Aakash

isn't the point , that there is meant to be no next!

the answer is no i forgot the answer and yes time is 4d because its a 3d object moving from one position to another 1d moves in 2d , 2d moves in 3d, 3d moves in 4d, 4d moves in 5d, 5d is the all possible future , 6d is the all possible past etc.etc. his version of 5d is different to the original scientific notion in string theory, by 5d i think he just means the spiritual because once you know 4d is not real, the whole model breaks down to absolute garbage and therefore its the time taken to go from 3d to 5d

i went into no thoughts silentness, and kept as awareness, it was peaceful beautiful and then i fell out. the awareness was neither the thing that is aware of itself there wasn't anything but awareness it wasn't even a state or mystical state it was just being , being awareness then i came home and ate and i completely lost awareness, i became - "i am eating"

@winterknight My ego self is the one that decides to relax and feels pretty lost. but in reality, things are just as is. its silent, no thoughts no nothing is what is happening to the enlightened self. that is the universal self. the true self. it has no identification to it because it is itself as awarness there are no words.

@winterknight pure awareness - it is awareness aware of itself its just silence, that is what i am.

@Jack River thank you for your help, i understand what your saying you explained it really well.

@winterknight i cannot locate the i there is no sense that feels like me anymore, if i try i am making it up, it is the remaining struggles left that are afraid of death, afraid of the peace and silence that will follow, for it won't exsist. i will relax thank you, bath in the silence until i completely surrender. thank you for your help

3a.so where am i on the path? i'm pretty lost, i understand i haven't fully surrendered to the emptiness/ nothingness. 3b. have i atleast caught glimpsed the whole ox or glimpsed a full enlightenment is what i would like to ask, but my opinion is there's no telling from another individuals prespective what i have experienced in my direct experience, you can only guide to what sounds right and what doesn't, because then theres no next steps but to embody it consciously to a mastery level, if i had to put it into an anology, i'm trying to create an imaginary ledge to stand on, on the mountain of nothing, because i'm lost in absolutely nothing. even the word enlightenment is not real, because it's pointing to this absolute nothingness which is not what my conceptual ideas of enlightenment were. but its very relieving and peaceful to know that its all an illusion, (well i say illusion, but its not even that, it's just nothing) 6. thank you 7. thank you

a video i watched just now can explain much better- i don't see awareness as an object, i don't have a thought about what it is. or possibly wil ever know/ grasp what it is. what do you think?

@winterknight 1. thank you 2. thank you 3. i had a mystical experience where i came to a realisation that everything was an illusion, awareness included from the perspective of the unawakened person, the reason being- to awareness there is no meaning to which action is being implied, there is no action infact, it doesn't exist. so whenever i come up with a question about it trying to understand where i'm at , none of them actually entail what it is i am talking about. when you answered question 6: this is what i really wanted answering because i realised last night that anything in reality relating to enlightenment is only relative to the unawaken person, as pointers lets say. none of it actually guides you to the truth until you have the correct realisation at some given point in time. my last reaisation was as i said everything is an illusion, i can't break it down further at all, nor put it into words just how empty i really mean it is. this is what i was trying to state, 4/5. thank you 6. so is that only to get people to the point of realisation 7. what i mean is we are pure awareness, really conditional love is only possible because of being human; so does that mean that unconditional love is also has the same issue, that its only said that you are love because you have are able to love, and you can do that through being a human but is this because we are human that this awareness in this form can love? or you could say i'm asking do animals and consciosuness itself love?

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@Jack River no it cannot; i can not love moment and not love the next so love has to be action but we can be mindful atleast, to make it more considerate?

1. have you transcended all emotions 2. are essential all questions regarding enlightenment useless, and why? 3. I know the truth, why is it that when i try to come up with a question about it, they have no response i am looking for, when i asked you specifically. tried attempts to come up with questions: 14 attempts failed:11 4. you do not exist, you are practically dead, what made you want to come to actualise.org to help people Answer: you did not come, and you did not go, you have neither arrived nor left 5. do you fear Answer: no there is nobody here 6. there is neither awakening nor unawakening, so is why do individuals say there is such a thing as awakening on the level of the mind and heart to people 7. you do not live in reality; would you say you live in your own reality therefore. because your reality is way off from other peoples. 8. do we have a heart and love because we are human in design @winterknight

@Jack River no @Serotoninluv i will learn to open myself up some more to experience the different flavours, time to move onto the next holy grail,

yes how to, i feel my heart already opening up through laughter lol

@Jack River don't say i am love! but no i don't want love! i want to know how to get in touch with consciousness to love!

you guys who know music should really get this thread features by keep posting on it, its every relaxing and enjoyus to see there are these types of music videos out there in the world.

@Jack River it would not @Serotoninluv i only know how to love through the interconnectedness of things; are there other ways in which i can get in tune with love? i have pretty much awakened on the level of mind , but my heart is still lacking loads! any ideas how i can improve this? do i look at something and say i love you i.e to my chair

do you guys recontextualise to open the heart up more to experiences, is this not adding concepts to a given situation?

actually not heart i can intuite how to do that; but on the level of the gut?

how does one practice awakening on the level of your heart ?

was an amazing video

mines is doing something when you know you shouldn't be doing something

also but even if you do find out who is the I and what the nature of reality is, if you don't do alot of the first one, or just generally i think that this practice needs to be coupled with something other one , you have a weak embody rate. In my opinion, so its sorta fruitless kinda at the end of it, sometimes. the number of mystical experiences is good i would say, i've had quite a few