Aakash

I believe the stigma surrounding the word love is often confusing. Love is just a word, with an assosicated meaning of feeling , whether its unconditional or conditional is totally dependant on your state of consciousness. Therefore love can be classified as consciousness however for educational purposes it can be denounced as love to entail it in a feature of oneness. so consciousness and love are synonymous. But you must investigate further.

Yes, i agree! but he should bring it out more, it's only visible after you've realised who am i :') The whole time while i was watching i thought he was somewhat serious, now i know he definately loves what hes doing.

Watching leo's self deception video over again for fun, never seen someone so happy and smile so much at being self-decieved loool!

Loved it; encaptured it beautifully!

I admitted total defeat to my mind and let go of everything, because I'm trying to fight for myself against myself to prove to myself that myself is the real one, whether or not it was true in the first place if myself was the true myself or the false myself ?!?!?/???????? Total defeat, even the rock didn't see this one coming ladies and gentleman! i bet he'd be the most heart broken </3

IMO its basically another word for magic,

none other than myself ; it was ironically the correct time and place for myself to win aswell :') #thejokeoflife

I see; once nothing and something duality breaks down, all thats left is ; is or now. The complete present moment. Its neither yours nor mine. you end up exactly at the same place "i think therefore i am" or "the present moment" or "are you aware right now" or "basically, everything is an illusion" , There is no way to experience or have perception of something that is not real in the first place. That is reality. But the only thing that you can be sure of; is there is ONE. that is enlightenment realising you are infintaley one , as well as infinitately nothing ~ absolute infinity~

I just went full circle, I want to know. if "who am i" self inquiry - is just trials and tributes, is the question "How do i stay there" basically an intellectual question? as opposed to letting go?

@Anton Rogachevski Yup just cycled round again and understood the cycles of rebirth. Thank you for your words,

My one answer = who is the one you are creating a better life for! what are your thoughts and Comments on the question?

I wanted to know your experience of it?

I do not know where the force of the void is taking me, How do i trust my thoughts once you've glimpsed enlightenment. my answer You break through all delusions, your thoughts become synchronised and pure what woud you answer?

Nope you are correct, my apologies.

@ground ill try my best not to become a zen devil; but it's inevitable hehehe

@ground let me know if you need help , any time. I'll be around this forum. I choose in the worldly context to do spiral dynamics and raise consciousness and in a spiritual context; unconditional love.

@Anton Rogachevski - I wonder if its cause im a below 24 i decided to play the part of the fool. However, i'm also aware there's no right answer to the question either. SO i was just wondering what other people decided at this stage.

@ground correct, what did you decide was best for you? I decided to come back because i still have a dharma to my parents as trivial as it is, i'm unconditional love is what i decide. So i was wondering what other people did in their situation??

Dear LEO Firstly, i would like to say; i apologise, i should have posted all my comments in this correct section of your forum page. however, i would like to say that It has come to my attention that if the self enquiry route is understood, then has it come to the end where self actualised.org has reached it's limitations. For example, the practice requires me to experience awareness with wakeful eyes. Therefore there is no ideology that can bound the incommunicable from this point of view, besides guidance. henceforth, i was wondering if the map of guidance has reached its final pointing direction to the territory. Kind regards Aakash (truth not TRUTH presently)

@ground Very true indeed, the need for a spiritual teachers ... "is" or "isn't" is very powerful indeed just to lead to the simplicity nature of everything is an illusion. Thank you for commenting.

I looked at my fossil watch and saw there was nothing but a tick, the illusion itself was that time is passing in my thoughts, it had been my first time of a delusion other than my ego being so clear to me. After self enquiry i started to notice the delusions in many thing. LEO i wanted to ask, whats your opinion on the relationship between delusions and consciousness. Although i know the answer, even if i've had a glimpse of the TRUTH. it does not maintain in delusions, infact i find myself wanting to find the TRUTH around me. I wanted to break all delusions of a perceiver , you could say. Is this the raising of consciousness infinitely you eloquently advocate? Kind regards Aakash (truth not TRUTH presently)

For further readers; did you know there was a person called sai baba, who materialised things out of nothing. check it out on youtube. There is no end point, it will consciously increase forever! so all you can do is play and let the force of nature take you over. just let go! or atleast try! even if it harder than just saying it.

^^ this is the only assumption one can make about it from the perceptive part of back reasoning, none the less it may be logical. IT IS indeed falsehood and therefore it is what i mean that its paradoxical AND the reason to that enlightened being there is no miracle occuring. Thank you for reading

In the grand scheme of things, the universe is trying to find out what it means to be itself and therefore the highest enlightened being is the highest being at that current present moment and is setting down markers for itself to know there is an infinity more consciousness to explore. Consciousness is infinite. The play is playing whether you are playing or not.

Enlightenment is when you rid yourself of every delusion YOU created for yourself in the first place. In the west where we are; it is harder. You have created more delusion for yourself than in the east. Where life could potentially be a lot more simpler. A life where all your metaphysical questions are answered is a long long path, in fact even a life time for some. It takes people their whole lives to answer the question who am i, what am i, what is reality. Let alone what is an ant colony like and actually play to find out what itself is in the bigger self sense. The 10th OX herding picture is therefore very far off an awakened person. it could take years, decades and even centuries for some people to become enlightened. it depends how serious you are, it depends how conscious you are, it has many deceits awaiting for you and trickeries. The highest 'enlightened being' with all thier metaphysical questions answered, who has lived an abundant life , to his greatest wish thereafter lives a life of simplicity because they have no desire. to live in an alternative manner. At the highest level .... there are no words to describe this ultimate TRUTH however, one thing is for sure, the two steps before this final step must be paradoxical. to bring about the strange loop.