Aakash

@ajasatya do you not get lonely like this?

@Shin Its actually so scary man! it doesn't feel okay at all to be like this for the rest of your life, i see my parents and they're only awarness the same as me. I take a dump and its me coming out my own ass, i feel so alone whilst in this consciousness

@ajasatya its just awareness breathing in awareness and exhaling, the action of breathing wasn't even performed. it only seems like it :'(

why is awareness feel like a whole different world! i feel like i've gone totally transrational, i don't even feel like i'm in my body anything i think of myself i ate a burger i went shopping its just awareness the clothes i bought at shopping which just awareness? it feels like a totally seperate reality to what i normally have known.

should have realised that the self (awareness) is non dual,created by awareness refers to a creation and a creator, which is also linked to the notion of a timeframe, or in other words- which came first the chicken or the egg. these are all just delusions, the truth of the matter is awareness is playing with awareness, meaning the words i speak/ the images only have relativity. all of mind is relative. i am the words, images, voice, respondant, sayer, the total. the person who thinks they are mind/ word in the first place by identification is technically ego, but in the larger sense is non duality A TOTAL PERFECT MINDFUCK , ALL answers are god! hurray

is the words /images we visualise in our minds, created by awareness because that would mean, no matter what way my story (the story that is me) is only a story. and i'm trying to resist. which i don't see the point in. so which is it?

it really does! OMG! the funniest thing is that you know everyone has it in the first place, and your ego still corrupts it to make it seems magnificiant and special and exclusive to you. how funny is that?

when was this said? i think there are many people out there who see the value of logic and rationality, its just they are probably trans-rationale only for a slight proportion of their lives now and just don't give as much weight to it as other people do it terms of importance. remember you can't even enter the spritual path without logic and ration at the beggining, so i think once people get more clear at higher stages, they'll reunderstand the importance of logic in their journey. also yes its possible logically to prove the theory of other realities, but in the end ultimately it collapses to realise there is only the truth of reality at different degrees, and even that is slightly false from my perspective because its one unified movement.

@Jack River a figment of its own imagination , it arrives at its destination and claims ground to its findings, like a flagbarer climbing a mountain! Its not trendy if everyone's it, thats called "the untrendy buddah"

@tecladocasio I knew you were going to ask that lol, to be honest, i don't even like the word enlightenment anymore, i don't understand what it means- so no i am not. I'm just answering from my highest wisdom the answer to the question. ps i'ma take that as a compliment! shows that i'm making things sounds spiritual by using metaphors

yep thats why i don't think of it like a desire, because its my whole body moving towards it. The desire has underlying psychological factors as a need to find it. The desire itself is something you have to get rid of and not lose at the same time, like a snake, who knows the right time to shed it its skin for the desire to go somewhere else, leads you to a destination that is where it is not. The seeker who seeked too much.

the belief that you need to become enlightened to live a good life is a belief in itself, it's not actually neccessary for awareness, awareness will still play out awareness. (from a higher perspective that is) so for me personally its like returning home, from my individual lower perspective plus you don't actually gain anything out of enlightenment, its actually quite funny. we make it sound like some amazing big thing, but really its just realising that you are awareness. you aren't even doing it, its doing you! (from a higher perspective)

i thought this was a great insight.

hell nahh, i think of it like returning back home, nothing to do with desire or anything. but the flip side of it , is that it doesn't matter if you become enlightened or not, awareness still plays out.

found a great video of where i am at; understood what god is; and had some experience but never a full realisation. adyashanti explains it very well. anyone else feel like they're here?

felt alot peace and somewhat bliss this whole week because i was being, but i've felt more disconnected as if i'm knowing reality but i wasn't knowing i was just being. even though i was being, i wasn't able to sustain highest consciousness level and going deeper into being (unknowing) so ironic, that i feel like its an ego backlash or should i say blissful backlash- what i'm trying to say was i felt closer to reality not knowing and with constant change, than having routine and knowing. has anybody else ever felt this after a week of peacefulness?

Yeah i'm pretty much where you are aswell, my senses go back into duality and then i realise i'm not grounded in the present moment and monitoring thoughts in the present. remaining as awareness and not thought and experience.

@ thesmileyone aka self -realisation ? i guess this was blissful back lash just when i thought i was done! or could relax and chill theres more work to go to reach infinity!

someone should do this for all episodes, help out the others who don't have time to make notes for themselves.

@TheAvatarState It does not know itself as anything these are words we give it, the story we are giving to the way things happen is what ivan is trying to say with his limited words, when, how , what , why ,where its quite amazing when you think about it whats sort of properties does being have? can it be known? does it need to be known to itself? or is that an illusion we are putting on it again. when you say i am aware and i am consciousness it does not neccessary resemble what is. but we can understand in each cell, in each molecule and enclosed environment that it is aware of what is next to it, just like us as humans are aware, is that enough of a quality to put towards infinity because there can be so many questions derived from it aware of what ? aware of itself? aware of who? Being on the other hand is what you are by default so are we being awareness or are we being infinity without awareness? what do you think?

i'm losing my memory of awakening; its almost like non duality and duality never occured in the first place, and i'm questioning how i arrived at mystical experiences, is there such thing as even a mystical experience, is god real etc.. all the questions i answered before with non duality, they're fading away as if noting has happened. even questions like how i arrived at the fact we are all one, i'm not sure if its the logic behind it going i.e we are ...., this is A,B,C therefore 1,2,3 so F,J,H aka we are one, my foundations for the knowledge i built up are dissappearing, whats up with me?

all his content goes back to one phrase- the map is not the terratory. In the end all his knowledge is duality just very precise and accurate duality meaning in the end, if you do it correctly. you could have the potential of losing all your memory, whereas if you cling to the content then your clinging to the map and not the territory. This is the harmful way in which i understand you speak. But its 100% responsibility for the user to realise, you need it to get to a certain point and then can ditch it because all of it is in your direct experience. all his content offer thereafter, is the fact you can self improve and this is what it was initially intended for. As you would a complete full circle, that you ended up at the start where you started, wanting to improve. The only thing i realised is that sadhguru said something about self-help industry being destructive and can be in non dual terms because a person has to become content with who they are. Vice versa, leo content would describe this as fear of taking the greater jihad. both are correct, in the end because their point is the self-does not exist and point to the end of suffering.

@Preetom thats exactly the feeling, being unable to relate to what happened in life and thinking wait did all of that just happen in my head, or is it actually real :') i just laughed at myself... concepts, concepts,concepts they can only get you so far! its also like reality doesn't exsist, its only a dream- in real life! like i wake up from a dream into a dream and therejust so many vast layers of dreaming.

I was wondering that i know thinking on level of spiral is different to action on level of the sprial. However, is it healthy to actively reject things that are lower than my thinking on the spiral through sheer will power. I.e not invention something on orange or pick up at very reddish levels because of my turquoise nature (thinking-wise) is this an unhealthy and unbalanced growth? i have long contemplated and so thats how my thinking reach turquoise but there seems to be a bridge between my actions levels, but working through turqioise helps to weed things out. I.e not going bed late, meditating etc, not hunting for fame or glory?

Just saying, but i still would like people's opinions ahah!