Aakash

@DrewNows what if i wasn't being a nihilist but simply listing a straight truth of the matter. Would i still be considered a nihilist in your opinion after?

@Truth Addict happy or not happy , sad or not sad, predetermined vs not predetermined, beautiful vs not beautiful , growth vs not growth, needed vs not needed, knowledgeable vs not knowledgeable , informative vs not informative, cool vs not cool , moral vs not moral , non dualistic vs not nondualistic (duality) , right vs wrong, evil vs not evil , good vs not good , exsistance vs not exsistance, shoulda woulda coulda vs not shoulda woulda coulda , meaningful vs not meaningful, have vs have not , magic vs not magic and on and on and on the "x vs not x" of the english language go I already wrote that its a concept inside of this little passage i've written. these are all concepts unless you have experienced in your direct experience; thats when it doesn't become concept, but i've come to realise myself what ever your going to call it; at the end of the day it is what it is no words in english will describe what the truth is

its saying that the birds will always come back to the source of their life. Know that allah is the mighty and wise source. In my opinion. just like you will seek to go back to source yourself, there is no difference between yourself and the birds in this quote. you are both the bird and the human and the infinite in non-dual terms.

@ajasatya that makes sense ! thank you for your help friend, it was much appreciated

@ajasatya yeah man these mental hickups are sneaky; i woke up and instantly realised i lost touch with it and was out of goal (even though i am the very thing, i just started laughing) , and have been hovering since. When all i know i have to do is close my eyes and focus on presence and awareness. what do you mean by this? and ahahahaha thats so true that was a great analogy :')

green is being open to the fact that your perspective is influencing other peoples perspectives, (consciously or unconsciously) after stage orange you only care for growth and improvement aswell as new innovations and other such orange perspective. The limitation becomes that it doesn't start to bring you happiness so you start caring about others outside or inside of your reach for the first time. (you see others as yourself [human] for the first time. The development through green i believe is to encorporate equality between inviduals until you reach the limitation that equality can not sustain a nation or an entire country. SO you begin to look for diverse approaches through understanding humans alot better. it helps that you've come from lower stages of the spiral because in this time you are able to relate to individuals on thier levels and accept their opinions, this i believe is the start of stage yellow

@ajasatya i believe the video you shown is what pure awareness is. But what do i do next then?

@ajasatya i can sense i'm just waiting for a validation intellectually until i actually do my meditation practices to bath in awarness. Pride hmmm i'm not so sure about, but i guess subconsciously i may have felt a sense of "ahh yes now i know, i can tell others now" so i guess that would classify as zen devilry. helping, learning , still growing? i'm not gonna lie though, i don't actually have a solid answer to this question only my best answer. but after watching the video now, i would say to lead others across the shore?

x vs not x is consolidated by identification with your beliefs, as you might have heard its our beliefs that harm us intellectually

@Marc Schinkel i don't know if this will help but

@ajasatya but then i have no use for the actualised.org forum platform since i have to go off and do this work in silence and keep present with pure awareness. So i figured i would just have fun contemplating. YES it is an attachment to the comfort of contemplating with mind, my embodiment is still lacking but meditation was perfect to remaining in presence. I felt like my heart was opening up and felt a deep connection ,love for everything as pure awareness. so this is what i need to do next, i know. But like i said man i can't help it, its so fun!

@Marc Schinkel @ivankiss is your man for that question, i haven't had experience in painting over my canvas yet!

@ajasatya man i can't help it i just love contemplating non- exsistant stuff! and then getting others to contemplate it to see what they get out of what i've just contemplated for fun!

@Marc Schinkel the canvas that is pure awareness (you)

@AlwaysBeNice thank you for always being nice, it is the same yes in my current clarification loooool, the pure awareness experiencing these things are exactly the same at both given times.

@Marc Schinkel as @ivankiss the canvas is blank, you are free to paint on it and you are also free to put pain on it aswell

"a thought, a vision , a sound , a smell , a touch , a feeling , an emotion " an experience of yourself the meaning added to this experience is of your own clarification happy or not happy , sad or not sad, predetermined vs not predetermined, beautiful vs not beautiful , growth vs not growth, needed vs not needed, knowledgeable vs not knowledgeable , informative vs not informative, cool vs not cool , moral vs not moral , non dualistic vs not nondualistic (duality) , right vs wrong, evil vs not evil , good vs not good , exsistance vs not exsistance, shoulda woulda coulda vs not shoulda woulda coulda , meaningful vs not meaningful, have vs have not , magic vs not magic and on and on and on the "x vs not x" of the english language go

@Marc Schinkel a thought, a vision , a sound , a smell , a touch , a feeling , an emotion none of which are you

1) this question doesn't actually make sense. You can't leave the true you out of the equation. However, the false notion you already know can be taken out 2) the physical body would die, alongside the false notion of you who thought there was both life and death in dualities aka i was once a live, now i am dead right before the bullet hits the brain. The person would think to himself, he knows hes about to die right now 3) My experience is no, because its still your mechanism to interact with the world outside your physical body. but in the sense your asking, i would say that you know you aren't those things when they arise so you let them go more easily and return to just being awareness 4) they were just what was! or is! the notion of dead vs alive is something you've attached to them to understand them. in past tense, what is was just what happened. if there was no past, then you've already forgot about it without remembering was it alive or dead All of these in my opinion obviously

i thought i had it , then i never, i thought i had it , then i never, i thought i had it, then i never the cycle continuing far and wide the ego i tried to get rid of, until it subsides the ego i tried not to get rid of, incase it was right an endless battle and trap i fought until i had- re arrived where did i rearrive? i rearrived at ego because thats where i started :')

@winterknight mind i don't really know how to put my experience is words so ill just say it like this: is the realization of pure awareness or what i am, enlightenment? i feel like i know exactly what i am with no hesistation in my direct experience. I just have no words i can put it in that will represent it besides pure awareness.

@tedens that it can, life is a school afterwards as one of the moderators said

all is [enter word here] thats fine embodiment is a lifestyle therefore enlightenment = lifestyle the 8 noble paths are development via lifestyle map = right X,Y,Z continuous development = lifestyle choice doing nothing = life style choice seeking = lifestyle choice good or bad choice = lifestyle choice lifestyle choice does not equal lifestyle lifestyle is and enlightenment is lifestyle = enlightenment = is And "all is [enter word here]" doesn't change in any regards and never will

@ajasatya yup i've exceeded my daily limit PLUS it was just to provide others with some mental noise for their self inquiry ahah. I thought i did quite well in explaining it. No more though

to finish off ill say this pure awareness[ is] pure silence or true silence and bathing in it is truth.