Aakash

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  1. psychosis is really just saying your reality is not different to those around you in my opinion. i wouldn't even go as far to say your psychotic. it just feels like that.especially doing this work, we all atleast feel like once in our lives we are going through psychosis. i myself included. i would just say ground yourself in the present moment and do what you really need to do (actualise), this will ground a fundamental, for like 3-4 months and when you look back in hindsight you will atleast have the feeling you've moved forward and have more clarity on the issue as well as direct experience.
  2. @Preetom yeah but i can't seem to maintain the presence of void, pure awareness, nothingness @Nahm it really is amazing at having one reference point, one moment where it reveals itself to you and your like i have it, and i want it again, how do i get this. its definately because it reveals itself to you, in my opinion. gotta keep trying until you get a breakthrough @Joseph Maynor you in this context is third person referring to me, or us or we, all of us. ahh man when i tried to meditate again. that question completely blocked my path, as if it were stopping me from the thing revealing itself to me because i'm trying to conceptualise this is what it is and this is what it isn''t, instead of just it being what it is completely
  3. @Rilles awarness feels like its still happening in my head still , since i haven't got a feel of expanding it too much yet. but this awareness/perception is occuring everywhere. its omnipresent. i haven't experienced this in my direct experience and what it feels like, just inside my head, since its the only place i can access it lol
  4. you are and you are not; conspiracies do exsist in my opinion. but as leo once said they're literally just peanuts to the conspiracy that is "YOU"
  5. karma and universal consciousness dictation its nows not seconds, every moment is a now rather than every moment is a second shes not in a different timeline, but shes not the same person you think she is and thats a mental construct you hold of her, remember the same construct that applies to you i am a,b,c,d,e,f, also applies when you look at everyone else. they are but you in their forms theres so no such thing as linear timelines, its a mental construct, even the 11th dimension version of physics version of the fabric of reality, yes its closer to how you would describe reality but not depicted right but its as right as right can be in this now. making it perfect. you are building mental constructs, the now is all that actually happened?
  6. @Jack River thats how it should be in my opinion, when your able to do it comfortably. I haven't got to this stage yet but i would like to one day.
  7. @Cortex Yes lower stages will ulitmately dissappear but that will be in a long time, way way way way after we are all dead i'm talking maybe 10,000 + years for the complete eradication of a stage in actuality and in relation to society . However, the conditions for the stage psychologically will still remain in an essence as primitive babies are always stage beige in their psychology.
  8. quote of the century looool! well its only an idea you or one of the other moderators need to be the one to take actions from it. it will help other people to realise if theyre having a mystical experience aswell
  9. @Serotoninluv Man i wanna know what other awakening experience other people have had, i bet if we created a long thread of experiences we could eliminate everything one by one, as long as someone keeps them categorised. like i've also had another one where reality/ no reality duality collapsed and i was just lost and then started visualising some weird things! start a thread since your moderator and then get it featured
  10. @Serotoninluv i had a timeless awakening too, mines had also space eliminated too. it was so weird, i realised i was neither moving back wards, forwards, sideways , up or down. in addition, there was no location to where my experience was happening inside 3d time-space. this is when i broke the illusion of science, that every now was happening right this moment, but there was no experience of passing of time. Its like the greeks came alive within this timeless/spaceless vacuum because they literally exsisted in this same now my hand was no longer 3d nor 2d nor even 1d so i had to conceptualise it and imagined asif the whole of reality was holding in on itself ... .in/out/in/out every now/now/now so was weird, but one of the trippest moments through this whole journey loool!
  11. are you aware a sound is just a sound? no there is no bird chirping, no there is no tv playing, no there is no sound from a video, no there aren't any humans talking are you aware a speech is just a sound? the politician on tv, the writting on the laptop, the economist saving the country, the banker lobbying for his bank are you aware a vision is just a vision ? the grape is not purple, the fire is not red, the fire is not a fire, the cat is not a cat , the rainbow is not a rainbow are you aware what is, is what is? it is what it is , it is what it is , it is what it is and nothing more or nothing less are you aware a smell is a just a smell ? the smell of a boyfriend, a girlfriend or foe, the smell of the dustin collectors in the morning, the aroma of food in your home are you aware a taste is a taste? chicken and mushroom, indian curry, lamb and beef alike, the taste of the worst dish vs the taste of the best dish are you aware a thought is a thought ? i think i am happy, i think i am sad, i think i hear, smell , see , speak , touch is a thought , i think therefore i am , that thought is nice, and this thought is not are you aware a touch is a touch? the touch of your skin, the touch of the wall, the touch of the table , the touch of the laptop so my question to you if you were aware , it is what it is then what would be the meaning left to exsist?
  12. @Serotoninluv ahaha love it! now i need to look at emerald stuff! sounds like an interesting topic
  13. @Serotoninluv thats actually an amazing way! x is x and y is y love it! i'm going to try out this method after meditating ahaha
  14. @Truth Addict sorry i didn't get what you meant by that lol.
  15. @DrewNows oohh okay, no i am not seperate. I'm simply just saying that it wasn't from conceptual based knowledge as you may think, just something i picked up from direct experience.
  16. @Truth Addict very interesting , i like the way you put that. very meaningful Thank you
  17. @Serotoninluv gosh you moderators are so good at explaining things :') ahaha i just end up feeling my answers are half ass with out a deeper explanation as to whats actually going on!
  18. @Truth Addict happy or not happy , sad or not sad, predetermined vs not predetermined, beautiful vs not beautiful , growth vs not growth, needed vs not needed, knowledgeable vs not knowledgeable , informative vs not informative, cool vs not cool , moral vs not moral , non dualistic vs not nondualistic (duality) , right vs wrong, evil vs not evil , good vs not good , exsistance vs not exsistance, shoulda woulda coulda vs not shoulda woulda coulda , meaningful vs not meaningful, have vs have not , magic vs not magic and on and on and on the "x vs not x" of the english language go i'm not sure how i view the word meaningful anymore, i don't simply mean meaningless in a negative way, i only meant it in a way as to show people that its meaningless because you apply dualistic terms to things including the duality concept meaningful vs not meaningful i would say that something being in actuality is enough to have meaning of beauty how do you view meaning?
  19. @Roman Edouard the point of the forum isn't to teach lol, the point of the forum is actually to learn . You don't actually need to use the forum to give insights, you can purely use the forum to ask questions. Just like i did and recieve the best answer possible at the time. Nobody is expecting you to teach just saying. And the earlier you get it the better in my opinion. I'm quite young and its benefitted my perspective gravely.
  20. what is "meaning" metaphysically mini series
  21. non duality experiencing awareness (true non duality) sorry , didn't quite get what you were saying
  22. @DrewNows its my direct experience truth i established