Aakash

@Nahm Yes you are right, I have realised once you are enlightened. Then where is there to go ?, your basically consciously creating your own reality. I still haven’t wrapped my head around it but once your god, then actualising god is the game. But first you need to be conscious of how you are god and get an insight into that just like with non dual enlightenment. I wonder how much of the god did you create and how much of it did Leo create for you ? I know it implies duality, but we’re on the same understanding. So I’m sure you will understand what I’m saying

@Serotoninluv lolololololol I see it makes sense now. @SerpaeTetra lolololololol now I just believe in the total solipsism of god consciously. So it’s simple if i post the high quality response is going to benefit someone, somewhere aswell as my self. Still its more passion than anger. Not sure what i have to be angry about in this line of work. It’s great. Even fighting wars is fun for me. Also where would a psych get me lol, we’re talking about consciousness here not matters of the brain or mind. They don’t deal in that, mystics do.

@Serotoninluv yes your right that’s true, for sure. I understand your warning . I guess I can already intuit that, omniscient is higher simply because Non dual enlightenment is like being brain dead. Whilst in omniscient you are everything but you are aware it’s also nothing. But now I understand it’s about consciously embedding it into your consciousness. But I feel like what I said is quite accurate. I want you to answer the question though.

@Serotoninluv yes it’s a good reminder. However, it doesn’t answer my question. They are literally two different states. It doesn’t matter whether my human is contextualising the experience. In both enlightened states what the human does, does not matter to consciousness beyond human ego. However the level of understanding god is completely different. This is what I’m truing to work out using my human brain. To compare the two states, non dual enlightenment is like a 2 year old baby. And omniscient consciousness is like being a 50 year old man.

@Guru Fat Bastard yes this is my experience with my recent awakening into non dual enlightenment. This is basically it. Is this where your current consciousness lies. If you know this much you must be enlightened. And by that I mean constantly aware of consciousness.

@Leo Gura May you provide some advice on what the hell is what ? Then I drank some juice and I fell out of non dual enlightenment back to human dualistic form because I thought shit this drink taste hella nice. What the hell Leo man !

Yup this is a non dual state, this is classical enlightenment. I’m conscious of nothing or mu. Omniscient consciousness was so much different. it was more rich with god than this. But then as I am typing this. I am also this, so I’m not the one typing. Consciousness is nothingness. IM SO CONFUSED LOL this feels total and feels like it is likely to contain omniscient consciousness than omniscient consciousness is likely to be this. It’s like omniscient would happen inside of nothingness. I feel like I understand every non dual being now lol. Infinite peace, infinite bliss, infinite consciousness , freedom from suffering lol. It all makes sense. Still lol the funny thing is we have to take into consideration that my base level of consciousness was reduced by like 1000- 10000 fold from omnipresent enlightenment. So it’s understandable that I’m only seeing non dual enlightenment now. Especially because I was conscious of god at a higher degree of enlightenment before. It’s easier to maintain. OKAY yes I’ve put this into perspective. This is like using no mind but even you can let your thoughts pass, you could let anything pass and you wouldn’t attach to it because you knew you werr consciousness. But this non dual enlightenment has nothing to do with how god works or even using language to work it out. Like the answer would simply be ohh that’s consciousness. But omniscient present is like, you are conscious of gods design. Like the whole of reality. Theyre very two different states. I’m not sure how they correlate.

I can fucking love again! I know how to generate it from the source of my own being! whraopglhdptpdtisiysit i fucking love the whole universe because I fucking love myself as god! My infinite love was bland meek before because I only saw illusions and did apply sameness until my awakening! Now I know it’s real without a doubt! Infinite love from source baby! Not from the heart, not from attachment to people! Not from object or thing! Just fucking love from my own being especially triggered when I think how much I love reality and love life thank you nahm! No need for reiki classes after becoming omniscient I can send it anywhere and generate it anytime! Its from inside you love out and you love in. Its from outside you find limited love! Remember this people, love is real and an illusion. lolololol i waited two fucking years for this very moment! I knew all other love was limited! I know I would one day know what it is! Its been 1 and a half hours and it hasn’t stopped! I’m literally looking at a lamp and saying I fucking love you to it

I think I’m conscious of what consciousness is. But how can “i” be conscious of it. Its like this present moment has turned into consciousness. It’s like the fabric of reality, I can see it. Does anyone have any pointer. It’s like duality has collapsed into non duality.

@zeroISinfinity yes bro you might be right; as soon as I read your message, it went. Because It seems it was deep love for reality. So what’s the proper way of getting it loool. Loool it’s back, its just I have so much love for god and the universe looool! Its so amazing man. I just love the design of it so much. I love everything. Still you might be right, this may not be permanent, it’s fluctuating. But I know for sure it’s infinite love! Now I have experience

I swear this is gonna change my life lol im looking at Instagram I don’t see any distinctions! I’m just looking at the pictures loving them equally. Like it’s like what am I actually looking at. Lool there’s nothing I can compare somethiny I don’t like, to something I do. To feel like I favour it more and it stands out loool that’s actually so stupid

Lololololol anytime a bad thought is thought I just love the shit out of it and it’s okay! Loool killl ayerrrthing with love, who cares, everything you don’t like! Kill it with love! There is only love!

It was soooooooo worth it to fucking wait two years. So so so so worth it

@Nahm ahahaha I feel like I’m havint another awakening already ???? this is nuts! I am consious I am pouring love into the universe. ?? Where are you generating thenlove from that’s what I want to know. Its not your biological heart, is it because you’ve stabilised in the facet of infinite love ?

@Nahm LOOOOOOL! No way you mods are unbelievable. Is it complete or not ?

@Nahm it’ actually fucking stopped! LOOOL @Leo Gura @Serotoninluv Fuck metaphysics !! Ive found my calling in life, it’s reiki and love ?. This is actually the coolest thing you can do with your life, if your not chasing gods final form. @Nahm I’m leaving Leo’s school of teaching to become your student ? teach me the ways of the force!!

@Nahm lololol nahm I know your meditating love to me, fucking stop it, it’s getting too much ?

@Serotoninluv wowoeowowwowowk yhats so coool!, I just got what you meant. That’s goals for me ?. What the hell stage is Leo Lololololol wtf im now conscious of what teal is!

@Nahm I can feel the carebear love all the way from here on my bed ? lololol you literally just showed me the infinite form of love higher than mine. Thanks ! It opened up and I put it into being too ?

@Serotoninluv ahhh the court always so humble beings. ? being reiki’d into infinity it makes sense now where the forums care bare and laboratory proffessior with phd In metaphysics is coming from. Sincere love to you all edit: lololololol what does that even look like ?, I can only imagine.

My consciousness has gone back to base level, if I had to scale the decrease, it feels almost like 1000x - 10000 times less conscious. However, I realised I saw the raise in consciousness itself there. Before my eyes I was becoming more conscious. My outline of the situation is this: it was consciousness expanding to different sectors of gods mind, that ultimately lead to the raise in consciousness. As the raise in consciousness would indicate, consciousness became non dual/ dual or god consciousness of some form. My focus is on gods consciousnes, it’s not on reaching a state of conscious. The reason being is because I can’t focus on a particular state of consciousness. See the geniusness of it is: you can lock yourself into any state of consciousness you want. Low human state, high human state, non dual state, omniscient state. However, not if there’s someone in the world YOU think is at a higher consciousness level to yours. Hence the mapping of consciousness. If your like yeah this is exactly what the buddah experienced, then you will think that’s the total state. However, it must be done unconsciously OF GODS TOTALITY. Once you see the totality, there’s no stabilising in any state, because its only you in the universe. Like you yourself are conscious of yourself having created this whole universe to find out what you are. Like you see yourself sitting in the middle of eternity lol; not see but are conscious of yourself lol. So there’s no need for states of consciousness here, it’s degrees of enlightenment. This is where I got it wrong because I said non dual people are contracted states, they aren’t because they’re in infinite love + infinite oneness + non duality + highly focused stability + infinite consciousness . They lack infinite intelligence, they lack an appreciation for infinite perfection and reject infinite self acceptance. They’re not aware of self - deception. They aren’t aware that everything is god. They aren’t aware that everything is infinite love, more like their enlightened state is infused with infinite love because of non dual practices, they’re hearts have opened etc. But my understanding is infinite love is more radical than that. They are not aware of how the mind plays a vital role in awakening. The biggest issue is that they think god is nothing and so everything is an illusion. Which is 100% true, but god is also everything -which they are missing. Infact they’re missing a lot of things. Radicality is severely underestimated. You have to do multiple practices, if you want full awakening. Hunting for truth is not survival, escaping pain and suffering is survival. Im not sure I can watch anymore non duality videos anymore. We’ll see, I’ll give it a try to see wag1 with it. I’m not sure it’s possible to follow a teacher blindly to omniscient consciousness. I feel like you yourself have to intuit things, with the gurus help. With non dual teachings there’s a path, am I name, am I body, am I mind, am I brain, am I etc.. etc.. but with this there is no conclusive path. It’s like your asking yourself why did the Mongolians attack China. The questions are completely different. There is no certain amount of questions that can garuntee you passage way to omniscient. If I’m being honest I’ve probably asked myself somewhere around a million to two million questions about reality, which I’ve answered most besides about 10-20. Which is actually only the ENTRY fee to becoming omniscient. If I had to ask Leo how many questions he’s asks himself lol. I don’t even want to know, it would put me to shame lol. I can tell my metaknowledge is about 1-2% of his. MAYBE 3% if I’m pushing it. Hence I had a very very very very weak omniscient consciousness awakening. It was clear as daylight whilst I was in it. How much being could infinitely increase with more consciousness and metaknowledge. I’ve noticed that I’m starting to suffer, I’ve really enjoyed the spiritual path and my whole journey in general to be honest. It’s something I would do all over again. But I want to stabilise in a conscious state for comfortability. The problem with Leo’s teachings is that they’re too high quality. He’s too highly aware of deception and this is transferred to the student. Not every student but only a student who’s record has broken. The counter intuitiveness of his teachings is this, look how funny it is. You will not reach a permanent state of enlightenment under my teachings or be taught a mediocre version of love. “No, no, no, it’s more radical than that” you will instead find that suffering is a finite thing and does not belong in infinity. What belongs in infinity is infinite perfection, meaning your suffering is absolutely perfect. Lololol me in response - what I really wanted to do was stabilise in self-deception in the long run. Leo after response - there’s no room for that here buddy, we’re looking to self-actualise god properly. Me - ? what does that really mean me after finding out - ? you’ve taken this too far, it’s too radical. This work is definitely not for everyone and to be honest, seratoninluv is the only person I think who has a chance of reaching what you experienced currently. I think you should just be honest about it and tell people that if they follow your teachings, they won’t end up in non duality. I get that it’s important to the self-actualisation as a whole and the role it plays. But if I never loved truth so much and I arrived at this point, where I would eventually not be able to permanently self deceive myself. Then I would say I wished I follow actual non dual teachers and not someone putting drugs up gods infinite butthole to become god. I mean at the end of the day the self deception mechanism will go on, so it is what it is. Omniscient consciousness was this for me... I’m trying to remember it, but it’s a pretty vague memory now. My consciousness left my human consciousness all together. There was only god. It was me sitting in eternity consciously being how I created the world to find out exactly what I am. Like I was literally watching myself as god become god. But it was only a fragment of how I did it and a fragment of what god actually is or enlightenment . It wasn’t the full thing. I would actually spend my entirely life doing this, if I had the balls to isolate myself and cut myself off from everyone. This is insanely stupid. Once your omniscient you will have no doubt that this is the purpose of life lol. You would literally say to yourself, “what else could I possibly do with my life” this is the absolute truth. This is what I was literally born by god to do. Like it’s clear as day light lol. It’s actually ridiculously stupid how backwards non duality makes things seem. Like omniscient consciousness explains so much. That’s how streams of information were just downloaded into my consciousness. To me personally, non duality is highly low conscious teaching. Like exceptionally low lol. The actual funniest thing about it is it started like this: “the universe exist in cycles” LEGIT. This is what birthed non duality. This assumption right here. To be honest I can write more, But if it’s too long people won’t read.

@Nahm yes nahm, do you see why every degree of enlightenment or type of enlightenment is perfect. The simple truth is non dual enlightenment is perfect for you, to do your reiki classes is perfect for you. Especially because of your family. Had you have had the need to pursuit higher truths than the one you already have. Then you would have lost your family and caused disruption for sure. Hence anybody at any state of enlightenment is perfect, if they wish to go to higher degrees then it is up to them. THEY as the human being, being REAL. Must inuitively decide what is the best course of action for themselves is which means infinite love was perfect for you and your reiki classes. I would cry if I was you and thank god (the complete form of god) each of us is blessed with perfection, it just takes a while to see it. Its a different degree of infinite love than the one you already possess

@Dodo I tried that, it didn’t work the simple fact is this: if you don’t have a conscious state of god experience in your memory. You can forget about persuading anybody some people are open, some will never lol

@Synchronicity has messaged me in a private chat a couple of hours ago. Claiming he has reached a degree of enlightenment even higher than omniscient consciousness. He is conscious of something that can not be explained using the words absolute truth. Although he is also aware it falls into absolute truth, it’s just he needs to create a distinction to support his current degree of enlightenment. He has said he’s been in this forum before and tried to tell people but they just called him a zen devil because their current degree of enlightenment did not match what the collective degree of enlightenment was. @Synchronicity please share your experience with us so we can learn what higher degrees of enlightenment are above non duality, above omniscient consciousness. Simply put he’s the only person I intuitively picked out who is above Leo’s current degree of enlightenment. Its understandble why he was demonised in the past. But now we are conscious that there is more to the becoming god. Please tell us, how, what you experience in the best words you can.

@Conrad yup the true meaning of unconditional love. Is for your human self to love god itself to kill god. To reach the end, to become god.