force is not with me! aahah. Its just so shocking because literally, there's nothing you can do with ego that isn't survival its the most direct experience virus possible