Aakash

There psycho- induced numbers of consciousness people create out of thin air. I must say i read a book and got 333,111,222 etc and when i saw those numbers for a split second my consciousness raised ever so slightly higher lol. But its basically putting a meaning upon those numbers. I'm not going to lie, that diving deep guy is way to spiritual for me, I'm not even sure hes that conscious even if he has lucid dreamed his whole life lol. But like i said i'm not sure really what hes about. There are definately better people to learn from.

Glad to see you've started a thread; good luck If you have any questions; grounds your ground

change and not change are dualities only percieved by perceiever with a reference to time which is also an illusion. However within the ever infinite of now the awareness is in hypothetical change itself. We can not state merely without a reference of change without the quantification of time. None the less change is occuring within the ever change of infinite formless ness. In other words, words alone can not decitate whether change is occuring. Everything is happening now, forever. I believe that there is no constant awareness and by default you have to be everything to be formless if that helps ...

He does not ; he/ she must only do one thing. Complete the paradox and break down dualities. Becoming so conscious they are consciousness themselves in the big sense, thus able to create something out of nothing in scientific terms, it's like nikola tesla creating a device to harness energy out of thin air, he suppodely has and the government has covered it up. and it's so called conspiracy theory. None the less; i'm not interested in the conspiracy but the theory itself. Using reality itself consciously to create reality itself. It does, not need to have shape or form, or be real these are all additional dualities and delusions! it just has to be done to completely break down the duality. As we say the miracle is no miracle to us but miraculous to others! to us it was already what was there! absolute something = absolute nothing (duality breaks down) not absolute nothing > (is greater than) absolute something or absolute something > (is greater than) absolute nothing This is where i think many enlightened teachers are at absolute nothing

Recent experiences has caused me to question what the divine play is. In hinduism ... it ... is called leela. If we are all playing our role, then who is watching out for the overall role. It is a natural paradox, am i big or small. This is the duality that leads to I am small-big and this is what we call non duality. I am small , i am big , i am small-big , i am big-small as long as in your role you identify with ONE thing you are non- dual. Could it be as such, that the role of playing ONE thing has no distinct boundaries, therefore it only leaves the role and term "playing in the now" "What came first the chicken or the egg" in other words what came first Something or nothing ... The answer we know now is nothing .... they appeared at the same time , in fact they are non dual. so for all dualities to collapse you have to arrive at the point where all terms are the same between big and small and the obvious answer you arrive at is simple... the big and small are dualities, the answer can not be encapsulated by any human standards, besides absolute truth and void or another definite of complete nothingness. Okay so you arrive here and lets say you let go of everything entirely... you become non duality itself .. You become one thing! A force of nature, belonging to a bigger self ... YOU itself I agree you can become absolutely nothing, but you can't actualise absolute nothing unless you actualise absolutely something in other words, might it be that as non duality... the role we play is one role ... to create something out of nothing! The paradox turns inwards and the duality completely collapses! saying we are absolute nothingness does not raise consciousness levels fast, the fastest way is to produce something out of nothing. produce yourself out of nothing. Human is only a construct itself, pure awareness however is the only thing real ofcourse! but only as far as hallucinations go! or absolute nothingness. what are your thoughts on this matter? reality constructing itself?

Amazing i absolutely love this Thank you for sharing it; it will go a long way for me; i'm overly joyed right now

does wind need to know that it's moving, for it to know its wind?

I believe the stigma surrounding the word love is often confusing. Love is just a word, with an assosicated meaning of feeling , whether its unconditional or conditional is totally dependant on your state of consciousness. Therefore love can be classified as consciousness however for educational purposes it can be denounced as love to entail it in a feature of oneness. so consciousness and love are synonymous. But you must investigate further.

Yes, i agree! but he should bring it out more, it's only visible after you've realised who am i :') The whole time while i was watching i thought he was somewhat serious, now i know he definately loves what hes doing.

Watching leo's self deception video over again for fun, never seen someone so happy and smile so much at being self-decieved loool!

I admitted total defeat to my mind and let go of everything, because I'm trying to fight for myself against myself to prove to myself that myself is the real one, whether or not it was true in the first place if myself was the true myself or the false myself ?!?!?/???????? Total defeat, even the rock didn't see this one coming ladies and gentleman! i bet he'd be the most heart broken </3

IMO its basically another word for magic,

none other than myself ; it was ironically the correct time and place for myself to win aswell :') #thejokeoflife

I see; once nothing and something duality breaks down, all thats left is ; is or now. The complete present moment. Its neither yours nor mine. you end up exactly at the same place "i think therefore i am" or "the present moment" or "are you aware right now" or "basically, everything is an illusion" , There is no way to experience or have perception of something that is not real in the first place. That is reality. But the only thing that you can be sure of; is there is ONE. that is enlightenment realising you are infintaley one , as well as infinitately nothing ~ absolute infinity~

I just went full circle, I want to know. if "who am i" self inquiry - is just trials and tributes, is the question "How do i stay there" basically an intellectual question? as opposed to letting go?

@Anton Rogachevski Yup just cycled round again and understood the cycles of rebirth. Thank you for your words,

My one answer = who is the one you are creating a better life for! what are your thoughts and Comments on the question?

I wanted to know your experience of it?

I do not know where the force of the void is taking me, How do i trust my thoughts once you've glimpsed enlightenment. my answer You break through all delusions, your thoughts become synchronised and pure what woud you answer?

Nope you are correct, my apologies.

@ground ill try my best not to become a zen devil; but it's inevitable hehehe

@ground let me know if you need help , any time. I'll be around this forum. I choose in the worldly context to do spiral dynamics and raise consciousness and in a spiritual context; unconditional love.

@Anton Rogachevski - I wonder if its cause im a below 24 i decided to play the part of the fool. However, i'm also aware there's no right answer to the question either. SO i was just wondering what other people decided at this stage.

@ground correct, what did you decide was best for you? I decided to come back because i still have a dharma to my parents as trivial as it is, i'm unconditional love is what i decide. So i was wondering what other people did in their situation??

Dear LEO Firstly, i would like to say; i apologise, i should have posted all my comments in this correct section of your forum page. however, i would like to say that It has come to my attention that if the self enquiry route is understood, then has it come to the end where self actualised.org has reached it's limitations. For example, the practice requires me to experience awareness with wakeful eyes. Therefore there is no ideology that can bound the incommunicable from this point of view, besides guidance. henceforth, i was wondering if the map of guidance has reached its final pointing direction to the territory. Kind regards Aakash (truth not TRUTH presently)