Aakash

@zeroISinfinity my mind is bending right now, I’m thinking to myself. How am I addicted when there’s is only being. Loooll how insane is it to be addicted to yourself. This whole thing is insane lol, everything is me. It’s even more insane that we are the same in two different bodies who realised we are the same being lol. That’s even more insane lol

@Leo GuraIs a contracted form of love and a contracted form of consciousness just more form. From perspective of being, I could not see a difference in love or a difference in consciousness. So is it’s limited form just a “form of love” and a “form of consciousness”

@zeroISinfinity alright yeah, I’ll take you up on that offer. It is no longer about thinking. But Realising being itself. Thanks bro im just getting more devoured as we speak

@zeroISinfinity yes I get it. Me is that connected feeling. It does feel like love. I don’t feel it now. But it did feel like Iove i don’t feel it now because obviously I’m back in my body. Instead of seeing body inside of myself

But being itself understands itself by understanding why being has created infinity in this way. Like the way I viewed it was there was words flying out of my families mouths. But why is this lol? What made words fly out of my families mouth. By injecting being into everything you can understand. But also I feel like there seems to be a point of no return kinda thing. Where you stop using your mind and say ohh it’s just words that are flying out which have no value. To then say ohh there’s no need to understand why that person went and committed a crime. It was just their identification with their mind. It’s like your literally saying form is random and being is just random.

Omg I think I get it emptiness is it, but it has an even deeper being and that being is love. That connected feeling! The sensation itself was being! Which is why it felt connected. And it makes you cry.

Let’s continue this in another thread I have something to say about this

I also noticed as what could possibly hurt you or could you fear because you are immortal and the very present moment itself. Even if a human is hurt, nothing ever happens to being. It is experiencing what it is like to get hurt. But doesn’t actually get hurt.

@zeroISinfinity yes there was a deep connection to the lamp, which is why it felt emotional. Almost like it was so beautiful that it was full of emptiness. The type of form didn’t actually matter. Maybe it was actually a glimpse of love ?

I had an experience of non dual being just one hour ago. Nearly shedded tears because I realised a lamp post was being itself. Then I realised my thoughts were apart of being. I wondered to myself am I still attached to my human as to influence it’s thoughts for better use? Or was it too appearing out of nowhere. It’s identifying with the thoughts that gave them value, otherwise they were just form flying out of nowhere. Letting go gives you space to just detach from the thoughts

Lol you two love birds just had sex in a very cult-like manner. It was joyful to read I ask because I wanted to see what you said about death or the apocalypse

@zeroISinfinity @Jack River I wonder have you both even died yet ?. What is prior to consciousness? What is prior to being aware of myself?

@zeroISinfinity loool so I am pure awareness that is what I am gotcha. Pure awareness gives the idea of seperation. ? I guess sometimes we have to jump head first into the rock.

@zeroISinfinity so we are the same being and I never underwent reincarnation. The process can be described as reincarnation for how I create the idea of false self through an idea of birth and death ?

Thanks god the emptiness is pure love which is different to what I think of love But this thing inside my skull. How is it related to myself. (P.s I’m not debating that myself is not the true self, all of it is me... kind of thing) I just don’t get what I am then ? was I created by myself via some sort of thought or am I myself tricking myself into being a small self or am I imaginary and unreal or am I imaginary and real but an illusion. Or did I actually undergo reincarnation, or is this a story I have told myself over the years to explain the true self.

@tsuki yes that is where form is ending up seemingly. Higher levels of ego consciousness. I.e becoming more god-like or extra-ordinary through being able to Love more. First love flows and is turned to devilry and then back again to love. Eventually love will overcome fear in all scenarios with some time lag. Overall we are saying the same things. But yes I guess I mean “I” as opposed to ego. Thanks for the correction

@zeroISinfinity yes but I’m talking about the me who’s head needs to be chopped off. Did I exists ? Also is emptiness the same as love ?

Love being to create the idea of a seperate self. When nothing is actually happening = death baby! Creation = sharing love of itself Zee on going process which is happening right this moment as zero is saying you are love ? thoughts ?

@zeroISinfinity yes that was my point of what I wrote. It is to unify at higher orders and make enlightenment a possibility. So what is “me” lol. Sounds like I’m asking a basic question here. But do I exists or don’t I exists and if I do exists, how do I exists and have i existed before this ?

Lool following this so called love, gets you to less ego density, which is more ego development and therefore enlightenment. The issue is not that you are an ego, the issue is that you have a label “me” which has identified with the ego as a thought. Love let’s you see that “me” is universal. Which does not require ego development to do, you could just use god to cut through everything as a stepping stone. , is “me” exist or not ? I have yet to figure this one out. Trying to ask people about reincarnation. But safhguru just said know that this is nonsense - _ -

@tsuki yes this determinism is determined itself by free will, even your own free will, will lead to more determinism. BecUse you can not create an independent causal chain. Everything is imperminant and interconnected. BecUse you are awareness telling awareness what is truth by telling people “what is that” unless it’s absolute truth.

A paradigm is god’s way of reaching the end of reincarnation. How can you make a conceptual “me” who may have experienced previous lives to experience certain situation. Easy give them a body which is festered with certain dna archetypes. You reacting to your environment and every thought was pre determined in the sense “me” reacting to the nature of its own design. This is why we have ego development . It is because the “me” will always do things to reach enlightenment. But overall I agree, can’t say it’s anything but consciousness after you’ve died ?

@tsuki how so?

@tsuki Ahh yes, I don’t disagree. But the thought is only a thought about gravity however you define it. Gravity itself is there until it is no longer there via your own awareness.